Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Quite Better Now
I haven't visited the throne today. :D But yesterday, my doctor told me to have my stool checked. It's really.. YUCKY. I don't want to describe it. Anyway, I should get the results later today. I really hope I'm OK now. I will start doing school stuff I missed today so I'd be ready to go to school tomorrow. I'm not sure if I'm attending my 7am class though, which is my Physics lab. We haven't even met our Physics lec prof yet. We haven't even bought our Physics lab manual. /pif
Oops! I Did it Again..
Wahaha. Yah. Oops. I thought I got rid of this guy already. (Not Spark!)
Relaxing All Day Yesterday
I watched DVDs the whole day. The Bourne Identity DVD we bought is really broken. It keeps on skipping and there are parts when the player cannot read it continuously. It would get stuck and go back. Grr. I love that movie. Matt's so sexy..
Next in line was Troy. I've watched it before but I wasn't able to finish it, remember? So I watched the entire thing again yesterday. Ugh! I HATE Paris for killing Achilles! That SOB! Haha.. ok.. woo-sahhh.. Haha.. Brad Pitt rocks..he looks good in that armor. But Matt's still sexy. More sexy than Brad is. :P
The last was DareDevil. It kinda sucked for me.. Ben Affleck?? In a costume?? Bad combination. Plus, how come he couldn't fight Bullseye before Elektra "died"?? Where the hell did he get his energy to fight AFTER Elektra's "death"?? Plus, he even got energy to fight Kingpin! Stupid. Just PLAIN stupid.
I have school stuff to do. I gotta run! ^-^
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Poor me
Yup. I'm home. I didn't go to school. I stink of sweat and I'm not allowed to take a bath. Geez. Yesterday morning, I complained about
lao say. I had to go more than 5 times and it was REALLY watery. And it made me feel SO weak. I drank medicine but it didn't make things any better. So anyway, I didn't go to school. Since no one's here at home, Spark picked me up. He made me drink Hydrite and Gatorade to prevent dehydration. (Isn't he the sweetest?) Some time after lunch, I was feeling hot. Spark offered to take me home early so I can go rest.
When I got here, I still had to cook my amah's food. (I can never NOT do that.) Then I went up to my room and checked my temperature. 38.3C. I went to sleep. When my mum came home, she gave me more Hydrite and when she found out that I was hot, she gave me Paracetamol. I thought, I doubt if I could live without my mum. The sight of her makes me feel a LOT better. She woke me up at 7am today to check my temperature. 36.5C. I still make a lot of trips to the toilet though. Same consistency. I asked my mum to call my pediatrician. I'm thinking it's more than just diarrhea since I developed a fever.
The only thing I had that was different last Sunday was the Big 250 Orange Juice my bro got from the supermarket. It came right from the box; it wasn't chilled. My bro was putting them inside the fridge, I grabbed one. I got some ice in my glass and poured the juice in it. None of my family took the juice in the same "form" and at the same time as I did. I don't really drink those kinds of juice - in tetra or doy packs. I drink them fresh. I'm thinking that's what caused all this trouble.
I'm glad Earl called me yesterday. He's just my bestest best friend, EVER. He asked why I didn't go to school and felt sorry that I was not feeling very well. Yeah, I told him everything that happened to me. No secrets. I can trust him. Plus, it's normal for people to get an illness like this. He told me what I missed in school, that we have a Physics prof already, s/he's just absent for the day and that my Filipino prof has been changed. He even dictated the assignment we were given for Filipino.
Magbigay ng karakter ng anumang akda kung kanino mo nakikita ang pagkakapareho mo at bakit. Earl says the prof wants to know something about us. I'm really lucky I got that guy. No one has ever done that for me since I got into college.
Today, I'm wishing really hard that I won't miss too much in school - lectures are fine, but surprise quizzes, please, God, no. Some teachers don't allow make-up quizzes unless you have a medical certificate, which you'll need to visit your doctor to get. Bummer.
Nahihinayang ako sa mga advanced reading that I did over the weekend. I'm REALLY prepared for this week and quite excited to go to school. I have my goal - to get a general average of 1.5. This pushes me to do better. I just wish I get over this illness by today so I can prepare for the stuff I missed tomorrow and go back to school on thursday ready and energized.
I plan to rest well today. Just watch DVDs and do nothing strenuous. And yeah, I plan to wash myself. ^-^
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Monday, June 28, 2004
Posting Now or Never
I don't want history to repeat itself. I'm posting now, so if ever I don't get time to do this later, I won't miss a day. I think I'm gonna have a boring day today. I still haven't met my Physics teacher. Geez. It's the third week for crying out loud. That prof better show up. My Filipino teacher is oh-so-boring. He talks endlessly!! Plus, he made us do some homework but we don't have resources yet because the book is still NOT available. Darn it.
Parang ayoko na nga pumasok eh!! Plus,
naglalao say pa ako.. :(
Bahala na if I'm going to school or not.. If ever I don't, you know I'm just going to be at Spark's place. Waha.. Anyway, I think I gotta go run to the throne.. -_-
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
Woo-sahhhhhhh, Woo-sahhhhhhh
I'm feeling quite mellow today. No rush, no anger, no hatred. My day started when my fickle brother woke me up at 6am. He tells me he wants to go to mass at 7am. I was too sleepy to reply. I just groaned and went back to sleep. 7am came and he woke me up again. This time, he wants to attend mass at 7:30. 30 minutes to prepare?! GAWD. So I got up, brushed my teeth, took a bath and sat on the throne. And off we go to church.
We got back at 8:30. I kissed the hand of my mum, then my dad (today I proudly learned to forgive him), then my amah. We had a good meal - MCDO! Ahhh.. what a way to start the day. At around 10, I called Spark and I found out that he just got off the phone with his mum.
