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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Saturday, March 02, 2002
last thursday was supposed to be my filipino talumpati. i was really scared about it because i might stutter or forget the lines of the speech that i had to deliver. i didnt really want to worry about it since it was still after recess so i tried to entertain myself with other things and not let it bother me. early that morning, around 7, my brother's father sent me an sms. he said something like they really love us that's why they're trying their best to provide for us and then he asked me if i loved them. i replied saying that i wasn't complaining about anything or for not being given what i want (because it was odd that he actually texted me), that i thought it would be better if i kept quiet so they wouldn't say mean things about me anymore and i told him what i thought about love. i said that love isn't just about providence. i mean, so what if they gave me a lot of money and things? are those going to make me happy? would i appreciate them really? he texted me back: "...u care about your feelings what about those around you? wake up. am i to conclude that i am sacrificing on an INGRATE? shame on YOU!" how would you feel if you were called an ingrate when you know you're really not? i cried. yeah...inside the classroom. i forwarded the message to my brother's mother and i told her that i wasnt doing anything when her spouse sent me an sms. i did fine with my talumpati...had to face the class red-eyed though...i got 80% anyway...it's good enough..ybebs texted me during lunchtime (that's SOP already). i told ybebs what happened...but didnt seem to care or read that part of my message. it hurt you know. when i needed immediate attention, ybebs wanted to talk about it when i got home. i guess this one's no biggie for some people...felt alone...when my brother's mother came home that night, she, too, was mad at me. what did i do?? so i texted my brother's father, hoping he was in "talking" mood. i asked him what i did and what i could do to please him at least one bit. you know what he said? "i'm having a really bad headache right now and you're just gonna make me feel worse. talk about this some other time." you know what i felt like doing? LIKE THROWING MY PHONE AT THE WALL!!! so who cares about who's feelings now??? does he care about mine???
well...i won't be attending my graduation ball...and i was thinking of not attending my graduation itself. since i dont have elders to take care of my expenses..to get me a dress, pay for the rent of toga and stuff like that..i thought i'd try to save money from my food allowance. but i counted the number of days before practices will start and it's only five days..how could i save enough money to buy a dress from that? that's just 200 all in all..it's all difficult right now..if god would just answer my prayers and take me, i'd be really glad..
SO GLAD.
Tiiin* was starless at
3:49 PM
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