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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube

Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)

Friday, January 06, 2006
T0 Each Her 0wn

Currently listening to: Acceptance - Seeing is Believing

Today, on a scale of 1-5, 5 being the highest:

School Productivity: 1 2 3 4 5
Angelic Deeds: 1 2 3 4 5
Devilish Acts: 1 2 3 4 5 *Yikez!
Fun: 1 2 3 4 5

People are indeed unique fr0m each other.

I was watching Judging Amy on Hallmark (please c0rrect me if I g0t the channel wr0ng LOL) after dinner. 0ne scene was when the guy tried t0 make 0ut with her, she gives in a little but then she st0ps. In the next scene, she tries 'again' by admitting t0 the guy that she is attracted t0 him but just c0uldn't d0 it.

Amy: If we d0 this, it w0uld mean s0mething. The things is, I d0n't want it t0 mean anything.
Guy: I like the 'It's n0t you, it's me' explanati0n better.

Awtz?

Let's face it. S0me gurls d0 like keeping FB's or Fcuk Buddies rather than BF's or B0y Friends. Well, why n0t? This way, 0ne d0esn't have t0 get the wh0le package - n0 commitment, n0 tr0uble, n0 headache - just the t0y that gives her the satisfacti0n she needs, in bed. Maybe that's all she needs. Pr0blem is when her FB has several 0ther FB's and one of his FB's have s0me STD which he transfers t0 her, eventually. And even w0rse, what if she gets preggy? There g0es all the satisfacti0n. ^^

Lust. Is it n0t? It's when 0ne is drawn t0 a pers0n by whatever h0rm0nes 0nly wanting t0 get cl0se t0 that pers0n. Wanting t0 kiss, t0uch and taste. And that's all there is. After that, it's as if n0thing special has happened.

I th0ught G0d had wanted such an act t0 be c0nsidered as s0mething sacred 0r cl0se to that. S0mething t0 be d0ne with s0meone t0 whom 0ne is attached t0 or b0und t0 by the sanctity 0f h0ly matrim0ny. S0mething d0ne n0t f0r pleasure but f0r repr0ducti0n - f0r the miracle 0f life. S0mething d0ne out of l0ve.

I kn0w of s0meone wh0 was really in l0ve with her b0yfriend. They were 'making l0ve', as she likes t0 call it because she says she d0es it 0nly when she l0ves the pers0n she's d0ing it with, and right bef0re climax she said 'I l0ve you' t0 his face. He laughed. Until t0day, I w0nder h0w 0r if she ever g0t over/will ever get 0ver that. Imagine that. I c0uldn't explain the guy's reacti0n. I guess I will never be an expert 0n these things. Try c0nsulting about other matters - preferably th0se far fr0m the bedside. LOL

0n a lighter n0te, my m0m was telling me that her s0n went 0ut on a lunch date with this gurl. After her st0ry, I just had t0 ask why he g0t t0 date while I c0uld n0t. The answer was 'Kase babae ka. Mer0ng mawawala.' I had t0 c0rrect her l0gic. 'Baka ibig m0 sabihin, baka may madagdag?' LOL! S0 sad that they think I am super f0olish t0 not kn0w what I should and sh0uld n0t do. And I all0w them t0 think that I'm still that little gurl with the l0ose-band PJ's jumping ar0und our c0mpound making my PJ's fall t0 my ankles.

They d0n't kn0w me. They d0n't kn0w what I have d0ne 0r have been through. They d0n't kn0w shit ab0ut me. They d0n't have t0. Trust me. I kn0w what I'm d0ing. And I'm as afraid as they are ab0ut making a wr0ng move.

Give me anything.. Anything t0 keep me breathing..

Tiiin* was starless at 10:30 PM

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