Masama 'ata ang gising kaya puro mura ang inabot niya.. Poor guy. I tried to make him feel better but he went out to shop by himself. Next time,
sasamahan ko siya. Malapit na 'yon. Konting tiis nalang. HAPPY!!! mmmmwah!!
My Uncle.. /pif
My aku T, works at a "poster-making" company. He collects pictures to turn them into posters. Anyway, a few years back, he asked me to collect pictures of some anime (I forgot what it was) from the internet. He offered to give me 300 bucks for the job. A few months later, he gives me 200 bucks. I didn't say a word. But I thought, hey, if you're gonna give me just 200, why say 300? I dislike people who do that. You know..breaking deals and agreements, breaking your word.
Anyway, early this year, he asked me to collect Naruto pictures, for 300 bucks again. He hasn't paid me for that until now. And yesterday, he called, luckily I was in the bathroom so my brother talked to him, he says he wants pictures for 2 shows or something. My brother told me about it but I wasn't serious that I didn't even listen to what he was saying. I just heard him say something. I don't have plans of doing the job.
Today, my uncle saw me. He goes,
"Ano nakahanap ka na ba?" I go,
"Hindi ko magagawa ngayon, gagawa pa akong assignment e. May pasok na kasi." Liar, liar! Panty on fire! So he says,
"Kung 'di mo magagawa sasabihin ko na lang (sa boss ko)." I just find it unfair. So what if I'm just his niece? That doesn't give him the option to not take me seriously. It's not about the money. I have my mum to finance for my needs. It's about giving one's word and keeping it.
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Saturday, June 26, 2004
Blog-Hoppin'
I'm done with blog-hoppin' early today. My first stop was LeS' site. Gee..that gurl's pretty lost. But I'm sure she can find herself. She needs divine intervention though. Seek God and you shall see the light. Hmm..where did that come from??
My next stop was at MeRRiE's. She talked about the drivers here in the Philippines. I couldn't help but recall my driving lessons. After a few sessions, I said to myself, the best place to learn how to be a defensive driver is definitely here in the Philippines. Even if the car your driving says you're a student driver, other vehicles will surely cut in or overtake.
Next was at Grego's. I don't know that guy personally but I sure envy him! He's having lots of fun in the States. His
lolo even gave him money to spend on whatever he wants!! o.O But after reading his entry, my belief in fate grew stronger. He saw the girl he was crushing on in a train. Talk about coincidence. Maybe they're meant to be.
Kiliiiiiiiiiiiig!! Haha! ^-^
My last stop was at Adrian's. I'm beginning to luuuuuuv that guy's site. Oh, I don't know him personally too. But the colors he's changing his site into - baby blue - ROCKS my world. It's like I'm in heaven when I go there! ^-^ Anyway, he's really smart and I really admire him for his deep thoughts and reflections.
Name Acronyms
I saw this link on Adrian's site and tried it out. Spark thinks that the acronym I got are true. I entered my nickname first - TIN. And got this: T-Tender, I-Irresistable, N-Nerdy. I found this first acronym really true. EHEM! Haha! But I think I'm more of the Nerdy type. :P This is what I got for entering my real name.
| M | Magical |
| A | Astonishing |
| R | Rare |
| I | Ideal |
| A | Adventurous |
| |
| C | Creepy |
| H | Handy |
| R | Refined |
| I | Irresistible |
| S | Skillful |
| T | Talented |
| I | Inspirational |
| N | Naughty |
| A | Appealing |
Name Acronym GeneratorFrom
Go-Quiz.com
Whew! Haha!
Read Some Stupid Testimonial
Hay nako. Kumukulo na naman po ang dugo ko! Kung bakit ko pa kasi tinignan 'yun mga testi sa kaibigan ko!! Ang kapal talaga ng mukha ng baklang 'yon! Nako! Buti na lang gusto ko wholesome 'tong blog ko!! Pero ang kapal talaga!! Ito sinabi niya: "sna nxt tym n mgk2lse uli tyo tlgng tbi n en wla n sa gitna pra mkpgkwen2han pa tyo,," Eh sino bang na sa gitna nila?! AKO!!! Ang kapal talaga!! Ano? Feeling niya ba gusto ko siyang katabi?! HELLO?!
Gusto niyo malaman kung ano ba ginawa niya at ng kaIBIGan niya sa akin?! Bakit sinabi kong bakla sila?? Itago na lang natin siya sa pangalang THIS GUY at ang kaibigan niya sa pangalang PARE. Mag best friend silang dalawa. Nagsimula kami maging close ni PARE dahil sa pagsabay-sabay namin pag-uwi. Dahil nga nagiging close kami, naramdaman ko na parang nagagalit sa akin si THIS GUY. (eg. 'pag nagpapasama siya kay PARE para pumunta somewhere, at sinabi ni PARE na "kasama ko si Tin eh", nagdadabog at nagpapapadiyak siya sa sahig. Ito ba ay gawain ng isang TUNAY na lalake?!)
Until one time, sabi ni PARE sa akin, "in love" daw siya sa akin. So sabi ko, "alam mong hindi puwede, may boyfriend ako. Friends nalang tayo." Akala ko ayos na ang lahat. Hanggang sa parang lumalayo na kami sa isa't-isa. Tinanong ko kay PARE kung galit ba siya sa akin o ano. Sabi niya, "hindi, umiiwas lang ako kasi si THIS GUY nagtatampo." Huh?! Sa akin, ok lang yon. Sabi nga nila, "Huwag ipagpapalit ang mga kaibigan para sa babae/lalake."
