Thursday, June 30, 2005
Lessons for Life
What we are now is an effect of the people who love us and those who failed to love us.I felt guilty for those I loved too much and for those I failed to love.
When you kneel down before God, you can stand up to anything.Even fear.
If we don't have anything nice to say to a person's face, we might as well shut our mouths.THEY should feel guilty.
I must study now. I should study MORE now. And I better feel like I really want to achieve that GWA goal. Fucking GWA. See ya.
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Farted Up.
*Strangles self*
Where the fuck is the Tin who loves to study?! You fucked up bitch! Look what you've done!! It's past 10pm and you just finished with advanced reading!! What about your physics homework?? You don't even have THE handouts!! Hand over the other TIN!! And please!! Cough yourself out only on WEEKENDS!! The WEEKDAYS are for the goodie-goodie TIN!! Not for you, you bitch!!*Dying..*
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Eat My Words
What wiser people say is true: Never say never.
I have said a lot of mean things before. Mostly because I was angry. And now, because of that anger, I will be eating my words. Maybe I'm already beginning to.
The thing is, what people think matters to me now. And it is eating me up, too. It's impossible for people to not be affected. I only wish that as much as I do not hold a grudge against whoever, nobody would hold one against me.
People see things or other people differently. What is good for me may not be good for another person. What one says or thinks about a person may totally contradict how I perceive the same person. Although there are such differences, I respect their views totally and it is for this reason that I do not want to say something that I feel might disfigure their perception.
And yes, somehow, I'd rather people think that I am at fault but I still hope that they do not put all the blame on me.
And I should NEVER ever say NEVER.
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Monday, June 27, 2005
Farting Bad Day
*Started with my mum who was waking me up to accuse me of texting until the wee hours of the morning that's why I couldn't get out of bed.
*Farting traffic and my dad was becoming REALLY angry. I never told them to drive me to school in the first place but ok, thanks. LOL.
*I was having stomach flu. What could be worse than that?!
*Darned stains and whatever for the laboratory was contaminated or something so whatever we did for that session and the one before that has all gone to waste.
*S was such an A55!! I hit him a lot of times because I was so mad. When I was cool, I apologized and asked him if it hurt, he said it did. LOL. He DAMN WELL deserves it!! Farted up.
*PB is GAY!! GAY!! CAN YOU BELIEVE?! I KNOW
I CAN'T!! FARTED UP!!
I am SO not going to school tomorrow. I'm too lazy too. Can I just sleep all day?! Pifness.
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Sunday, June 26, 2005
Oh Well
I've been trying to do my thesis over the long weekend. Well, at least when I'm not doing anything else. I think I would have to redo everything if I really want to make a study on cancer or something more serious than my previous topic on insect repellants. But the thing is, Citrus aurantifolia contains d-Limonene which has already been proven to be antineoplastic through animal testing. Nothing has been done with this on humans. My problem is, if I want to pursue this topic, how would I test the substance on humans? And, will there be anybody who would agree to ingest this substance?? I'm thinking about comparing its effectivity with commercially produced meds for antineoplasticity. How? I have no idea.
Ooh ooh. Yesterday was my cousin's, Ron's, wedding day!
Congratulations Ron and Les!! mwahx!! Anyway, I wore my pink dress to the wedding. I was surprised to know that we, my bro and I, were going to be gift bearers during the offertory rites. I suck so bad at impromptus. I swear. At least I didn't trip or anything. LOL! Reich was pulling me off the chair to dance at the reception. I couldn't. I just couldn't! Call me KJ and all but I just don't know how to dance and they wanted me to dance to some disco tune! Elk. I didn't enjoy that part but I loved the food!! Even when I strictly complied to my 'No red meat' policy. ^_^
Speaking of Reich, he went back to the States tonight. :( I honestly don't want him to go just yet but he has to go back to work. He's such a nice guy even though he teases me a lot. Like tonight, they dropped me off because I had to study and I didn't want to cry to see him leave, I told him to e-mail me and he just handed me his empty water bottle and said, 'Tapon mo 'to'. The nerve!! LOL! That's a kind of coping mechanism, right? Repression, I think. Anyway, I'll e-mail him tonight before I go to bed.
