Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Mababaliw ako sa nanay ko. Kapag wala kaming huanapo, pagod na pagod siya at lagi siyang galit sa amin dahil doon. Kapag may huanapo naman kami, katulad ngayon, heto siya, galit pa rin dahil hindi niya makuha yung "perfect trabaho" na gusto niya. OMIGOD, ma. Ano bang gusto mo?! Sabi ng tatay kong kulot, mag-memenopause na daw si mami kaya ganon. Eh jusku naman. Tumatanda na nga siya eh. Hindi na nga siya dapat masyado nagttrabaho tapos ganyan pa siya sa huanapo. Nakakabaliw talaga. Good luck na lang kung tatagal 'to.
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Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Hear Ye! Hear Ye!
Saturday
Well, I didn't leave home. I started playing a new game - Gunbound. I didn't know how to play it at first. Demmet, I didn't even know how to shoot! Anyway, I learned how to play it at the end of the day. I was chatting with an old friend on YM and he revealed that he liked me. Let's call him..Kurikung. (Not that he has it or anything. I just thought of the word.) Anyway, he revealed more than that.. but I think I'll keep those to myself. He also invited me to lunch on Tuesday, says its his day-off, I agreed because it was supposed to be a post-birthday celebration for him. ^-^
Sunday
We had lunch at Tempura as an advanced birthday celebration for my mum. We went shopping afterwards, supposedly just for my bro's shoes. But I ended up buying 2 pairs of sandals. I luuuuuuuuuuuurve both. I took a picture of it,
look! The other one's up in my room. It's one of those ankle tie types.. it rocks!! ^-^ But I have to be wearing a skirt before I get to wear it. I'm feeling different lately.. like I'm getting tired of jeans, hipsters and slacks.. I feel like changing my wardrobe.. Is this the normal feeling of someone turning 20? :-S
The archers lost. ARGH!! I don't know what's wrong with Yeo. He seems to suck REALLY bad lately. He barely gets a shot in.
Monday
At 1:30 am, Kurikung drove by our place. Their team went undertime because they weren't doing anything, and yeah he's working. He brought me this hot pan de sal and some Sprite from 7 11. I think he's sweet. Spark's never done that for me.
Hay.. Anyway, I actually enjoyed his company. He's really funny and stuff.
Pero ganon lang naman ata talaga pag sa umpisa. Later that evening, at around 10:30, he dropped by. He actually forgot that he doesn't have work when he was already at work. Hahaha! I thought that was crazy. He asked if I wanted something before coming over, I told him I didn't want anything. He canceled our "date" for Tuesday because he has to go to work later that night. I kind of felt sad..or disappointed. I'm not sure. I'm SO confused lately.
I bought my mum some blueberry cheesecake on my way home. And when I entered the house, I was singing "janjaranjanjan, happy happy happy birthday.." Haha! Call it corny, but I think I surprised my mum. ^-^ I even bought numeric candles, stuck them on the cake and let my mum make her wish.
And this is what's left of the cake. -_- Spark picked me up. There aren't really sparks left between us.
Kung meron man, naghihingalo na. It felt like I was just with an ordinary friend. The only weird thing was, he picked me up from school.
Tuesday
The moment I got home, I started working on my Physics project - still. And when I finished that, I went on to my next project - BioStats. I think I'm all done. Just a few finishing touches and voila! I'm good to go. Hah! Finally. Tomorrow, I have to go get an ultrasound of my gall bladder, my doc says to check for stones. But I think it's just heartburn..this tummy ache. I'm expecting a long day. I'll be studying for 2 final exams. Whew! Review
pala. But that's
bawi time so I can REALLY make it to my goal.
I talked to Spark this afternoon. He was asking about US. I thought it was about time for me to tell him everything - that I didn't feel like I have a bf since we saw each other only once a week, sometimes zero times in a week, all we do is text (which is usually:
office na ko, home na ko), if we get to talk on the phone, it usually lasts for ten minutes or less. In short, he doesn't have time for me. He said that the reason for that was his work which has been really stressful lately, I didn't have anything to say to that. I just reminded him of his promise about "changes", that he'll make it up to me and blah, and I told him that I wasn't seeing any good change. Honestly, I really don't care anymore if we break up. It's practically the same whether I'm with him or not. He said the same stuff over again: "Sorry. I'll make it up to you." It seems like he's not taking this seriously.
Bahala na siya. I'm just waiting for him to break up with me since he doesn't "allow" me to do that. I don't even know why I'm still following him. I guess
naaawa na lang talaga ako sa kanya. Eh bakit ba di ako maawa sa sarili ko?! ARGHHH!!