Nung summer, nagkausap uli kami ni PARE sa text. Hindi ko na maalala 'yung buong pinag-usapan namin pero ang dating sa akin, parang masyado na siyang nakarami at nalasing sa panonood ng mga telenovela. Ang drama nya. Sobra. Sabi niya, iniwan ko daw siya sa ere at nalaman kong galit pala siya sa akin. Ang sagot ko naman, "Kailan pa?! Akala ko ba nagiiwasan lang tayo dahil kay THIS GUY?!" Hindi daw. Tinanong ko kung anong ginawa ko. Ang sagot niya, "wala na tayong dapat pag-usapan pa." O di ba?! Pang-soap!
Nakita ko nga silang magkasama nung enlistment. Sila na yata!! As in!! Haha! Pero alam niyo, simula non, hindi ko na siya kinausap. Para ano pa?? Ako pa magmumukhang naghahabol sa kanya! Kung yun ang iniisip niyang mangyayari, sorry nalang siya. I will go on with my life. Lalong hindi ko na rin kinakausap si THIS GUY. Masiyahan na siya noh! Malay natin, mas type pala siya ni PARE. Oh wait, I'm hearing Parokya ni Edgar's "This Guy's in Love with You, pare" in the background..
I gotta go study now. I WILL NOT SLACK. I have dreams to live and fears to conquer.
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Friday, June 25, 2004
Another Work of Art
I finished another layout again. ^-^ My client doesn't want to have her URL posted on my site though, and I respect that. But she allowed me to post my work in my portfolio, you can see a screenshot of the layout
here. ^-^ You know what? Sometimes, ideas just keep flowing through my head but then if I put them all together, I doubt if the results would be good. So as much as possible, I hold the my "creativity energy" down to be able to come out with something eye-pleasing. Heh.. Just babbling.
Another Day to be Proud of...I think
GAWD! My IT class sucks!! It's SUUUPER boring. I learn a lot from it but then my prof's teaching method doesn't work with me at all. He talks and talks and uses the class cards to call us to recite. I didn't even got called!! Well, I could have volunteered.. but I was too lazy to do so!! It's my first class and he made me sleepy!! AWK!
My next class was Biochemistry. Earl said I was too serious during that class. Haha! I don't know what came over me. I read a LOT yesterday and I knew I was prepared enough to be in her class. But I didn't think I'd have that GREAT courage to be answering a question that nobody else could answer. And to think, that was BIOCHEM!!
Takot ko lang mapahiya sa prof ng major ko!! Bwaha! But then, I answered it correctly so it was ALL good.
Ugh. Statistics. My prof has this really soft voice and I doubt if she has 20-20 vision. I wanted to correct an answer on the board, so I raised my hand. She didn't even think that maybe I wanted to SAY something?? Or ASK something, perhaps?? She called me for the next number to answer. So I waved my hand, signaling a "no" and started to say "Ma'am, correction.." But then, she went on to call someone else!!! Is it me?! Or does she have hearing problems as well?! Anyway, she seemed to like our part of the class so she stands next to our row a lot. And keeps looking at us for answers. Wutever. Next time, if I want to say something, I'll come up to her instead.
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
Happy San Juan and Manila Day!
Aaaah.. Thank God for days like this. I get to "relax" at home because of the Manila Day celebration. Actually, we were told last tuesday to come to school at 6am today. Hah! Who they kiddin',
pare?
Sanay na ako sa mga pakulong ganyan ni Atienza! Back when I was still taking ROTC, Atienza used us as
"pamparami" - as his audience. I was ALWAYS present during those days because I really thought that I'd be in trouble if I didn't go. But now,
kayo na lang!! Wahaha!!
San Juan Day's kind of fun today. It's nice to see my cousins and nieces and nephews (gee, I'm old..) throwing water at each other and laughing like there was no tomorrow. I wasn't able to enjoy that when I was a kid. I actually envy our neighbor. He's a dad of I-don't-know-how-many. But the way I see it, he seems like a "fun" dad. He allowed his kids to throw water at people passing by while he supervised them, telling them who not to throw water at. With my dad, if I'm having too much fun with my brother, he'd get mad at us.
'Yun bang 'pag masyado kang maharot.. Oh well.. You really can't have the best of everything.
Having some fun..
Superhero Identifier
Simply go to the link above, type in your gender and name. And voilah! This is my superhero identity:
Name: Madame Muffin
Secret Identity: Ma Christina Pineda
Special Power: Walk through walls
Transportation: Electric Jet
Weapon: Graviton Flare
Costume: Chain Cape
Sidekick: Festus
Nemesis: Tim the Nasty
Tragic Flaw: Clumsiness
Favorite Food: French Toast
Anyway, that's just for a bit of fun.. I still have lots to read for school tomorrow. I'm so GLAD tomorrow's friday already. ^-^ I miss mah hunnie..
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
What I Have Done/am Doing Today
© woke up at 10am
© cleaned the house
© had breakfast (YUM!)
© made my niece's Boa layout, which I'll finish some other time
© had lunch (at 2pm!)
© took a bath (aaahh..refreshing..)
© cooking my amah's food (while blogging ^-^)
© listening to
Eamon's Fuck It (It ROCKS!)
What I Plan to Do Next
© prepare for IT recitation
© prepare for Biochemistry discussion
© do advanced reading for Statistics
I WILL NOT SLACK. ... ... ... But I'm feeling LAZY!!!
My Schedule!
