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This is the 3rd layout and URL change for this year, 2006. I don't think I'd be changing it again soon.
Design: Tiiin*
GFX Editor: Adobe Photoshop and Adobe ImageReady
Lyrics: Crossfade's "No Giving Up" and "Starless"
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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Monday, February 20, 2006
There Is
Currently listening to: nada.
Today, on a scale of 1-5, 5 being the highest:
School Productivity: 1 2 3 4 5
Angelic Deeds: 1 2 3 4 5
Devilish Acts: 1 2 3 4 5
Fun: 1 2 3 4 5
Ah. Nothing unusual.
Oh right. HSBC thing. Earl referred me for the position of Customer Service Representative. The Faye person called me up this afternoon and I asked her to fill me in with the details. They need a full-time employee, I need a part-time job. So she said she'd call me when they need part-timers. Cool.
If I had a camera phone, it would be filled with... shit. Such as the ones below.

One of two.
Such as?
Feet fetish with flowers.
The windows.
Tiiin* was starless at
10:44 PM
2 star(s)

Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Well, I'll be Holding On Tonight
Currently listening to: My Chemical Romance - Helena
Today, on a scale of 1-5, 5 being the highest: (Based on yesterday, Feb. 13, 2006, 3rd CS Day)
School Productivity: 1 2 3 4 5
Angelic Deeds: 1 2
3 4 5
Devilish Acts: 1 2
3 4 5
Fun: 1 2 3 4
5Last night was the first time I got home later than 10pm. I wanted to see my friends perform on-stage since I haven't been able to for the past foundation days and nagtatampo na sila. They played at around 10 na ata so I couldn't leave until after. They sucked. Hahaha!! Nonetheless, I love them still. Mwahx! Anyway, I'm glad They were all in bed when I got home. So the night wasn't SO ruined for me. I had fun. Really. ^^ Sayang nga lang hindi na namin naabutan yun typecast. :( And I know I'd be safe until I get home kase may kasabay naman ako and God's watching over me naman. ^^ I know He is. Kala nio lang wala Sha paki sa kin. Hmp kayo. Hehe.
Ayun. Dati ko na tong layout. I made this last March 2005 before I got DEPORTED. I drew this whole thing. In one sitting. When I just got so pissed about everything kaya un. The links are all dead and will all cause to refresh this page so don't bother clicking on them. Plus, I have no tag-board. That's the loophole of this layout. I plan to make a link and make it pop-out in a new window nalang. That's the only way I can think of to keep my tag-board alive. Soon enough, the links would be working. That's after I finish my thesis papers muna. Lapit na yun. I got the results naman na. ^^
Do you remember what used to be written on the male paperdoll below? I remember too damn well. And I hate myself for it. Nonetheless, the feeling stays the same.
Tiiin* was starless at
2:54 PM
0 star(s)

Saturday, February 11, 2006
Just Tests
Your Personality Is
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Guardian (SJ)
You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.
You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.
A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.
In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.
At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.
With others, you tend to be polite and formal.
As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.
On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!
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Your Power Color Is Lime Green
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At Your Highest:
You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.
At Your Lowest:
You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.
In Love:
You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.
How You're Attractive:
Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.
Your Eternal Question:
"What else do I need in my life?"
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At ang pinakamalupet sa lahat na s0brang TUMPAK:
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
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Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.
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Tiiin* was starless at
10:52 PM
0 star(s)

Wednesday, February 08, 2006
AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Currently listening to: Kitchie Nadal - Ligaya
Today, on a scale of 1-5, 5 being the highest:School Productivity: 1 2 3 4
5Angelic Deeds: 1 2
3 4 5
Devilish Acts: 1 2 3 4
5Fun: 1 2 3 4
5!!! Finally, I have defended my thesis and I'd have to say I did it rather well. ^^ I only finished up to 13 test organisms out of 45 so that's all the result I could present this morning. They were amazed when they found out that my test plant, Euphorbia hirta, the same plant that has been said to be a cure for dengue and has been used for ages, actually produces micronucleated polychromatic erythrocytes (MnPCE's). In short, it could be a mutagen and could possibly be cancerous. However, since I haven't compeleted the study, I still am not sure if there is a significant difference between the plant and the mutagen MnPCE's.
Chair: Will you be able to come up with the complete results by Feb. 13?
Tin: I can kung wala pong sasabay na exams. (/gg)
Panel laughs.Chair: Pilitin mo matapos para umabot ka sa exhibit.
Tin: (/omg)
In a way, yes, I am proud and honored to have my thesis noticed by the prof's that they would want it included in the exhibit. At the same time, I don't think I'd like to rush myself too much anymore since it's finally QUITE over. Wakoko! But still, this has got to be the first and last achievement I will ever have in my entire college life and I'm really happy about it. Exhibit or not, I believe I deserve the recognition and glad that all the hard work has finally paid off. Lalo na kase a lot of people had been telling me that I should have worked on the examination of fecal matter so that it wouldn't be too hard and we can all do the procedure all at the same time. You all know my reasons naman. And you know who you guys are and I just want to say thank you for trying to bring me down because, in the process, you made me stronger. You left me with no one else to believe in myself than.. myself. ^^ Bahala na si Batman jan muna. Wakoko!
I called my Mami the instant I finished with the defense. She didn't sound as excited as I was about it but it's ok.. She's almost always like that anyway.. But sometimes, I hope she'd be REALLY happy for me - as in jumping-up-and-down happy. I wonder when I'll ever get her to feel that way for me..
And then I called my Dadi. I'm almost always close to tears when I talk to him about things that mean the world to me. I couldn't hear him very well because it was too noisy and the reception was kind of poor plus the phone I was using sucked, ang hina kahit nakatodo na. (/e4 hehe!) Anyway, after the call, he sent me an sms saying thanks for calling him and then he congratulated me and said that he knew I could do it. I bet he felt happier that I even called him (with the load that he provides every month but complains that my bro and I never reply to his sms's and wonders where we use up all our credits) just to tell him my good news than by the news itself. It's okei. Sometimes that's what we need lang naman eh. Yun recognition that we exist.
Ayun. Late na ako nakauwi because I wanted to celebrate the day that made me closer to heaven. Pag-uwi ko naman, my dad wasn't around so I asked my bro but he just shrugged at me. Alam na. Galit galit na naman sa akin ang lahat.. ^^ I had dinner by myself eh usually pag mag-isa ako I eat too little and too fast. Nakakalonely kase.. Oh well.. Sadyang ganyan ang buhay. Parang ang mundo. Bilog.
Tiiin* was starless at
10:02 PM
2 star(s)