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Friday, September 24, 2004
I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE MY LIFE!!! AS IN!!!
I burnt my left shoulder. I can't understand why I always get in trouble when handling chemicals. The first time, some chemical created a hole in my skirt. Now, my left shoulder stings when it gets wet and it's still quite red. My mum says by the time I graduate,
baka naaagnas na daw ako. Or something similar to that. I'm careful
naman.. maybe I'm not careful enough..
No Spark today. Well, actually, no Spark for the whole week. Or maybe I saw him Monday. I can't remember. Whatever. Doesn't matter. I'm getting used to him being like a lurker. Or more like
tae ng kalabaw? Hmm.. Hahaha! Ha. Ha. They, or should I say his friends, are inviting me to watch The Bourne Supremacy tomorrow night and have dinner at Rockwell. I say his friends because he
doesn't never invites me whenever they go out on Saturday nights. Anyway, of course, I asked for permission. And guess what my dad said?
"Paano ka namin papayagan ikaw lang may kilala sa friends mo?" Ohhkay. Does he know my brother's friends personally? How come for every 5 times he gets to go out, I get 1?
I have considered their many "reasons" for the past what 6 or 7 f*cking years. You wanna hear them? 1-
Lalake naman kapatid mo eh. Babae ka. 2-
Malayo eh. 3-
Mashadong late naman yan. And the new addition to the list, 4-
Ikaw lang may kilala sa kaibigan mo eh. AYOS! First of all, so what if I'm a female?! It doesn't mean that I can't protect myself!! It doesn't mean that I'm more prone to danger!! I thought Christians believed that all are equal in the eyes of God?? Whatever happened to that?? What do you learn from going to mass every Sunday?! Second, do you know how long it takes for me to get to school?! It takes almost 2 f*cking long hours!! Isn't THAT far?! Compare it to going to Makati from San Juan, does it take as long?! Sh*t!! Third, leaving at 6 is NOT late!! Late
pa ba 'yon when I have to be home at f*cking 10pm?! When I say I'm leaving at 7am and I'll be back at 10pm, will you tell me that that's too early?! Lastly, F*CKSH*T!! You know my brother's friends by name because he tells YOU stories about them!! You know my friends because I tell YOU about them!! What's the f*cking difference?!
SH*T TALAGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! MY LIFE F*CKING ROCKS!!
Maybe it's my fault. Maybe I shouldn't have asked for permission. I should have just said it outright. I'm not allowed.
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Thursday, September 23, 2004
OMIGOD. I'm so BORED.
I woke up at 5am so I won't be late for my exam at 7am. Well, I got there like 5 minutes after 7. My butt hasn't warmed up the floor yet, then my prof texts Laine that she won't be able to come to class. OMIGOD. OMIGOD. I hate herrr!!! She should have told us a HELL LOT earlier. Well, condolences.. but then, grr..
I went back home and I got here at 8:30. Sheesh. I would have to say that that was one of my quickest trips back home. And now I'm sitting here on my throne, just blogging. GRR. I was chatting with the PUBES a while ago but then they had to leave to play billiards. I checked out my friendster and myspace accounts for nothing. I typed up my draft for my book review. And for the nth time, I tried to top up my card but the f*cking top up page still won't work. Sh*t. What's up?! And my hunnie!! I'm dying to wake him up but I'm sure I'd feel guilty afterwards.
Oops!! I fell asleep. Hahahaha!! Yaya was cleaning a while back so I went up to my room and lied down.. and.. *snooze*. Hehe. The top up page's still not working. -_- Omigod. My head hurts!! I'm not attending my 1pm class anymore. My prof says she got a sub but then the sub hasn't been showing up for what..2 weeks now? I'm actually thinking nobody would come to teach us anymore since our prof already finished making our final exam. Whatever. I may be wrong. But I'm feeling more correct. Waha. I'm dying to play Ragnarok or just do anything interesting!!!
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
The One that Saved Us All
Have I told you about yaya Neri? She's super nice. She got here last Saturday and so far, she's made our lives a lot simpler and easier to live. No exaggeration meant. I used to run home everyday from school just so I can cook my amah's food early enough. And if I don't make it, my mom cooks. My homework time is usually eaten by my chores time. On weekends, I have to clean up and wash our clothes and stuff but now, we don't have to chase time anymore. God's so good. He knew we needed her. Especially my mom whose getting old and stuff and I really want her to stay healthy. Honestly, I've never seen a yaya like her. She even says "ingat" to me when I'm about to leave for school.
Hay.. Thanks God.