I'm not attending my 7am class tomorrow. It's supposed to be for consulting about our thesis and for research purposes. But according to the profs we can consult at any time we want. And, of course, we can do our research at our own time. ^_^
Hay.. I'm so preoccupied with this thesis that I can't give time for other things. I try though. I mean, thesis isn't everything. There's always family, friends..people who are dear to me, to think about.
Elk. I knew there was something fishy going on.. I could smell it. Rar. I'm dumbfounded. I still can't believe it.. Gotta go write that e-mail..
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Thursday, June 23, 2005
Slacker..
I know I'm supposed to be doing my thesis.. but I feel kind of sleepy.. so I decided to take quizzes.. hehe.. ^_^
| You Were Actually Born Under: |
 You are quick witted, charming, and bring luck to all who know you.
A bit greedy, you tend to go after what you want - with success.
Clever, you seek out knowledge... and eventually use what you know to your advantage.
You are very loyal, and you treat your real friends like they are family.
You are most compatible with a Dragon or Monkey. |
| You Should Have Been Born Under: |
You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest.
However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are!
Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk.
You are a great listener - and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood!
You are most compatible with a Tiger or Horse. |
Part Romantic Kisser |
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet |
Part Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable |
Your #1 Love Type: INFJ |
The Protector
In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship.
For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls.
Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in.
However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself.
Best matches: ENTP and ENFP |
Your #2 Love Type: ENFJ |
The Giver
In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail.
For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring.
Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational.
However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner.
Best matches: INFP or ISFP |
Your #3 Love Type: INFP |
The Idealist
In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.
Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.
Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ |
The Keys to Your Heart
|
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
Your Dominant Thinking Style: |
Modifying
Super logical and rational, you consider every fact available to you.
You don't make rash decisions and are rarely moved by emotion.
You prefer what's known and proven - to the new and untested.
You tend to ground those around you and add stability. |
Your Secondary Thinking Style: |
Visioning
You are very insightful and tend to make decisions based on your insights.
You focus on how things should be - even if you haven't worked out the details.
An idealist, thinking of the future helps you guide your path.
You tend to give others long-term direction and momentum. |
You May Be a Bit Dependent ... |
You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned.
You need a lot of support in your life, at all times.
It's difficult for you to survive on your own...
And you don't reallly think you ever could. |
Your Taste in Music:
|
| 90's Pop: High Influence |
| 90's Rock: High Influence |
| Adult Alternative: High Influence |
| 90's Alternative: Medium Influence |
| 90's Hip Hop: Medium Influence |
| Hair Bands: Medium Influence |
| Hip Hop: Medium Influence |
| R&B: Medium Influence |
| 80's Alternative: Low Influence |
| 90's R&B: Low Influence |
| Alternative Rock: Low Influence |
| Country: Low Influence |
| Dance: Low Influence |
| Old School Hip Hop: Low Influence |
That's all for now.. ^_^
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The Good and the Ugly
Yesterday, I forced myself to get up early so I can do my laundry - includes my brother's school uniform. Farted up. Anyway, to cut a long story short, I ruined my farting GAP jacket. The one my cousin, LeS, gave me. The PINK one!! FARTED UP!! Well, it USED TO BE pink but now it's lavender almost all over and the lining is pink. Gawd. Sucks!!
I had to go out to buy books for school and so I did. All in all, my books cost Php2,245. And that's just for 3 books!! Hay.. And here's the worst thing that happened that day: my mum won't believe that I spent all farting Php2,245 on books ONLY. She even turned my farting books over to check the price tags. WTF is up with that?! I know she doesn't trust me but must she rub it in?! T_T
I have a bit of a problem. But somehow I don't think it is a problem. LOL. It's just that 2 professors and the former CS dean helped my parents during enrolment and they asked for pasalubong. I originally bought 10 mugs, so that, hopefully, I could give mugs to all my professors. But then, my cousins from the States came home right? And I thought that it would be really appropriate for them to get a mug too. So I gave away some of the mugs. (Plus, I think my mum took 1 mug to give to whoever without telling me. X_X) So now I have 2 left, I've given one to my prof and another for the former dean. Thing is, what if the other profs learn about it? Will they hate me now? And grill me come thesis time? Farted up. But on the other hand, if they do that, it would show what kind of people they are - materialistic and all that crap. So, how now?
