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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Sunday, March 31, 2002
i'm gonna get the gift for ybebs tomorrow morning! i'm so excited to see ybebs' reaction!!! :D
anyways, tomorrow's also my ust interview, right? i'm kinda nervous about it. stupid, huh? hmm...just thinking about it gives my stomach butterflies...ulk! :{
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Saturday, March 30, 2002
anyways, hiya na din ako kay ybebs eh. parati na lang siya inuutusan ko. parang ginagamit ko na siya eh!! that's a different matter na...i cant always ask ybebs to do stuff for me or to get me to wherever...
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i've got two interviews at ust this week. and i still dunno how to get there. shan's kinda snubbish so i really dont wanna ask her about her ust plans. we chose the same courses, by the way. so, we used to accomplish the requirements together. but now...dunno. :(
i wish we dont have to go through interviews and stuff. dyahe. super.
PS. if my cuzins in chicago are reading this, could you guys send my thanks to your mum? she's given me too many gifts for my grad. :D take care y'all!
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Wednesday, March 27, 2002
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! four months man...im getting there... ;P
my goshhhhhh! there was someone i forgot to greet yesterday. how stupid can i get, huh?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YBEBIE!!! mwah mwah
last monday was card distribution day. it was also date day. 9:00 was pick-up time. i was ready by then but i wasnt feeling so well. let's skip the yucky details. :P~ so, anyway, ybebs and i went to school to get my freakin card and all my requirements for college interview. but guess what?! i wasnt in uniform so the class adviser didnt want to give me my card. grrr... you know what we did? we borrowed a set of uniform and we wore it over our civilian clothes in front of our freakin teacher. stupid, huh?? i got my card about an hour later.
ybebs and i went to glorietta 4 to buy guitar strings. ybebs chewed on his guitar strings because he couldnt figure out tabs to some stupid song. hehehe kidding...we met his friends at around 12, i think, at friday's. patrick and dang were there and then pauchie and ivee followed after a while. it was okai only i didnt finish my food as usual... -_-;
i went back to school yesterday because i had to get my form 138 copies stamped and signed by our registrar. i was supposed to ride a jeep but my tita offered me a ride. she wants to keep my color. :D
oh oh i talked to my other cousin from the states yesterday. his name is reich. he's nice. and he knows about my site. -_-;
i guess thats about it for now.
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Saturday, March 23, 2002
guess what?! my arm hurts real bad and some part of my neck is actually swelling! great. just great. and im supposed to wear this sleeveless dress for graduation later. grr...
anyways, something's been bothering me since last night. you see, i sent an sms to ybebs. or so i thought i did. im not really sure whether i sent it to someone else or i didnt send it at all. the thing is, im dead if my mum or dad gets that message. it might cancel my date on monday!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
oh oh! i talked to my cousin from the US just this morning. we're not really close but we actually exchanged secrets! haha cool, aint it? she even posted a message on my boards so you guys might wanna check her out. say hi or something like that. ;)
my graduation exercises starts at 4pm. but i think im too lazy to go. hahaha oh oh oh im so excited about monday!!! im going out with ybebs ne ne ne ne ne ne! but my other gift wont be ready by then. im gonna get it after holy week..so that means early april. ho hum. at least i have another gift to give on monday and its really ready unless of course it breaks. *opps* =X
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Wednesday, March 20, 2002
damn. i really havent been playing basketball and when i played today, it kinda wore me out. i didnt even last for half an hour! haha
anyways, i found my "bolera" yesterday. my classmate forgot to return it the other day. but when she returned it, someone needed it. hehe so its still not with me.
hmm...last night, i heard my parents talking about me. out of nowhere, my dad said that if i passed plm, im going there for college even though ive passed ust. and then i heard my mum actually agreeing to it. i dont have anything against plm but i cant understand her. before i was going to take the plm entrance exam, she was hoping that my dad didnt have my test permit. now, she's agreeing to him completely! blah...
i got hurt with ybebs words yesterday. they werent so harsh or what. the thing was my head was hurting really bad yesterday afternoon. i was talking to ybebs on the phone and i told him that i wanted to put it down already so i could sleep. it wasnt the reaction i expected. its nice that ybebs misses me and all but then, its odd that ybebs didnt let me go easily. very weird lately...very...
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Monday, March 18, 2002
im worrying about something. yesterday, my mum bought me a dress for my graduation. she also got me a..."bolera" if i got it right. well, that's the thing. you see, my classmate needed something to wear over her spaghetti-strapped dress. i told her that i have one and since im not really going to use it, she can borrow it. she tried it and stuff but im not sure whether she returned it or not. the thing is im dead when my mum finds out that it's missing. i mean, im not sure whether its with her or not. what if it fell somewhere or something like that...i just wanted to let my worries out...makes my head hurt...hay...
