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Sunday, June 04, 2006
I'll Leave the Light On a While
Currently listening to: Coheed and Cambria - The Light The Glass
We were driving home from Pampanga once when I heard this sad, sorry love song on the radio. It's called 'I Wish I Wasn't' by Heather Headley. It's not that I can relate to the song because I'm having regrets or anything like that. It's just so sad that every time I hear it, I find myself close to tears. LOL. Whattaloser ba?! Oh well.. ^^
I had prayed hard enough for school to start on the 13th instead of tomorrow. LOL I'm so glad that God loves me. And I'm sure he knows that I am SO not ready for school yet. I mean, I haven't read anything about my subjects in advance. It's the usual nerdy ritual I do before school starts. LOL That's the same reason why my cousins used to call me nerd. At least I'm not being 100% nerdy anymore. Or perhaps that's a bad thing. LOL I should go back to being a nerd, shouldn't I? I think I'll need it. For med school.
I am beginning to like somebody these past few days. Or whatever. He's really nice. I feel comfy talking to him about stuff. Plus, he's responsible, funny, sweet, etc. Too bad I'm still scared about trusting boys/men right now. LOL And besides, it's just 'like'. And I don't really like putting friendships in jeopardy just because of the L word.
I bet T will have something to say about this when he reads my blog. That's if he'll ever read it again. I think he misunderstands some of the things I say here. Oh okei, maybe he won't have anything to say because he won't speak to me at all? LOL But we talked already. About 'us'. I'm just really not into it. But I'm really glad to have him as a super close friend that I could trust with almost anything and everything. He's helping me now with disposing my old accounts or putting them into good use. And to thank him, I made him this Chef Hat that he really wants in-game. He likes it naman. But I dunno. Sometimes he's different. Makes you feel that he's mad at you for something. Eh alam mo naman ako. Si Miss Super-affected-ever. I don't like the feeling of having someone mad at me for reasons I cannot comprehend.
And since T has been helping me with Odin, he's been using my characters there and of course, the 'ever-loving ex-ex-an' was there to see it and he didn't like it. I say, who gives a fart if he doesn't?! And there. He kinda hates T for being 'epal' daw before when there was still an 'us' and until now daw. I dunno what he's thinking and I don't really care but if he doesn't like what I'm doing then he should just leave me alone. LOL
And for God's sake!! I am so not 'tag-lamig'. And even if I am or if that's what I'm supposed to feel for being single, it doesn't matter. Please stop hooking me up with people. T___T I am fine on my own. And right now, I just can't find the next person who is worth all the pain that will come afterwards. And I say next because it might not be the last. LOL I wouldn't know. Hai.
Peridot is somewhere trying to win some gurl's heart even though he doesn't like her. LOL Allan is..I don't think he's the guy for me because OMG he's in love with someone else and he's just trying to deviate from that because the gurl doesn't love him backkk!! I do NOT take left-overs. Unless otherwise noted. LOL If it's a good left-over, why not? But this one's..ugh. He reminds me of Roi - a dirty old man. LOL Nuff said.
And OMG I really don't have to be with a guy right now. I have a lot going on for me and yes it could be nice to have someone to share that with but if it doesn't come, then it doesn't. I don't have to rush things. In the words of Auntie Juanita, 'kung dumating na, eh di ayan na.' Yun yun eh. Wag na kayo magulo. LOL
My brother's home from his vacation in Singapore. He's super lucky there's this iPod promo where they release 7 iPod nano's a day to tourists. He got one. He didn't get me one. LOL It's okei. He got me other stuff naman. Such as a Winnie the Pooh mug that has this really sexy shape LOL, Swarovski earrings (and he kinda got spanking from my mum because she says they're so damn expensive and he got me 4 pairs LOL poor kid), an Imation USB flash drive 512mb, etc. And then my aunt got me this really cute bracelet. Honestly, I didn't know what it was at first because I forgot how bracelets looked like. LOL I'm used to the really long chains for ankles and I thought that it wouldn't go around my wrist. But it did and it's really cute. I like it ^^
I hope I get books for med school soon. I'm glad Merrie's got the Netter atlas so I can borrow that from her. And I think she has this other book that I need on NeuroAnatomy. If we meet up for Gateway one of these days, I should be able to get it from her na. The other books..I think I'll ask my dad to get them for me from Avenida or something. Or Goodwill, Gateway. Think, think! LOL Basta I need to get books. ASAP!!
Plus, I should start re-adjusting my body clock. 0_0 I've been sleeping really late these past few days. :D Hahaha! I know. I'll stop when school starts. I promise. And besides, nagaadjust rin naman ata para sa akin. Or so I think. LOL Basta un!! Hai. Hahaha!! Hai hai hai. See ya! Mwahx! ^^
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9:44 PM

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