There are some things that I don't want to talk about.. Not here..
Ooh. No classes tomorrow! ^_^ But I'm using the time to work on my thesis. I need to submit my proposal next week. That way, I'll have a lot of time to work on revisions and stuff. And then I can make sure that I really want to work on that topic. Oh, my topic title is: Extracts of Musa spp. and Citrus aurantifolia as Protection from Heart Disease and Cancer. I'm excited about discovering new stuff. I'm just scared about proving that these 2 aren't effective or that I might get grilled come thesis defense time. I should make sure there aren't any loopholes in my research. Heck. I should FIND loopholes in my own thesis. Before the panel does. LOL. This year's really scary. But right now, I just want to enjoy the 'vacation'. You know, irregular classes and stuff. ^_^ Next week, I swear, no more cutting. I'll be more serious. I really need this. No more probationary sh*t. X_X
I guess that's it. Oh hey, if you got articles and stuff that you think are related to my topic, don't hesitate to send them over!! ^_^ My e-mail add's tinpineda14@yahoo.com (yes, I still use it..) or j_flick@yahoo.com. I check both. So anywhere is good. Luv yah lots already!! Hek hek!! Mwahks!! ^_^
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
Sleepyhead
Ooh. The only day I attended classes last week was Tuesday. Cuteness. LOL. This week, I'm going to school on Tuesday and Thursday only. ^_^ Yes, this is very legal because tomorrow, we officially don't have classes because it's foundation day. On Friday, June 24, is Manila day! ^_^ Thank God. I am SO not ready to go back to school yet.
Last Thursday, Ma'am Saberola was keeping us until 12pm! Gawd. She was talking a lot and I wasn't even taking down notes. Darn. I think I missed some stuff. But no worries, I read in advance today for Genetics and Histology. Those are the only subjects that I have syllabi for.
I'm starting on my thesis proposal soon. I want this to be a good sem. Go back to my 2.1 GWA or something higher would be a whole lot better. Hehe. Wishful thinking. But I really want to get somewhere nice. ^_^
My room is finally mine again. LOL. My cousins decided to stay with their mum, whose staying with my tita R in Tondo. So this afternoon, we took them there and our house has been back to normal since. Hehe. I kinda miss my cousins already. Reich, especially. Haha! No malice. Anyway, my titas say I'm fatter. T_T I have been under a 'no red meat' policy. How could I have become fatter?! T_T But then, they withdrew by saying it's just right for my height or something. LOL. Family.
No school tomorrow!! ^_^
I'm fine.. ^_^ I hope everyone's doing fine.. ^_^
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Friday, June 17, 2005
Lies and Whatnot
'Perfect' would never be a word to describe my life. I have done things that I solemnly wish I would not have. Things that, at that time, seemed to be the best move. But as I look back from where I stand now, I realize that I've done a lot of things that are unforgivable, unforgettable and irrevocable.
As much as I want to think about my own dignity and pride, a bigger part of me wants to reach out to those who have been hurt by my recklessness. A greater fraction of that bigger part, however, holds me back from not taking that extra mile to please the people I've harmed in ANY way possible. I'm just glad that that fraction is greater.
I wouldn't know what would happen to me if I keep ruling my life with my heart and not my head.
I have been from the deepest shit and back. Join me.
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
There IS a Choice
It's not my style
To try to cheat and lie
Why do you sanctify
Something that already died
I've got something that I realize.
Come Get Some by Rooster
One can either accept or reject something whenever he wishes to.
Damn my prof. She knows nothing about choices. Failing or finishing college is OUR CHOICE. Whether we want to study or not is OUR CHOICE. Whether we want to speak out in class and get out of our shells or keep everything to ourselves and keep our asses glued onto our seats is OUR CHOICE. Fart off with the 'No Choice' speech!
