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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Out of Order
Currently listening to: Godsmack - I Stand Al0ne
Today, on a scale of 1-5, 5 being the highest:School Productivity: 1 2 3
4 5
Angelic Deeds: 1 2 3 4
5Devilish Acts: 1 2 3 4 5
Fun: 1 2 3 4
5Mahal: 1 2 3 4 5 (When the hell am I g0ing t0 fix this shit?!)
Okei. S0 I have been busy with all kinds of shit (at least n0t literally, like the other PUBES minus Dems hehe ^^). My life has been s0 miserable. T_T I swear. I mean, it may look like I'm happy and all but I really am n0t. Why the hell n0t?! I dunn0.. I've been trying t0 be good. Really. And it's damn hard f0r me to do that. T_T Y0u must kn0w that I've never been g0od and I wanna be. Maybe being good d0es have good rewards. Per0 ewan.. T_T Looks like karma has c0me t0 get me.
I learned yesterday that t0day was the last day f0r the UST med applicati0ns. OMG. I needed 2x2 pix, true copies of my baptismal and birth cert, good m0ral character certs, and my transcripts. WTF?! Maybe UST isn't f0r me? Whatever. My mum keeps pushing that I g0 there f0r med school. Private to public t0 private. W0w. Anyway, I had my br0 submit the requirements f0r me. Thank G0d he's g0t connecti0ns there. Thank G0d he had the guts t0 join t0o many organizati0ns (even if it were f0r chix purp0ses only LOL or maybe n0t?). At least I could tell my mum I tried t0 get in to UST. ^^
Anyway, I had t0 go have s0me ugly pix recopied. Panget talaga. AS IN. It was the 0ne taken at the Dept of Immigrati0n in SG. My Ai th0ught I needed pix f0r my VISA extensi0n. That was worth S$5!! Rar. S0 mahal. And super panget because my hair was super wavy and I didn't smile because the fact that there were many people waiting in line b0thered me a LOT. I hate it when people watch me while I have my pic taken. Speaking of pic taking, we're supp0sed to have our grad pix taken 0n Friday and I haven't paid f0r it yet. ^^ G0od j0b, Tin! ^^ I d0n't want t0 pay f0r it tomorrow because I'm too lazy t0 go anywhere that isn't TOO imp0rtant. D0esn't really matter if I get a grad pic or a yearbook? N0t that I d0n't want to remember my c0llege friends in the future because I'm sure we'll still see each other even after graduati0n. Plus graduating fr0m Bi0 isn't the last school event that will happen t0 me. I still g0t a looong way t0 go. Must I really have that grad pic and yearbook?? x_X
Timing nga text ni Mark e. He accompanied me t0 the mall t0 get my pix rec0pied. Tas aun, catch up 0n stuff. He's still the same but I think he l0st a few p0unds. Sha lang ata talaga naging bf k0 wh0 treats me like a princess when we're t0gether. Hmm. Anyway, we had brunch sa Oodys. They serve Thai food and I remembered the sukh0thai soup I tried when I was in SG na super anghang it c0uld bl0w my brains out if I finish the entire b0wl. 0_0 We shared sa fish balls and fried chicken noodles. F0r the first time daw, I used chopsticks with him. ^^ Things change, I guess. N0thing remains permanent in this w0rld. ^^
Haiz. I really should get my life back in 0rder. Pati kapatid k0 nagagalit na sa akin. T_T T0 think, mas bata pa sa akin yun! San ka nakakita ng ate na pinapagalitan ng buns0?? Kagabi sabe nia, 'Ganyan nalang ba lagi? Magpupuyat ka sa mga walang kakwentakwentang bagay?' Parang nakakapangliit. T_T Kelangan k0 na talagang ayusin. Per0 honestly, it's hard t0 try t0 be good and be happy at the same time. I mean, I kn0w my family means well and they want the best f0r me per0 naman.. I really am n0t happy with my 's0cial is0lation'.. But I'm w0rking on it.. ^^ I SHOULD work on it.. ^^
And it should begin by prioritizing what I have t0 do..
1. Organize my ph0tocopies
2. Fix my darned room.
3. Read.
4. Study f0r NMAT.
5. THESIS.
6. Sleep early.
7. St0p being lazy. x_X
TIN, AUSIN M0!! GRR!!
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Sa Pag Gising
Sa pag bango'y hawak na ang sandata. Tuwid na nakatay0't naghihintay. Malakas ang loob. Pursigid0.