AYYYYYYYYY!!! Speaking of God, I haven't read the bible this week!! ACCCCKKKKKKK!!! Promise, after this computer multi-tasking is over, I will read Your word. Sowee... -_-
Since this morning, I've been trying to accomplish my Physics lab sheets by looking for the answers from the internet (waha!), adding friends and testimonials on friendster, looking for a good swordie build (gosh. Ragnarok
na naman!! Oo na, aamin na ako..adik ako..!!), chatting with friends on YM. Non-computer-wise, I'm writing my answers on my lab sheets, reading the Ragnarok guide book, it's endless. I better hurry. I still have a lot to study. Plus, my mind is starting to stray...better catch it before it runs off to the world of Rune Midgard...
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Monday, September 20, 2004
La Salle beats Ateneo!!!
Hayyy... Gwapo talaga ni YEO!!! Sometimes, even if he sucks in some games, all he has to do is be cute and he'd still have fans screaming for him. Well at least I'm sure there is one fan who would. WAHAHAHA!! Yea..me. I think he scored 2 or 3 points for the entire game. I dunno what's wrong with him.
Baka iniwan ng girlfriend?? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!
Pagkakataon ko na!! Hahaha.. kidding.. But I don't mind if you take me seriously. ^-^
Behold! Another work of art
I thought I'd be taking my CD-burn business more seriously. I created a website to list all my mp3s and to allow people to order and request for songs they want online. Hahaha. I think I'd be sued for piracy.
Huwag niyo na lang ipagkalat. And besides, I'm not distributing my mp3s online. I mean, they're not available for anybody to download right off my server. That's what I don't want to violate. I don't want to be closed down like they did to Napster. (Hmm..reminded me of "Napster" in Italian Job. You should see it if you haven't.) Anyway, this is the
url.
Ragnarok Website
I haven't updated that for quite a long time now. But I might do that as soon as I get screenshots of my lovable characters. I'm currently playing with my acolyte, Gurl`Ni`Spark on Chaos. In a span of 8 hours or so, she has leveled up 5 times. Whew! Had I known where to level up before I created my thief, I would have had a priestess now. Grr. Oh well. Check out
Gurl`Ni`Spark's pRO Guide for updates soon! ^-^
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Saturday, September 18, 2004
No more?!
I played Ragnarok a lot yesterday and before that, I checked my RO load and it says I still had 4 hours and 57 minutes. Today, I woke up before 12pm (I'm such a sleepyhead lately), I drank my med, ate some crackers, cooked rice and reheated the
tinola, and loaded the clothes into the washing machine. And tadah! I'm ready to sit on my throne in front of the computer! I played and played until 1:30pm, when I finally felt hungry. I checked my RO load, and voila! I only got 49 minutes left!!! SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*T!!!
The phone rings...
Spark: Haller!
Me: Haller!
Spark: Birthday ni V..blah blah blah
Me: Ah... Mabait naman ako di ba?
Spark: Oo naman bakit?
Me: Pwede mo ko bilhan ng load? HEHEHEHE!
Spark: Sige mamaya. Baha kasi sa labas eh.
Me: Oki!
Spark: Magkano bibilhin ko, 50 or 100?
Me: 50! Ay wait.. 100? Ay.. bahala ka na lang.
Spark: Bakit mo nga pala natanong kung mabait ka?
Me: Eh kasi wala na akong load...
Spark: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Hehehe! Does that make me a high-maintainance gf? Hrm.. I don't ask him for load every week. Occasionally
lang.. when I've been good! MWEHEHEHE!! And now all my load's used up. Nakakabitin! Especially when there's no lag even if there's a siege going on. Hay.. I seldom get to play like that on weekends. I think I'm actually getting addicted too much. That load was supposed to last until Monday since I topped-up last Tuesday only. 50 a week. I really don't know what happened this week. -_-
I still couldn't find Haller. She's probably dead by now without food. I actually dreamt of her the other night.. Hay.. Poor thing. She shouldn't have escaped in the first place!!! She gets fed in her cage!!! What's up with that?
My mum says she knows I've been lying to her. Now, now, wait before you judge me. You see, I'm not allowed to have a Pinoy for a bf. It's just unacceptable to her. Anyway, I'm not even sure if this is what she's talking about but I know that this is the only thing I'm lying about. I don't care if my brother told her about us. I'm not angry at anybody. I knew from the beginning that sooner or later everybody's going to find out that I have a Pinoy bf. We've been together for almost 3 years now and I know that we're not doing anything wrong. I don't let our relationship affect my studies and whatever else important. I don't see anything wrong with it. If we we're found out, I'm not sure what's going to happen but I'm pretty sure my life would be the same. Hopefully. The funny thing is..I'm not feeling scared. Weird.