Plus, people who sit in front aren't EXACTLY people who are most interested in the subject. They could be deaf as posts, they could have bad eyesight, they could be just bibo's or they could just be people who won't dare fail any subject. So what if we like sitting at the back of the room?! What if that's where we get to push ourselves to do better?! Well, for me, I enjoy sitting at the back of the room because when I have to get up to recite, not too many people would turn to look at me since it would take a lot of effort to do so. You get it?! So fart off!!
Hay. I know now. I know. I really DO know. And no one can change my mind.. because I've made my choice.
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Monday, June 13, 2005
Rat's A55.
Grr. Classes begin tomorrow. Double grr. At 7am!! Hay.
I dunno what to do anymore. If I could just let someone into my head and heart and then decide for me, I would be the happiest person on Earth. Unfortunately, I'm allowed very little happiness only. I'm glad I can entertain myself sometimes. LOL. Sicko. Waaaaaaaaaah.
I dun wanna go to school. No, no, no, no, no.
I was given really bad advice. I mean, why is it that the person you WANT to sound rational, won't sound the least bit rational. And the one you expect to say something irrational is the one who's trying to do something rational. LOL. Did you get that? Whatever. I'm just going with the flow.
Oooh. My cousins from the states are with us. We went out shopping but kuya Ron was left behind because he's feeling under the weather. Anyway, there was four of us, my bro, Rich, me and Ron's fiancee, Leslie. I've always wanted an older sister and when we were shopping, she helped me pick out a dress for their wedding. It's a pink dress with twiseted spaghetti straps and stuff. Really cute! Maybe I can wear my lavender shoes with it. LOL! I'll just have to see how that looks like. ^_^
Ahckkkk!! I'm running out of load when it's supposed to last until next Saturday. Argh!! Good luck to me.
And more good luck to me because I got school. Darn it.
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
Somebody
I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who’ll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She’ll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She’ll hear me out
And won’t easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she’ll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who’ll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don’t want to be tied
To anyone’s strings
I’m carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I’m asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I’ll get away with it
- Somebody by Depeche Mode
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Friday, June 10, 2005
I'm Back, I'm Back
Hurrah!! Hurrah!!
Hey kids, I'm back! LOL.
Ai, LeS, Lester and Puwet took me to the airport today. I came really close to tears but I didn't want to spill. I mean it's not like we're not going to see each other anymore. Not so soon but we will so no need getting all mushy. I was surprised that Ai hugged me. She even covered it up with a joke. I know she'll miss me. I miss her too. She's my second mum!! Of course I'll miss her!!
Anyway, the plane ride was ok. I was made to transfer twice. Tsk tsk. The trouble with traveling alone. :( It was ok. I still got my aisle seat and the plane was not full so I felt like I could move around and stuff. I watched
The Pacifier on the plane. It was nice. Really touching. Best Vin Diesel movie I've ever seen. ^_^ I like him all hunky and all soft at the same time. Just as I want my husband to be. *_*
When we finally landed, there was some Pinoy having a verbal fight with some Kano. Gawd. The Pinoy's in english that sucks. [LOL. Did you get it? He was talking that way.] He was really at fault since he tried to turn his phone on when the plane hasn't safely landed yet. Anyway, there was some guy hitting on me as we all walked towards immigration. He went to Singapore for a week for training or whatever. LOL. Not SO interested so that's how far I got. But he asked me a lot of questions. And I answered as truthfully as possible. I realized I had to make him feel that I'm uninterested so he would stop motioning for me to transfer and join him in his line. So I texted MF. LOL. Well he doesn't know it's MF but I'm texting so SHOO! LOL.
So my family picked me up and for the first time in my life I actually hugged my dad. LOL. My mum didn't get out of the car so I wasn't able to hug her. I couldn't hug my bro either. LOL. I dunno. I'm just not used to it.
