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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube

Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)

Sunday, July 17, 2005
Doin Just Fine (?)

I attended the badminton 'training' today. I realized that my stamina has gone down. LOL. As well as my strength and everything else. I shouldn't have stopped doing push-ups and sit-ups and playing basketball. Hay. School is nakakasira ng health. Haha!

Anyway, it was really tiring. We didn't play from 9-5. Of course, we can't!! But we played most of the time. We sort of bonded with the basketball team. It was nice. Wala lang. Nawala sa mood magkwento ng nice stuff. My farting brother is like the most spoilt and selfish brat in the whole wide world!! He is SO not getting any of my Ragnarok stuff.

Hay. Speaking. I broke my promise - again. About not crying about him. I really hate the fact that he still has that power over me. But I REALLY want to get that out of my system. Kuya-mot wanted to borrow his +7 boots. So I thought we had a 'secret' that he got hacked kuno so blah blah waever. And then he told me to give all his items to Kuya-mot nalang. I was.. CRUSHED. GRINDED. HULLED. EVERYTHING. That included the AH!! The AH that gave me many sleepless nights just to obtain it!! The AH that made me rush home in between classes just so I can get one for his birthday. To complete thhe 3 darned stupid things I wanted to give him for his farting birthday.

How could he?! What my friend said was probably true. If he's willing to give away everything and anything I gave him, virtually or in the real world, then those things don't matter to him. Hence, the person who gave those to him don't matter to him one bit. LOL. Great. Made sense to me.

YOU CANNOT keep them coming because I SURRENDER. YOU WIN. Ok?! Punishment over. I can go on with my life now. Without you. And believe me, I can and I WILL.

Furthermore, other people need not feel 'frustrated' about our situation.

Oh hey, he's probably giving it away because he doesn't want anything to remember me by. LOL. I bet he gave away the farting farting belt. That stupid farting belt. RAAAAAAAR!! Burn it for all I care!! Hay..

Ito lang. I accept that I made a mistake. A pretty huge one. (Wala sanang lalaki ang ulo.) You committed the same mistake twice. I corrected it twice. I made a mistake once. And you no doubt don't want to correct it. Tao lang po. Wala namang perpekto dito sa mundo.

Pero ito na talaga. To do this is to admit DEFEAT. I am REGRETTING. I shouldn't have wanted you in the first place.

Tiiin* was starless at 11:03 PM

2 Comment(s):

Anonymous at 9:59 PM:

hayy ... sabi ko "pati ung mga gamit na di mo na ginagamit"... then you went "ah, ok. bigay ko na lang lahat, di ko na ipa-99. welkam."

whatever...

Tiiin at 9:39 PM:

ok. i stand corrected. pero kung bbgay mo un isang equip pano pa un mapapalevel up ng maayos dba? pero tama ka. tama na. from now on, i won't write about u anymore. should work very well for me.