I don't have anything to post really.. You wanna know my schedule?? =^-^=
Mondays
Physics Lec 1:00-3:00
Panitikan ng Pilipinas 4:00-5:30
Tuesdays
Intro to IT 7:00-8:30
Biochemistry 8:30-10:00
Statistics 10:00-11:30
Thursdays
Physics Lab 7:00-10:00
Physics Lec 1:00-3:00
Panitikan ng Pilipinas 4:00-5:30
Fridays
Intro to IT 7:00-8:30
Biochemistry 8:30-10:00
Statistics 10:00-11:30
Biochemistry Lab 1:00-4:00
Eamon's Fuck It
Waha! Sorry.. I reaaaaaaaaaally dig the song.. You might want it too?
[verse 1:]
See I dont, know why, I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know that I feel
[chorus:]
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you ho, I dont want you back
[verse 2:]
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me
Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit im sad
It hurt real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a ho
Archive and Blogs-To-Read List
I'm putting links for my archive..
Ako lang 'ata ang may blog na hindi naglagay ng archive links.. And I think I'd like to share the blogs I read everytime I go online. Yup. Everytime. ^-^
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
What can I do?!
LeS said I missed another day. I know!! I couldn't figure out how I was going to blog when I had to prepare for today's recitation!! My class, during Mondays, starts at 1-3pm for Physics and 4-5:30pm for
Panitikan. I was able to read my General Statistics book and I was kind of OK with that already. But I haven't started reviewing about cells for Biochemistry, so I had to do that when I got home.
I got home at 7pm. Luckily, my mum's already home so she was able to cook my amah's food and that was 1 down, more to go. Here are the other stuff I had to do:
© help mum fix dinner and eat
© wash all the used dishes and utensils
© osterize my amah's food
© wash all utensils used in osterizing amah's food
© take a shower! (I earned it! :)
© start reviewing! (You need it!!!)
Supposing each task took 30 minutes to complete, and just 10 minutes for taking a shower, what time do you think I was able to start reviewing?? And what time was I able to rest my head on my wonderful fluffy pillow?? Grr.. That teaches me one very important thing: DO NOT SLACK ON WEEKENDS.
Ang Pamantasan Prayer Rally
I was quite shocked yesterday when I read about the verdict of the case against the
Ang Pamantasan (AP) schoolpaper. Last semester, they were able to prove that the PLM administration allowed "
lagay" or "fixers" who would make freshmen who failed the PLMAT (entrance exam) come out as relatives of Mayor Atienza so they can still study there. They were able to do this by making a person pose as a "freshie" and pretend he/she failed the entrance exam.
Anyway, they also did a lifestyle check on the administration people, including the current president, Dr. Tayabas, appointed by Mayor Atienza, and found out that they actually have too much to be just earning from taxes paid by students. They published everything they found out on our schoolpaper. If you'd ask me, I'd say
masyado silang matapang to have done that.
The verdict, I would say, was too harsh. One of them lost their degree (
binawi ng admin!)and some of them were expelled from school. Yes, I want to be aware of what's happening around me. However, for so long as I have something to lose, I will continue to know and believe the truth but lie back.
"I'm feeling INTELLECTUAL today."
I'm super proud of myself today! Although I didn't raise my hand even once for Biochemistry, I learned a HELL lot! And
nakakasunod ako sa "galaw" ng prof ko. For Statistics, I was SUPER proud of myself because I raised my hand not just once!! WEEEEEEEEEEE!!! Wahaha!
Ang babaw ko, syet. It leaves a good feeling when only YOU can answer the prof's question. Aaahhh... Dean's List, here I come!! :P
So Proud of Spark!
Spark, too, has a proud moment to share! ^-^ His goal is to become TC (Team Captain) at Ambergris so he can start saving up for "our" future. Anyway, last night was his first day in taking calls. So, after each call, the supervisor would ask the caller how he found the agent. And guess what?! Spark got commended!! AWOOOOOHOOOOOOO!! TC, here he comes!! ^-^ Wahaha!
It feels good to have a direction in life. Try it. ^-^
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
Missed a Day..
Whoa! Yesterday was a really busy day for me that I forgot to blog! I woke up late so that shortened my day even more. My bro and I went to Greenhills at around 11 to buy school stuff at Natio and walked around looking for a good CD-RW. Darn that was tiring. We got home at around 12:30. We had lunch, did my usual chores and tried to fix my stupid LAN connection.
6pm came and we had to prepare to go to Chloe's baptismal celebration at Gloria Maris, Greenhills. The traffic was HELL! We left home at 7pm and we got there at 8pm! That's one hour!!! Definitely not time well spent. We got home at 11pm and I had to osterize my amah's food. I slept at almost 1am. Long day, long day.
Stinking Dad's Day
Did I say my dad and I are not in speaking terms?? That's since last week, I think. He's just so difficult to talk to lately. All he does is text! And when I try to say something, he'd misinterpret it and make me look bad.
Nakakaasar kausap eh! Actually, I think he has some girl.. One time, I saw his mobile phone, somebody texted him "Cnu po kau?" and he replied, "C patrick.." blah blah. WTF?! And then while he was driving last night, somebody texted him this "Hi! Pwde ba kita maging frnds?" Sheesh.
Ang baduy. Kadiri. I didn't even greet him today.
Ambot sa imo.
Blah, Blah, Bitchy Me
I hung up on Spark this afternoon. I'm not sure what's up with me. But
parang naaasar ako eh.. I can't explain it. He was asking if he could take me early to school so we can go see Pat and check out his motorcycles. I don't want to leave home early!! So I told him, how about
sabay na lang tayo umuwi, instead of
maaga tayo umalis? He goes like, "I wanna go sleep longer kasi..blah blah" And then I go, "O sige, bahala ka na lang. Sige na mamaya na lang. Bye." Bwaha.. Biatch.