I called MF. I missed his voice. When I heard it, it felt really soothing. I dunno. Like he's just around. Hay. I love that guy. *_*
And, screwedness. X_x
PS. I miss Singapore. I miss my Ai's place. I miss my cousins. I miss Ai. And ok, I miss Itiu [when he's not in one of his moods]. T_T
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
Like Christmas Morning
Omigod. I LOVE Mr. & Mrs. Smith!! You HAVE to see it. I swear. It's like the most romantic movie ever. E-V-E-R. Ok. I'm at a loss with words to describe EXACTLY how good the film is. Just go see it!! You'll get what this post's title is about when you see it. Ohhh so romantic.. :"> And the whole time, Brad Pitt reminded me of MF. Just because of the hair and the muscles..and the way the skin at the sides of his mouth wrinkles when he smiles. Ohhhhh. LOL. Basta. Heck. I'm head over heels. LOL. Stop it. Ok.
I can't believe it. My bro is getting older. I mean, he's becoming a man. X_X He went out on a 'date' with N-double E-double K-double E. Actually, he just went to her place at 2pm. I had told him this: 'wag ka gagawa ng katangahan ha?' And he didn't have the slightest idea of what I was talking about. When I explained, he started laughing and said 'Gagu ka ba? Bat ko hahalikan un?!' LOL. Riiight. Whatever. I hope everything turned out well. Anyway, I got him a white Reebok visor to match mine whenever we go to family stuff. Yun na pasalubong ko sa kanya. LOL.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I'm going home tomorrow. Yaips!! I better pack. See ya!!
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
I Think I'm Paranoid
Yaips. LOL! 3 days. What have I been so busy about?! Hm..
I went to work last Monday. The usual stuff. Oh, I didn't get to blog because LeS had to use the AccPac program on 'my' computer. Pau and I went to Jurong Point on the same day to get my bro's Adidas bag.
Tuesday, I didn't go to work because auntie Mel wanted me to make her oatmeal cookies. I made them alright but the first batch we're quite bad because the bottom part were burnt. The good part was, it was chewy. We went to Suntec City to look for my bro's Adidas slippers. We couldn't find one in the HUGE Adidas store. But at some small store, they had a display of what my bro exactly wants - navy blue and white stripes, thong slippers. Last pair, size 11. Gawd, that kid's really lucky. At some point, I was tempted to buy new slip-on's. I am becoming shopaholic!! I'm glad I'm being sent away from this place already. LOL.
[Ok. It's a farting fake smile. But you gotta admit, the shoe rocks. \m/]
Cooked up the last batch of cookies. They were so big that they actually formed one whole cookie on the tray. So that wasn't really funny. Nonetheless, they say it tasted nice, it was rather soggy though. Oh well. It's good anyway. ^_^
And today, we went to Parkway Parade to rent some books from uncle. I grabbed a mocha frap from Starbucks!! YUM!! But it took it's toll on me so quickly. I had to pee twice!! Darn it. LeS bought an Adidas eau de toilette for my bro. Can't remember what it's called. LOL. Darn that memory. But ooh!! It's like my bro's sponsored by Adidas. LOL! And it smells so damn nice. ^_^
Tomorrow, I wanna go watch Mr. and Mrs. Smith. I really wanna see it!! Ahck!! So anyway, I might see it with Pau and LeS in the morning.
Eek!! It's less than 24 hours to go and I'll be back in my homeland. Elk. LOL. The country in itself is fly but the people..darn it. I don't want to be a hypocrite. I don't like Filipinos. I don't like the fact that they'd like to take advantage of their countrymen in any way they can just because of their stinking poverty. If one is all fit and strong, why must he resort to evil deeds to earn a living? Why?! WHY?! There are a lot of no-brainer jobs in the Philippines. Surely, there is SOMETHING that they can do. But dammit. Filipinos = Best Procrastinators. They'd rather stay home growing their balls, creating a larger family and then pray that they'd get a lot of blessings to survive for even just a day. Prayer is nothing without action. Who in hell told anybody that prayer is EVERYTHING?! Fart it.