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Monday, March 11, 2002
it's me again. who else? haha
PLM was really
FUN! that's the best word that can describe my feeling about the place. i really thought that when you say "public" it's REALLY PUBLIC but no. the facade looks like its...a bad place but when you get inside you're gonna feel like you're in some prestigious school. their surroundings will make you feel at ease and comfy and it's really nice..there's a big chance that i'd go there for college even though i'll be alone if i do. IF I PASS... :)
i was with ybebs today, from 10 am to 4 pm. we had dinuguan for lunch. i met some of ybeb's relatives. they're all nice...one of them freaky though...but ok. did something. it was good...not ALL good though. and definitely NOT what you're thinking.
i'm not coming home tomorrow. it's our class night. i'll be home wednesday afternoon. don't miss me too much. hehe peace out...
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Saturday, March 09, 2002
hm...i thought yesterday was a really bad day..catsang didnt return my physics notes so i wasnt really ready for the test. i cried that morning because she didnt even apologize to me personally, neither did she bring my notes to school! HAH! talk about friendship! anyways, im not sure with my answers and stuff...
my friends we're going out after the exams so they asked me to go with them. this is the good part. i called my mum to ask for permission and haha! she allowed me to go! we ate at magoo's and then we watched "a beautiful mind". ybebs was there too. took me home. :)
here's another good thing...i passed UST!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! :D
Entry Year:
2002 Applicant Number:
30466
Full Name:
PINEDA, MA CHRISTINA CHENG
plus...i can go out with ybebs on monday!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! :D another day of studying each other...hahaha but we're gonna watch "the one" and "cruel intentions". cool, huh?
but...life is being fair. after all these joys, im gonna have to go to PLM tomorrow at 7am to take their stupid entrance exam. hay...whatev...hmm...that's all for now. i guess...see yah! *mwah*
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Wednesday, March 06, 2002
hi! haha it's finals week so i've been quite busy...but a lot's been happening still! hahaha
the other day, i went over ybeb's place to study for my cle and accounting exams. but guess what? we ended up studying each other. not totally though. and i'm not regretting anything. ok, i'll stop here. hehe
oi guess what!? i'm on candy mag's march issue! hahaha cool ain't it? hmm...hehe
so why do i know too damn much about condoms? i dont know. and why do i know so much about sex? i dont know either. duh..i dont even know how to kiss! promise. swear. saksi ang mga buwan at bituin. hehe and i wont practice doing it. ok?!
ybebs you're playing with me. quit it. angelic face my a55 hahaha mwah!
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Saturday, March 02, 2002
last thursday was supposed to be my filipino talumpati. i was really scared about it because i might stutter or forget the lines of the speech that i had to deliver. i didnt really want to worry about it since it was still after recess so i tried to entertain myself with other things and not let it bother me. early that morning, around 7, my brother's father sent me an sms. he said something like they really love us that's why they're trying their best to provide for us and then he asked me if i loved them. i replied saying that i wasn't complaining about anything or for not being given what i want (because it was odd that he actually texted me), that i thought it would be better if i kept quiet so they wouldn't say mean things about me anymore and i told him what i thought about love. i said that love isn't just about providence. i mean, so what if they gave me a lot of money and things? are those going to make me happy? would i appreciate them really? he texted me back: "...u care about your feelings what about those around you? wake up. am i to conclude that i am sacrificing on an INGRATE? shame on YOU!" how would you feel if you were called an ingrate when you know you're really not? i cried. yeah...inside the classroom. i forwarded the message to my brother's mother and i told her that i wasnt doing anything when her spouse sent me an sms. i did fine with my talumpati...had to face the class red-eyed though...i got 80% anyway...it's good enough..ybebs texted me during lunchtime (that's SOP already). i told ybebs what happened...but didnt seem to care or read that part of my message. it hurt you know. when i needed immediate attention, ybebs wanted to talk about it when i got home. i guess this one's no biggie for some people...felt alone...when my brother's mother came home that night, she, too, was mad at me. what did i do?? so i texted my brother's father, hoping he was in "talking" mood. i asked him what i did and what i could do to please him at least one bit. you know what he said? "i'm having a really bad headache right now and you're just gonna make me feel worse. talk about this some other time." you know what i felt like doing? LIKE THROWING MY PHONE AT THE WALL!!! so who cares about who's feelings now??? does he care about mine???
well...i won't be attending my graduation ball...and i was thinking of not attending my graduation itself. since i dont have elders to take care of my expenses..to get me a dress, pay for the rent of toga and stuff like that..i thought i'd try to save money from my food allowance. but i counted the number of days before practices will start and it's only five days..how could i save enough money to buy a dress from that? that's just 200 all in all..it's all difficult right now..if god would just answer my prayers and take me, i'd be really glad..
SO GLAD.
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