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Friday, June 18, 2004
Promises are made to be made
Remember I promised my cousin, LeS, that I'd make her a new layout? I already did! ^-^
Check it out! I actually made 3 versions. The first one's really plain and simple, with a plain white background. The second one's have a background on the blogger area. And the third one has its background on the body leaving the tables plain and white. LeS chose the third one. It's the cutest of 'em all! ^-^ Anyway, that's another work done, another work to add to my portfolio. ^-^
RagnaroK Blues
The last time I topped-up my account was last May 22, 2004. The amount was only Php50 so it should last for a month. But these past weeks, I couldn't seem to get connected to the servers. I can't even log in on their website!! I don't know what's wrong. I'm afraid that my account might get deleted.
Kahit 'di ko na 'yun nilalaro, nakakahinayang kung mawawala nalang 'yun na parang bula! I (and Spark) spent a lot of money on those characters and I'm not just going to give them up.
Vacation Overdrive
The first week of school is over and I'm still like on vacation! Waha! I mean, sure I go to school, take down notes, listen to the prof, sign up for attendace, and blah. But when I go home, I do my chores, eat a lot and I don't do homework!! Wahaha! Instead, I go online and read blogs, blog, surf..
Haaaaaaaaaaaay.. But no worries, my bro and I are going to Greenhills tomorrow to buy my books so I'm guessing, when I get those, I'll probably start studying already. ^-^
I gotta go now.
Ang baho ko na siguro.. 'di pa ako naliligo.. Wahaha! Later!!^-^
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Thursday, June 17, 2004
I say what I mean and I mean what I say
I ended a "relationship" last night. It was something that didn't exist in the real world..it's more like just a state of being.. No..I'm not crazy.. Sometimes we just got to learn to say "No".. I got it all out in a letter..here's the last part of it..
"...It may be difficult, depressing and may hurt even more but I have to do this. I will get you out of my system - out of my heart. Thanks for teaching me a lot of things about life. You are one of those who helped in molding me into the person that I am now. I will never forget you. Be happy..."
Wahaha! I will never tell you what I wrote last!
Kami nalang nakakaalam 'non!! :P
I just hope he figures things out with his girl already.. I wish him luck, really. This is not bitterness I'm feeling. -_-
A Day in the Life of Tin
I didn't go to school today. I hang out at Spark's place. He slept while I watched TV and slept and watched DVD's and slept.. Damn. I'll be a bum if I stayed in his place every day! So I figured, I won't be going back there tomorrow. Plus, he can't seem to sleep very well when I'm there. And he needs sleep - badly, he won't survive in a graveyard shift if he didn't.
I watched "Basic" on DVD. Spark made me watch it. He says its a good movie. What do I say? Pretty good. The ending's got a twist to it. I didn't expect that they (Travolta and Jackson) were the good guys. If you haven't seen it, you should. ^-^
Something "Funny"
I was watching FRIENDS at Spark's place this afternoon while he was staring at me. As in just STARING at me. So I stared back at him. And here's how our conversation went:
Spark: I love you.
Me: I love you, too. ... Yuck! Magththree years na tayo!
Spark: (taken aback) That's creepy.. I was thinking the same thing.. I didn't say "Yuck!" in my head though.
And we laughed together.
Wahaha! Maybe we have too many things in common that we even think in the same way??
Haaaaaaaaaaay... I looooooooove that guy.. ^-^
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004
I'm so kadire!!
Wahaha! Seriously now, I'm sorry if I offended anybody with my last post. I just wanted to share how happy I was with the developments of my school.
Syempre the only thing I can associate the feeling of comfort it was giving me was with..poop! I mean, what else would you do in the washroom besides number 1 and 2? It's rather easy to get rid of number 1 with the
tabo. You know what I'm saying?? I'm trying to explain here.. wehe.. Ok. Whatever.
And about the bra, was that offending too? I hope not. It's a long-time wish that had come true that's why I couldn't help but share it. And besides, you should be open to what I have to share, right? I mean, this is MY blog.. It functions very well like my own diary. 'Nough said. Peace. *Schmack!*
Like Saying "Buboy" in a Low Voice
Last night I saw
Bida si Mister, Bida si Misis. The "trailer" lured me into watching it. It's the episode where Mary was suffering from tonsillitis so she was operated on. She had to rest her voice but after a few days, supposedly, when she was asked to try to talk, a very low voice came out. It was really funny, if you saw it (and heard her say it). It was creepy when she said "I love you" in the same low voice to her husband. Hahaha! HAHAHAHA!!! I'm sorry.. the sound repeated itself in my head. HAHAHAHA!!!
Anyway, the connection, you ask? I came home early yesterday and was waiting for my cousin, LeS, to go online. But darn it. It was already past 3 and she still hadn't showed up. I got REALLY bored..and I remembered about
GoSing! It works like a videoke, where you have to sing with the midi background while following the words that are about to change in color. I was singing REALLY off-key and stopped when I got tired. When I started speaking to my brother, it was like, wtf happened to my voice?! Waha..
Namaos ako..hahaha! Sino tanga? o.O
I'm Becoming "Kikay"
What does kikay mean? I have my own definition..
Kikay (adj) - a person, usually female, who's always updated with the latest trend in fashion - from clothes, shoes to accessories
I think I'm becoming one of them. I want bangles - in all available colors, more bracelets and necklaces and rings. I want new tops - in all different styles. Waaaaaaah! What's wrong with me.. Somebody stop me!! Wehe.
Plans, Plans, Plans
My cousin was looking for the links to my archives. Well, you won't find it anywhere here. Do I want archives?? I'm really not sure. There are some posts that I no longer want to see or let YOU see even. But I'm still thinking about it. I don't know where to put the links and everything. I need to do more planning.