Ok, so I'm really paranoid about coming home. It's not that my parents might forget to fetch me. LOL. Actually, a lot of people offered to fetch me. I had to decline of course. [LOL. You might be saying, 'Oh fart your face. You've got a swollen head.' but it's true. A lot of people offered, okay? The swollen head part is, of course, not true.] It's just that, the Philippines is a place where EVERYTHING can go wrong. LOL. I'm thinking that I might miss my luggage or that the conveyor might eat it or they might lose my luggage. Or that the customs people [those nasty, greedy ones] might take advantage of me because I'm such a sweet little gurl [Not.]. Heck. They better get out of my face or I'll tear their farting lives apart [Not not.] Whatever.
Everything's gonna be fine. Really.
...
Why can't I believe that?
Fart it.
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Sunday, June 05, 2005
Smiles and Sighs
Yaiks! It's MF's first day at EAC tomorrow!! My gosh. I'm OVERLY excited about it. And anxious at the same time. I mean, I was actually telling him to leave their stupid handbook behind and just bring his registration form. And I was like [to myself],
Haller?! It's not like it's his first time in college life?! Get over it!! Hay. I blew it. Again. I made him feel like I insulted him. I won't. I mean, why would I?! I LOVE the guy. GAWD. Why can't I ever use the RIGHT words to say EXACTLY what I mean?! Fart my vocabulary.
Just so you know, I'm changing all my F words to 'fart' since the real F word sounds too darned awful. But I want 'fart' to mean the same as the original F word. LOL. So much for being discreet.
Anyway, the MF thing's ok now. LOL. I'm glad. Really. LOL. Why don't I sound convincing enough? Even to myself.
Ooh. Book reviews.
Yesterday, I read
The Wedding Diaries by Linda Francis Lee. Ok. That WASN'T so discreet either. It was unlike any other 'normal' romance novels I've ever read, Deveraux's and McNaught's to be specific. While these 'normal' romance novels IMPLIED that there was something going on sexually between the characters, Lee SPELLED it out. LOL. At least that's how
I see it. I mean really. Must she really say words that seem [to me] to come out from a porn dictionary? LOL. How would
I know, you ask? I have my sources. I have male relatives, don't I? And I had an ex who had a porn collection. [I did not drop any names. Don't embarrass yourself or anyone by name-dropping either. There are 3 real ex's to choose from. And a HELL LOT of male relatives. No, sorry, no multiple choice question.] And anyway, her book is in the 21st century setting and she is well aware of the kind of sex going on between real people. Like in the movies, you know. However, as I 'analyze' the book content now, weighing the plot against the sexual bits, I
think it strikes a balance. I really do. It makes one want to finish the novel in one sitting. Really. With or without the porn-like content.
And then today, I finished
Boy Meets Girl by Meg Cabot. Remember the author of
The Boy Next Door? That's her. She is REALLY creative and imaginative. In her previous book, TBND, she used e-mails to tell the story, right? This time she used a lot of new 'gadgets'. She had e-mails, Instant Messaging, cards, receipts, messages from an answering machine, heck, she even had recipes in her book! Plot-wise, however, the love story wasn't as exciting as TBND. But it kept me wanting to know what's next just as much as TBND did. But now that I think about it, maybe it wasn't really about a love story? LOL. I lost myself. I'm sorry. I had this sudden urge to log in to neopets and find out if anyone's been feeding Soulfly14 the Shoyru. He is
VERY HUNGRY. Yes, in red, bold ALL CAPS. Where has his FATHER been?!
Anyway, I'm on to picking my next book.
AHCK!! I think I still have lots to do for my Ai. Before I leave. Like her LAN card is 6 years old. LOL. It used to be the big thang for Windows 98 but I doubt if it'd run on XP. She SO wants to save money. I understand, really. If I could just get a driver that would make the thing work for XP, unfortunately, there are none available. OF COURSE there are none available. Good God. I should just tell her, shouldn't I? Plus, their company has become so high-tech that she wants to have her kids' laptop to be able to access the server where the accounting software is on, that way, she or Itiu can actually check on how the company's doing while they're away. And, omigod. What is it about laptops and me?! Laptops hate me! ~_~ They don't seem like they want to cooperate when I'm trying to fix something. Take for example achi's [this] laptop, it gets disconnected from time to time, saying connection is unavailable which isn't really possible at all. I mean, how could it be possible?! It's like less than 10 meters away from the access point!! And sometimes, even if it says it's 'not connected', we can still surf and chat and do whatever. Gawd. Should I really blame the laptop?
