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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube

Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)

Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Out of Order

Currently listening to: Godsmack - I Stand Al0ne

Today, on a scale of 1-5, 5 being the highest:

School Productivity: 1 2 3 4 5
Angelic Deeds: 1 2 3 4 5
Devilish Acts: 1 2 3 4 5
Fun: 1 2 3 4 5
Mahal: 1 2 3 4 5 (When the hell am I g0ing t0 fix this shit?!)

Okei. S0 I have been busy with all kinds of shit (at least n0t literally, like the other PUBES minus Dems hehe ^^). My life has been s0 miserable. T_T I swear. I mean, it may look like I'm happy and all but I really am n0t. Why the hell n0t?! I dunn0.. I've been trying t0 be good. Really. And it's damn hard f0r me to do that. T_T Y0u must kn0w that I've never been g0od and I wanna be. Maybe being good d0es have good rewards. Per0 ewan.. T_T Looks like karma has c0me t0 get me.

I learned yesterday that t0day was the last day f0r the UST med applicati0ns. OMG. I needed 2x2 pix, true copies of my baptismal and birth cert, good m0ral character certs, and my transcripts. WTF?! Maybe UST isn't f0r me? Whatever. My mum keeps pushing that I g0 there f0r med school. Private to public t0 private. W0w. Anyway, I had my br0 submit the requirements f0r me. Thank G0d he's g0t connecti0ns there. Thank G0d he had the guts t0 join t0o many organizati0ns (even if it were f0r chix purp0ses only LOL or maybe n0t?). At least I could tell my mum I tried t0 get in to UST. ^^

Anyway, I had t0 go have s0me ugly pix recopied. Panget talaga. AS IN. It was the 0ne taken at the Dept of Immigrati0n in SG. My Ai th0ught I needed pix f0r my VISA extensi0n. That was worth S$5!! Rar. S0 mahal. And super panget because my hair was super wavy and I didn't smile because the fact that there were many people waiting in line b0thered me a LOT. I hate it when people watch me while I have my pic taken. Speaking of pic taking, we're supp0sed to have our grad pix taken 0n Friday and I haven't paid f0r it yet. ^^ G0od j0b, Tin! ^^ I d0n't want t0 pay f0r it tomorrow because I'm too lazy t0 go anywhere that isn't TOO imp0rtant. D0esn't really matter if I get a grad pic or a yearbook? N0t that I d0n't want to remember my c0llege friends in the future because I'm sure we'll still see each other even after graduati0n. Plus graduating fr0m Bi0 isn't the last school event that will happen t0 me. I still g0t a looong way t0 go. Must I really have that grad pic and yearbook?? x_X

Timing nga text ni Mark e. He accompanied me t0 the mall t0 get my pix rec0pied. Tas aun, catch up 0n stuff. He's still the same but I think he l0st a few p0unds. Sha lang ata talaga naging bf k0 wh0 treats me like a princess when we're t0gether. Hmm. Anyway, we had brunch sa Oodys. They serve Thai food and I remembered the sukh0thai soup I tried when I was in SG na super anghang it c0uld bl0w my brains out if I finish the entire b0wl. 0_0 We shared sa fish balls and fried chicken noodles. F0r the first time daw, I used chopsticks with him. ^^ Things change, I guess. N0thing remains permanent in this w0rld. ^^

Haiz. I really should get my life back in 0rder. Pati kapatid k0 nagagalit na sa akin. T_T T0 think, mas bata pa sa akin yun! San ka nakakita ng ate na pinapagalitan ng buns0?? Kagabi sabe nia, 'Ganyan nalang ba lagi? Magpupuyat ka sa mga walang kakwentakwentang bagay?' Parang nakakapangliit. T_T Kelangan k0 na talagang ayusin. Per0 honestly, it's hard t0 try t0 be good and be happy at the same time. I mean, I kn0w my family means well and they want the best f0r me per0 naman.. I really am n0t happy with my 's0cial is0lation'.. But I'm w0rking on it.. ^^ I SHOULD work on it.. ^^

And it should begin by prioritizing what I have t0 do..

1. Organize my ph0tocopies
2. Fix my darned room.
3. Read.
4. Study f0r NMAT.
5. THESIS.
6. Sleep early.
7. St0p being lazy. x_X

TIN, AUSIN M0!! GRR!!

Tiiin* was starless at 2:01 PM

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