I think I want to include the links to blogs I read. The list is getting longer. Plus, I think it'd be easier if I put all the links here. That way, I won't have to type up every URL everytime I go online.
I've been looking for Calvin and Hobbes pictures on the WWW. I told LeS I'd make her a new layout. Her current background's too girle. Ulk! Wehehe! Peace, LeS. ^-^
I don't have classes tomorrow and on Friday. But I think I'd go see Spark for those days. ^-^ WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
My brother and I will be going to Greenhills this Saturday. He says he has some school stuff to buy. There are some books I need from there as well. I hope JOSEPH YEO's there again..
Haaaaaaaaaaaay..
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004
My Second Day..
Well, first of all, grr. (I will not disclose the reason for this one.)
Secondly, it's my first time to see the "new" ladies' room. I went to pee this morning. And as usual, I was going to tuck my hanky between the door so that people would know that there's someone in the cubicle. But lo and behold! There was a lock! I got excited! Something actually changed for the BETTER in my school. So I turned around to look at the toilet seat, I saw water in the tank!!! The flush is now working!!! AAAAAAAHHHHH!!!
Call me mababaw, but gee, I've been going to that school for the last 2 years and for that long I got used to carrying a little
tabo with water up to its rim (for flushing) and tucking my hanky just so you can close the friggin' door.
Ngayon, masarap nang tumae do'n!! Wahahaha!! I'm
kadire!!
Got the Bra of my Dreams
I just saw the bra I ordered from my Ai. It's from Natasha. I didn't order the one from Triumph because it's way too expensive and to think, no one will ever see what bra I'm wearing. Anyway, this one can be worn strapless, conventional, symmetrical, criss-cross and .... I'm beginning to sound like a brochure, aren't I? -_-; I haven't tried it on yet..but I'm dying to! ^-^ I bet my financier (my mum), won't like it though. It's wired. Yipes..
Eh wala nang solian to!! ^-^
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Monday, June 14, 2004
Ahhh.. My First Day of School..
Earl and I were supposed to meet at past 12pm so we can go to class together. (I didn't know where our room was, remember?) So anyway, even before I went into the gates of my oh-so-wonderful campus, I met some friends outside - Lemz, Ace, Lad, Claire, Tel, Mark and Barbz. (I couldn't say
barkada because they weren't complete - minus the 2 guys/gays I hate. Until now, I'm still not sure of their gender.) Wahaha!! I'm such a meanie.
I waited and waited, and waited more.. Then finally, just five minutes before 1, he comes strolling towards the shed nearest the canteen. Grr. Well, he's my best friend so I gave him some spanking. Waha! Kidding. I didn't mind waiting though.. My feet hurt a bit.. especially my little toe.. ='C But it doesn't matter because he's my best friend.. HUHUHU!! Har har. What in hell's wrong with me. I'm so
madrama, my gosh.
So, we go up to our room and we found out that it wasn't a REAL room. It was located at the corner of the third floor, with 2 fans installed, a lot of fluorescent lamps with no switches, it's walls were just improvised dividers made out of wood, and DAMN was it hot in there or what?! I better not forget to bring my
pamaypay tomorrow. Or should I say every single day of this entire sem?? Most of my classes will be held there. Aren't we LUCKY??
I was informed that classes will be cut at 2pm. So, my brain goes "WEEEE!! Let's go call Spark, he'll pick me up and we can go watch movies!" 2pm came and no one looked like they wanted to go home. So I told Earl that maybe we should check if the classes are really going to be cut. Turns out, only FRESHMEN classes are affected. Darn it. Spark was already waiting outside school! And I could see him right from the window of the caveman-made room! At first I thought he was going to be mad, but then he influenced me to leave with him. He didn't want to leave me there. I'm so glad I got him. ^-^
(But gee.. I wonder what happened to my 4 o'clock class.. Earl's not home yet.. I hope the prof's didn't show up.. -_-;)
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Sunday, June 13, 2004
Pasukan naaa!!!
Gosh. I can't believe that summer's almost over. Er..should I say really over?? Classes start tomorrow but luckily, I won't have to wake up early because my first class is at 1pm. Weee!!
I haven't decided on what bag to use yet -the red one or the gray one? Spark gave me the red one, his mum, actually. The gray one was given to me by my Tita M. The red one's a shoulder bag, you can carry it like a mailman, the gray one's also a shoulder bag but the handle's shorter.
Hm..I'm kind of getting scared of going back to school. I don't know why exactly. Earl says he's got sore eyes so he'd be wearing shades to school tomorrow. I asked him to meet me because I don't know where our room was. Haha! Weird, huh? I hope everything will be fine tomorrow. And please, God, I hope you won't make it rain..
Up, up, down, down...
Talking to Spark leaves me feeling depressed lately. I can't seem to understand him. Sometimes he just seems so bored of talking to me.
Mga sagot niya puro na lang, "O." "Uhm." ... Maybe it's me. Maybe I'm changing. Perhaps I'm becoming an airhead?
Mayabang? I think I'm beginning to have doubts now. What if he doesn't .... .. .......??
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaay... ='C
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Saturday, June 12, 2004
A Dull Day Turned Bright
I woke up late because I slept late last night. Waha! I finished "Bakit 'Di Totohanin" on ABS-CBN. Call me baduy. But Piolo seems to look more cute everytime. Anyway, I had to prepare lunch early because Lawrence was coming over. We went to Greenhills together with Spark. As usual, we went separate ways because they were going "Magic-hunting". While Spark and I had to shop for some stuff.
On our shopping list are:
© gifts for Gerard Kalbo
© gifts for Pat and Dang
© slacks for Spark
© bangles for moi ^-^
© and a razor.