Whatever. Pif.
I'm glad my taste in music is finally going back to normal. I mean, it's less hip-hop tunes now. LOL. I think I want all of Trapt songs. I should download all those on my laptop when I come back home. AHH!! Speaking of Rio [my laptop], I miss him!! OMIGOD. I SO miss him. Not as much as MF.. But almost as much. LOL. I'm being mean. But really. I'm actually scared that it might not work anymore when I turn it on. LOL. Ok, I'm being too paranoid.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! It's too darned HOT!!
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Saturday, June 04, 2005
Gay-ness
Yey!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AI!!I had a splitting headache last night that I couldn't wait up for MF. :( When I woke up this morning, it was still there!! GAWD. Turns out, I was getting my period. LOL. It's early this month. A day ahead to be precise. Good enough.
Went shopping with LeS this morning. We were walking side by side and out of nowhere she says, "Ang ingay natin." But we weren't even talking. LOL. She was referring to our bling-bling's. I have little bells on my handphone and anklet and she has those too on her bracelet and anklet. ^_^
I finally decided to buy the pink Reebok visor. I wasn't as excited as before. LOL. I dunno why exactly. But I really like it. It's PINK. I SHOULD like it. LOL. Whatever.
I got an apple green U2 blouse for Ai. It should suit her fine. She's fair-skinned. It will match well. It better. LOL.
What else.
MF's OL. LOL! Latah!! ^_^
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Friday, June 03, 2005
Kick 'em Off
I thought I wouldn't be shopping today because I was told that LeS had to go work at the Swimming Club. Fortunately enough, Itiu asked her to come to work [here] because Kat needs to teach her something. I'm just glad LeS obliged. She loves me, does she not? [Rdrr] LOL. Of course she does!! :P
Today's stop:
Jurong PointMy first buy is a simple black belt with a silver buckle. Hehe. No need to guess who it is for. :P
Next was a cool warmer. It's supposed to be for pains and stuff. I got it for Mamu. ^_^
I got a really good bargain for my next purchase. LOL. They're really cute handphone bling-bling's. Just so everyone knows, or at least someone, I'm cancelling the chocolates. You can always get those in the Phils anyway. ^_^
And last but not the least, jewelry. LOL. I got a bracelet for LeS and she really digs it! Not enough payment for sacrificing a lot for me. Really. She's been sharing a lot of her stuff with me and I just want to let her know that I really appreciate all of it. As in ALL of it. If I could just buy all the cosmetics available in this world and get away with it [get away from Ai's scolding, more specifically], I'd do it. Er..that's if I were a millionaire or something. LOL
ALthough I got really GREAT bargains, I ended up with MAJOR pain in my legs and feet. Rar. How many times must I remind myself no shopping in heels?! So anyway, when I got here I just had to kick my shoes off and walk around barefoot. LOL. But wait, I think all this pain is worth it. Heck, I got GREAT deals, didn't I?! ^_^
Exactly 1 week to go and I'm off to the Phils. Coming home. Excited? ^_^
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
S-e-x-y
sex·y
adj. sex·i·er, sex·i·est
Arousing or tending to arouse sexual desire or interest.
Slang. Highly appealing or interesting; attractive: “The recruiting brochures are getting sexier” (Jack R. Wentworth).
What does it mean, really?
Cripes. This darned computer is running utterly slow. We had to upgrade to Windows Pro for the newly installed accounting software.
This has got to be the most useless day of my entire life. LOL
Whatever happened to procrastination? I thought I was good at that.
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Nothing New
Yaiks.
I'm bored.
No MF. He doesn't have Internet load.
Not in mood to do research. Still haven't decided what to write for my thesis. But I think I'm almost there. Really.
Can I just read my book? It's becoming interesting.
But I'm at work. I'm slacking too much. Although, I know I won't get fired. LOL.
Ok. I have to research for my mum. Her triglycerides are climbing up. Ulk. X_x
PS. I am SO enjoying this Singapore Sale. LOL! At least, for buying stuff for the home. ^_^
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