Habang palalim ang gabi, unti-unting napapaluh0d, nanghihina.
Oras na para sumuk0b. Doon sa lugar kung saan hindi maaab0t ng anumang kapahamakan. Kung saan hindi ak0 pwedeng masaktan.
At sa pag gising k0 ay may bag0 na uli'ng umaga.
Panibag0ng pakikipagsapalaran.
At sa mga darating pa'ng umaga ay patul0y na mangangarap na isang araw, sa aking pag gising, mapupuna k0 na wala nga pala akong kakampi.
Tama na.
Suk0 nalang.
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Monday, November 07, 2005
What About Love?
Overrate. Biochemically no different than eating large quantities of
chocolate.
Is it? L0ve can m0ve mountains, they say. Which is which?
Free will - it is a bitch.
My phil0 teacher once said, there is n0 such thing as free will. Think about it.
Freedom... is never having to say you're sorry.
True. And I wish there were such a thing as freedom. Please.
Look but don't touch. Touch but don't taste. Taste but don't swallow.
The darned rules of life. And the darned weakness of man - to want m0re and more until there is n0thing m0re to want.
-Milt0n, The Devil's Advocate
Haiz. S0mebody take me.
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Friday, November 04, 2005
Waaa!!
Currently listening to: Coldplay - Fix You
Lights will guide you h0me. And ignite your bones. I will try t0 fix you.
Haiz. Wish k0 maintindihan k0 sha. Hindi naman kase sha nagsasabe. Tanungin m0, umiiwas. Totoo lang, mej0 napapag0d na din ak0. Gust0 ko sha per0 mixed signals bigay nia sa kin. So indi k0 talaga alam kung an0 ba. Parang paik0t ik0t na yun sinabe k0. Pif. >_< Hindi na nga kami mashado nag-uusap eh. I mean okei nag-uusap kami per0 about lar0 mostly. I guess it's fine. At least nag-uusap pa din. And ewan. Magul0 lang tlga kase pag hindi malinaw. Nakuha m0 yon ha? Wala. Kung hindi m0 nakuha un, hindi m0 sha makukuha.
And high up above or down below. When you're too in love to let it go.
But if you never try you'll never know. Just what you're worth
Kakatamad. Gust0 ko magpalevel ng wiz per0 wala naman ak0ng kasama. Pif. Si G kase busy sa w0rk tas sa gabi naman minsan iba trip nia. Eh malamang. Alanganamang i-imp0se k0 sa kanya na 'h0i hindi ka pwede pumunta sa kung saan. magpapalevel tayo!' Wow ah. An0?! Sh0ta?! Hahaha!
Ak0 mer0n. Sh0ta sh0taan.
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
Sad Trip
Currently listening to: Parokya ni Edgar - One Step
Napag0d ak0. Haiz. Minalas pa ak0 ng onti kase nagkar0on ak0 kaninang umaga. Ang sakit ng pus0n k0 gwabe. Ayaw lumabas. As usual. Haiz talaga.
At least natap0s ko na yung pag reg. Weird nga eh. Ni hindi k0 man lang tinitignan yun schedule k0. Wahaha! Parang walang interes mag-aral amfufu. Nagulat pa nga ak0 nung sinabe nila na M0nday and Thursday ang days off namin. Wak0k0! Hai salamat. Yun na ang last k0 sa Biol0gy life k0. Buti nalang talaga..
Nagmeet kame.. Una nga akala k0 mauudl0t na naman kase nagkapr0b sa side nia.. Per0 aun, natul0y naman.. Nagbus nga lang sha papunta sa akin.. Shempre nat0uch ak0 kse ang lay0 may gad.. Per0.. Ewan.. Wak0k0! Hindi pa rin alam kung an0 kame eh.. Hmm.. G0 with the fl0w nalang talaga ang magagawa k0.. Hanggang mapag0d..manawa..sumuk0.. Okei na yun.. At least I've d0ne my part.. T_T
Kas0 lang.. et0 naman pr0b. Dahil nga sa alam ng iba jan na single ak0.. Hai.. Andameng boler0 sa mundo.. Tas napakalab0 talaga ng buhay. Kung sin0 yun gust0 mo, di m0 makuha. Kung sin0 yun ayaw m0, yun pa yung lapit ng lapit. An0 ba yan? T_T
Ewan k0 na.. Tul0g na lang ak0.. Pif..
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