Well, we didn't get all of that. Instead, we got these:
© DVD's for Spark
© Nike slippers for me (immitation only)
© and a gift for Pat and Dang.
Darn it. We went all around the jewelry tiangge area, shoppesville, virra mall.. We went everywhere just looking for those bangles.
Lagi na lang out of stock or all they got are the big wide ones. Grr..
But I remembered the store that I always go to for fancy stuff - cyp at Theatre Mall. We still didn't find any. We walked on more and then we came upon a store just next to a bread joint. I was even looking at the bread because I found it weird. It didn't look like bread at all. There were 2 guys buying bread there and one of them was sort of near me so I glanced up. I saw a chinito guy. I walked on again. When I looked to my right, I was surprised to see Mac Cardona of the La Salle Green Archers. And then it struck me. The chinito guy was JOSEPH YEO!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!! hahaha! I can't believe it!! I saw La Salle players for free! WEEEEEEEEE!!!
I'm so happy I went with them. I was actually thinking of not going because I had my
period this morning. Spark and I were sooo tired already but it was all worth it
talaga. As in. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! hahaha! Sorry I just can't get over it!! ^-^
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Friday, June 11, 2004
Online Quiz
I took an online quiz today. I miss taking those. I saw this one on another blog -
Ayel.Net I also added another blog to my to-read list -
OnlineSiGrego. Here's the result of the quiz I took.
| Am I cool or uncool? |
| You are Super-Cool! |
| Woah! Step back - the future's so bright for you it's blinding me! You are the coolest of the cool. Everyone looks up to you as the benchmark for being coooool. The fonze was your grandfather. Any cooler and you'd freeze! WOO it's chilly in here. |
| Cool quizzes at Go-Quiz.com |
I also got my own warning signal. Har har. Corny but ok.. I'm bored. Btw, you can get your own label. ^-^
| "ACHTUNG! |
| Tin may actually be a spider-human hybrid |
From
Go-Quiz.com
High Blood!!!
I was so mad at my amah's nurse last night. I was told yesterday that my amah's peg area was bleeding because the friggin' nurse pumped the food down the tube 6 times! Can you believe that?! Why does she have to rush things?? She doesn't have to feed my amah so fast because after that all she'll do next is sit around. Anyway, I woke up early today just so I can watch her do her job. Damn.
Walang kasing plastic ha! She was like,
"Amah, linis tayo ha.." "Amah, gugupitan lang kita ha..". What's with that?! So I decided
na pasulpot-sulpot nalang ako doon para makita ko talaga kung anong ginagawa niya!
After the other nurse left, she even cried to me. She asked me if my mum was mad at her..and why. I go like,
"E 'd tanungin mo siya." Duh. I'm not her real boss. If she ought to be talking to somebody with authority, it should be my mum. We had a pretty long conversation and she kept crying the whole time. One thing, I hope, that stuck in her mind was when I said,
"'Wag mong intayin na kausapin ka ni mama. Kung siya ang lumapit sa iyo, matakot ka dahil ibig sabihin 'non, ayaw na niyang magtrabaho ka para sa kanya." Bahala na siya.
In other stories..
I'm studying Physics and Biochemistry today. I studied a little bit of Calculus yesterday but I can no longer seem to remember how to do that. I'll still try though. I really want to count.
I'm still waiting for my period. Gee, someone's really bitchy today. >_< I hung up on Spark twice in less than 2 hours today. Yes, yes. Whatever. I know what I'm doing. It's not that I'm taking him for granted or anything.
Ang kulit lang niya talaga eh! I think he's scared to talk to me
na rin because of that. haha!
Iiwas na 'yon for sure.
Darn it's hot. But I hope it won't be raining when my classes start. I'm sooo glad that I won't be in school so early in the morning. My first class starts at 1pm. Muahahaha. Perrrfect.
Pero parang nakakatamad 'yon. This sem, I'm aiming to best myself. Yeah. You read it right. I am my own worse enemy. I want to look and feel good about myself so I won't be jittery and I won't have butterflies in my tummy when I go to school. I hope my student permit gets a month old soon so I'll get my non-pro license and then I can drive. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I hope I can take the car to school. ^-^
It's almost 2 o'clock. It's my amah's feeding time. I want to watch the nurse do that. So, ciao! ^-^
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Thursday, June 10, 2004
My To-Do List
© start reviewing before school starts
© think of several ideal thesis statements ^-^
© update the terms of agreement of this site
© upload all files to Yoyo Balloons owner's web host -will do this some other time
© shop for bangles ^-^
I thought I would be able to transfer the files to Yoyo Balloons owner's web host. But unfortunately, I think, she still can't remember her password. She didn't text me last night. Anyway, I tried to make a new account on 0catch, but unfortunately (for the second time), they're not accepting new sign up's at the moment. So I signed up for another account at hostdepartment, unfortunately (for the third and last time), I will have to change all the links because it gave me a really looong URL. Something like this: http://free.hostdepartment.com/y/yoyoballoon/. Darn it. But then, you can now visit the Yoyo Balloons site
here! Which reminds me, I'll have to update my portfolio link. -_-
I'm still in pain. As in. >_<
Today, I will hit the books! That's why I'm posting early. ^-^ If I have time to go online later tonight, maybe I'll post again. Plus, I haven't talked to Merrie for a while. And I couldn't access her blog site so I don't know what's happening to her. Hehe!
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Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Remember my post?
I'm crossing out some items on my
Piles and Piles of Stuff to Do. I'm so happy I've done so much!! I'm fulfilled. Aaaah... ^-^
© pick out pictures for Yoyo Balloons
© finish Yoyo Balloons website *WHEW!* -WOOHOO! ^0^
© put all my stuff inside the cabinets
© start reviewing before school starts
© play the Sims to keep getting promoted ^-^ -no longer THAT addicted
© take a bath (shouldn't this be on top??) -done that today ^-^
Let's write another to-do list, shall we?
