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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Friday, August 20, 2004
Undulated Disposition
Sleepy. I woke up a few minutes after 5am, did my daily routine and set off for school before the sclock hit 6am. I really didn't feel like going to school, especially today since the only "important" thing we're having was our IT long quiz. Second, classes will be cut at 1pm to give way to the fumigation of the school. Translation: No lab. Anyway, we didn't take any test. Our friggin' prof didn't come to class. He said he had something important to do. Ummkay. Whatever.
KILIG! I was walking along city hall wondering if I would meet Pepper. But then I told myself that I shouldn't be wishing for something like that. I got on the PLM jeep, since it was too early anyway, and when I glanced outside, I saw him! Tin's brain:
AHHH!!! Hahaha! My knight in shining gray cap! As I was getting off the jeep, I found myself wishing again. Tin's brain:
I hope he walks a bit faster so we could meet at the gate or something. We didn't meet at the gate. BUT we ascended the stairs to the third floor "together". Translation: I was on the leftmost side while he was on the rightmost side. Hahaha! I still couldn't say hi even though we know each other and we see each other a lot in school. I'm too afraid to humiliate myself. I might not find my voice to say even the word "hi".
Happy! Well, of course I was happy. I call it a Happy Pepper Day! Hahaha! (I don't want to disclose his name again because too many people already know that I'm crushing on him. Somebody who knows him might see this. Talk about paranoia. But then, better safe than sorry.) I actually saw him a LOT of times yesterday and found myself dumbfounded during Physics class that I couldn't answer the seatwork. I actually thought that I shouldn't see him when I still have tough subjects to attend. Then again, I saw him this morning, but I still was a bit
bibo during Stats class. Hm..
**Intermission: Pepper-Related**
Pepper's best friend is my classmate. During Physics class, Earl went to sit next to me while she (the bestfriend) was on his left side. She and Earl had been classmates since high school, so they were talking about Pepper who was also their classmate back then. Whatever. The thing was, she was smiling at me..grinning, to be exact. I think she thinks I like Pepper. She asked Earl if I liked Pepper. And I went, "
Ha? Sino nagsabi?" Luckily, I remembered that Pepper had told Earl that he thinks that I'm crushing on him. So I saved myself, "
Di ba, sha nagsabi na may crush daw yata ako sa kanya?" She went, "
Kapal talaga non!". Good one. I just hope I wasn't blushing when I said anything to her.
Depressed.. Spark picked me up after school. Since he had the car, he thought about dropping by at Pat's office, his barkada. I didn't say anything. Yesterday, when I told him that my classes today will be cut, he just said he'll pick me up and take me home. I asked if I could go to his place, so I can play mahjong with his lola's or something. He said no. Anyway, we went to Pat's office and we talked about whatever. I feel awkward around the guy. He made me feel like he couldn't trust me because I'm just a kid or something. I tried to borrow his USB stick, but when I started to touch it, he took it away. Just as he did with his handphone. But when Spark took those from him, he easily gave them. What's with that? Whatever.
Napapansin ko:
© Yumayabang yata ako at nagiging airhead (airhead = I'm-too-good-for-you attitude). Ayoko. Humble ako. Humble ako. Humble ako.
©Inuutu-uto lang ako ng kapatid ko para makapagpagawa sha ng website para sa IT class nya. Mabait sha pag may kailangan sha. Lagi na nga sha sa computer, pero pag ako na gumagamit, pinapalayas nya ko. Katulad ngayon. Hmm. Nagiging salbahe yata.
© Nagiging antukin ako. Takaw sa tulog.
© Parang tinatamad na ako mag DL. Di na ako mashado nag-aaral. Katulad kagabi, nanood lang ako ng TV. Nakakapanibago. Kela Spark lang ako nakakanood ng TV e.
© Nalalayo ako sa mga kaibigan ko sa ICA na lagi kong nakakausap sa YM. Minsan ayoko magstart ng conversation kasi baka wala sila sa mood makipag-usap. Minsan naman, ako naman yun wala sa mood.
© Kapag pinapansin ni mami yung mga mali ko, nababawasan ang self-esteem ko. Baka ito yung pangontra sa pagiging "airhead" ko. Di kaya napansin nya rin yon?
© Mashado na naman yata ako nahihilig kay Pepper. Dapat magmunimuni na ako ulit-uliting sabihin ang "may boyfriend ako.. may boyfriend ako..".
© Lagi nalang ako nananampal ng barkada, lalo na kung nagmumura sila. "Mommy" na tuloy ang tawag sa akin nung iba. Pero kahit na. Di ako dapat nananakit.
© Parang "ayaw" na sa akin ni Spark. Ilang araw ko na kinokondisyon ko naman yun sarili ko na kaya ko nang wala sha. Tingin ko naman, kaya ko. Kung maghiwalay kami, ok lang. Mabuti na yun sha na lang makipaghiwalay kesa ako. Ang hinihintay ko lang naman strike 3 e. Kung sa kanya, naka strike 3 na ako, ok lang.
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