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This is the 3rd layout and URL change for this year, 2006. I don't think I'd be changing it again soon.
Design: Tiiin*
GFX Editor: Adobe Photoshop and Adobe ImageReady
Lyrics: Crossfade's "No Giving Up" and "Starless"
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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Kurikung.It was a rather depressing day for me yesterday. Sa sobrang dami kong iniisip, I forgot that I was talking to somebody on the phone. He had to call my cellphone to remind me that he's still on the other line. I made him wait for 20 mins. But SWEAR TO GOD, I didn't mean to make him wait. It just completely slipped my mind. You know who you are.. I'm deeply sorry. I did NOT mean it. I also didn't mean what I said.. I was just kidding when I said that.. And it's not about priorities.. I'm SORRY.
Ikaw. Kilala mo kung sino ka. Pinipilit mo ako mag-give up.. Nakakalungkot.. Sana mabago ko pa tingin mo sa akin.. Di ako ganon.. Hindi yon totoo.. Biruan lang.. Marami ka pang di alam na dapat mong malaman.. Namimiss ko na yung usap natin dati.. Namimiss ko na lambing mo.. Namimiss na kita.. T_T
I meant to post that last night. But I was experiencing an overwhelmingly slow Internet connection. -_-
I'm thinking about changing my layout. Hrm.. I'm thinking about using Gollum from LOTR but I thought..tinatakot ko lang sarili ko. Mwehe! So..maybe next time. I think I'm going to be in the Christmas mood. ^-^ I'm using Porings for my layout. Abangan nyo nalang! ^-^ I'm also thinking about changing my layout every month. Kung ano mood ko..ganyan.. Wala lang. Nagiging masochist yata ako. (Without the sexual gratification and pleasure that one's supposed to get out of it ha!) Nahihiligan ko nang pahirapan ang sarili ko. Nakakatuwa! ^-^
Naiinis ako sa sarili ko. I just feel SO silly for crying about something I don't have or never had. At sino naman ang mahihirapan? Ako lang din naman. Ang liit tuloy ng mata ko ngayon.. Parang ganito o --> -_- Yan. Ganyan. Stupeed.
Naiinis ako sa image ko. Is it my fault if people misinterpret my words and actions towards other people? Is it my fault if I'm being nice? Tas sasabihin flirting yun. Wow ah! (Ui! Guild ng Bulats to ah! Ngyaha!) Ehwan. I'm SO TIRED of explaining my side..especially to people who won't seem to listen or understand. Ako na lang po ang iintindi. Sabe nga, "Seek to understand rather than to be understood." At sabe ng Jollibee, "Kaya mo yan, kid!" Ngyaha. Baliw.
Did you know??
N years ago, I was stuck in between Black and White. Black loved me so much while White, I loved White. White told me he had forgotten about his ex yada yada and that he felt something for me but he ended up going back to her anyway. And so, I chose to be with Black. Salbahe noh? Chain reaction lang naman yata yun. Parang instinct na ng tao na kapag nasaktan, maghahanap ng "safety blanket" or more commonly called "rebound" o kaya magsusuot ng headgear at kung anu-ano pang equipment para maingatan ang sarili at malayo sa impending pain, also called "magpupusong-bato". Buti nalang "safety blanket" ang kinabagsakan ko. At least pag ganun, isa lang ang nasaktan ko - yung rebound. (Pero parang di naman sha nasaktan eh. Kasi tuwang-tuwa sha na binalikan ni White yun ex niya. Ngyahaha!) Kung nagpusong-bato ako, posibleng mas marami akong masaktan kasi wala akong papalapitin sa akin. Parang ganon. Eh di mas malaki ang maaapektuhan ng chain reaction. Baka lahat na ng tao maging victim. Wala lang. At least napasaya ko naman si Black kahit papano nung magkasama pa kami. Ngayon, balita ko mahal pa niya ako pero konti lang. Nakakataba ng puso. Masaya ako at nakahanap na sha ng babaeng para sa kanya talaga at mukha naman siyang masaya. ^-^
The choices are almost always either "the one who loves you" or "the one you love". And this year, history repeats itself. AND IT SUCKS. I'm not saying I regret having chosen Black. Pero pwede bang this time, yung "the one you love" naman? One time lang.. Please po God, please?
I was filling up this questionnaire/survey on Friendster yesterday where the last question was "what words do you live by?". I surprised myself when I answered: "life's all about taking risks. if you're not taking any, you're not living.". Wow. Tama ba yun? I doubt if I REALLY live by those words. Kung oo man, siguro half lang ng life ko. Gawd.
I want to write A LOT of things but I'm afraid to. Baka kasi may masabi akong hindi maganda or baka lalo lang ako mapasama.. T_T
May bago akong kuya! ^-^ Si Ku-yamot. Hihi! Ang cute noh?? Ku-yamot. Masaya pag may kuya! ^-^
Why, God?? Why?? Ngyahaha! La lang. Joke lang po yun. Love you po! :)
Tiiin* was starless at
2:49 PM
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