© start reviewing before school starts
© think of several ideal thesis statements ^-^
© update the terms of agreement of this site
© upload all files to Yoyo Balloons owner's web host
© shop for bangles ^-^
Actually, I'm onto looking for ideal thesis topics. It's not like I'm rushing or anything. I just want to be ready so that when thesis year comes, I got one (or several, hopefully) already. That way, I won't have to cram before the deadline. ^-^
I think I started reviewing several weeks past.. I read about Biochemistry - the proteins, fats, lipids and stuff. I'll try to do that again later. Plus, I want to do some counting..some math..I'm feeling like my brain's becoming rusty!
I didn't specify how much I want as down payment for making websites and templates, so I should change that before anyone else fills the forms up. I'm also inserting META tags into my index file. Gee. I know I said I would turn the entire site down several weeks past but I haven't.. so I'll probably do that after this post.
Para sabay sabay na lahat ng updates.
We, the owner of Yoyo Balloons and I, didn't talk about uploading and stuff. But when I sent her an sms today, letting her know that the site's done, she asked me if I could upload the files for her. I said yes. Ok. Now, don't anybody get mad. Quick
lang naman 'yun plus, my internet connection today's pretty fast - not as fast as it would allow me to play RagnaroK without the lag - but fast enough. I'm still waiting for her to send me her password for her web host account. She forgot her password.. -_-;
If my mum has work on Saturday, Spark and I, along with my bro and Lawrence, will go to Greenhills to shop! WEEE! It's not that I want my mum to be working on a holiday, it's just that we can't go out with Spark if she's going to be home. But if she will be home,
masaya lalo dahil mayroon akong taga-bayad! Muahahaha! I'm so evil.. ^-^; I want bangles. Hopefully,
may magkasya na sa kamay ko!
In Pain..
My right cheek is swollen. No. I don't have mumps. My wisdom tooth is coming out and right now it's still covered with some flesh that's why it's still stuck in there and giving me a lot of pain. Ughhhhhhh... It's stopping me from eating and talking..I can't open my mouth!! I called my dentist and asked her what I should do. So, she told me to drink Amoxicillin thrice a day for five days. I hope it comes out FAST...
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Tuesday, June 08, 2004
Bad Internet! Bad!
My internet connection's weird today. Sometimes I'm connected, sometimes I'm not. Hmm... This entry would have come earlier if it weren't for that. Plus, I also couldn't finish the YoYo Balloons site for the same reason.
Haaaaaaaay.. I've been doing that the whole day. I want it done and over with ASAP. ^-^
I'm sleepy.. -_- Back to work..
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Monday, June 07, 2004
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
Wahaha! I'm sorry for being SO DAMN LAZY. All I've been doing is play the Sims, sleep, sleep, and sleep! The weather's making me drowsy..it's so cold! ^-^ And my face is so oily. Elk! I wrote to ABS-CBN today to complain about their sucky MTB hosts.
Babaw ba? hehe! What else? I'm posting about the MMDA sign "Walang Tawiran Nakamamatay".
"Pwede ka na mag-drive"
AWOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!! I had my last driving lesson today. I had a different instructor. My engine didn't die at all. I did well at hanging points.
Pwede na daw ako mag-drive!!!! I'm so happy. HALLELUJAH! ^-^
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Friday, June 04, 2004
Whew! Baho!!
Hahaha!
'Di pa ako naliligo..! My brother and I cleaned up the house today. We moved some stuff around and put things inside our new cabinets. Damn the space is getting narrower by the hour! My brother moved into my room so he had his stuff moved in there, too. He's just so
kulit at night when he can't stop babbling about something and keep playing Final Fantasy *something* on PS1..
'yung ga-kulangot pa 'yung mga tao at napakabulok ng graphics.
Piles and Piles of Stuff to Do
© pick out pictures for Yoyo Balloons
© finish Yoyo Balloons website *WHEW!*
© put all my stuff inside the cabinets
© start reviewing before school starts
© play the Sims to keep getting promoted ^-^
© take a bath (shouldn't this be on top??)
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Thursday, June 03, 2004
YIPES!
I freakin' forgot to post yesterday. I thought I already did.. Haha. Dum-Dum me. My internet connection is friggin' slow today. So..I'm getting bored. I haven't finished the Yoyo Balloons site yet. ~_~ I had 2 hours of driving lessons today. Pretty good, I might say. The engine died twice..but that's after getting to EDSA.
O ha, o ha!Ü
I'm kinda sleepy.. I think I'll play a bit while cooking my grammah's food. And then I'll go up to my room and sleep! I hope it rains!
Para masarap ang tulog! ^-^
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Tuesday, June 01, 2004
New Number
My mum had my Globe line cut because I don't get to send sms abroad. It's better to switch back to prepaid. Plus,
dagdag gastos din 'yon. Iba na ang buhay ngayon. Mabuti nang nagtitipid, 'di ba? Hehe! Anyway, my new number is 0927-6453877. Text me!Ü
My Driving Sucks
I'm evaluating myself on my driving skills. Take a look:
1st Day: Toyota Vios - Engine died
a lot.
2nd Day: Toyota Vios - Engine died
twice.
3rd Day: Mitsubishi Lancer (?) - Engine
didn't die. WOOHOO!^-^
4th Day: Toyota Vios - Enginde died
twice.
I'm thinking, since the Vios is a new car, touching your feet lightly to the pedals will start the specific function. Whereas, the older car takes a lot of energy before the pedals work. Maybe my feet are really heavy? ^-^
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