Yesterday, I received an e-mail from the Tantra admin, asking me if I wanted to beta test for the new MMORPG (massively multiplayer online role-playing game) - TANTRA. I don't know how they know my e-mail. I clicked the link to their site and found out that abs-cbn actually bought the game from somewhere.
Panglaban siguro sa Ragnarok. Anyway, the requirements were pretty simple..
Visit their site if you're interested. I'm not sure if there's pay though. The graphics is different from Ragnarok in that it's anime-like and a bit Final Fantasy-ish. Check out their screenshots.
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Friday, September 17, 2004
Must I explain?
I played Ragnarok the moment I got home until I closed my eyes to rest last Tuesday. I slept at around 12:30am to be exact. I actually had to scold myself to make me drag my ass up to my room. Geez. Addiction? Or just plain crazy?? Whatever. I should have been able to post last Wednesday if I hadn't gone to see the doctor. We came back home late in the afternoon and I was too restless to post. I didn't use the computer at all for two days, from Wednesday to Thursday. I studied for our Biochem lab midterm yesterday. Today, I made no plans. Just do whatever.
Highlights of my dull life
The doctor says my tummy pains are because of heartburn or GERD (gastro-esophageal bleah). I've been under medication since Wednesday and I think that it's what causing my sleepiness. Did you know that one tablet costs Php80+ each?! Friggin! I never thought that the pains would be THAT serious. Had he said I was suffering from ulcer, I would have understood that better. Gawd. But you know what? I think that explains the occasional chest pains. I'm in deep sh*t, aren't I? Anyway, since the same day I also had to elevate my chest and shoulders when sleeping. It feels A HELL LOT uncomfortable! I like curling up into a ball.. and I can't do that anymore because of the friggin GERD!!
We played counter-strike yesterday. It was fun. ^-^ Glenda's barkada came along with us, so THIS GUY and PARE included. Anwyay, I think I played well that day. Maybe I was in the mood? Or maybe they're just plain suckier than I am. Wahahaha!!! No, seriously. I actually heard the guys standing behind me and watching me play say "Lupit!". It reminded me of days when I was TOTALLY addicted to counter-strike. About 2-3 years ago. When we made trips to Makati just to play CS with other guys. I rocked those days. Wahahaha!!!
Pero until now,
ayoko pa rin 'pag may nanonood sa likod ko.. nakaka-conscious. But at least,
'di ako napapahiya 'pag may nanonood. ^-^
This morning, OMIGOD, I got REALLY pissed off because of my IT prof. I finally got the chance to report on Statistical Tools available on Microsoft Excel. OMIGOD
talaga. Can you believe?! He's asking me to report on functions when my report is about the Analysis ToolPak! That sh*thead! I told him that the reporter on that hasn't arrived yet. He says, "
Ano hihintayin pa natin siya?"
Eh ilang beses ba siya iniluwal ng ina niya?! Sampu?! P*ta!! How can I report on something that I don't know about?! F*cker. If it weren't for the cold weather, I would have hit him. Er.. maybe I wouldn't. Maybe I'd excuse myself from class for a while and come back when I'm all calm and collected. My classmates noticed I was pissed. Waha. I wonder if he did.
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Monday, September 13, 2004
Problem-filled Day
I woke up rather early this morning..around 8am..too early for school but not too early for RagnaroK. Hehehe! The stench of an addict. ^-^ I was enjoying my game when I learned that my amah had not been feeling well. She had a really bad case of diarrhea and she was vomiting. Because of that, the nurses had to wait for the doctor's order to whether feed her or not. I went to check on her but of course, there was nothing that I could do. So I went back home and started "preparing" for school. (I actually went back to playing RagnaroK for a little while. >_<)
Tita M called me to talk to the doctor on the phone. He gave me instructions on what to feed my amah and then he said he'll try to dropby in the afternoon. To those who don't know, either my mum or I osterize my amah's food so only the two of us know the formula. So I started doing my task, first, the apple and banana mix as ordered by the doctor, and next, the real food for 2pm and 8pm. I finished at past 2pm. If I had to be in school at 4pm, I had to leave by 2:30. Waha! Well, of course, I didn't make it. It started getting dark here at around the same time and the rain started to pour.
While all that was happening, I was talking with Spark on the phone. OMIGOSH. We've been fighting a lot lately and I'm getting REALLY tired of it. And I actually told him that I was getting tired of him too. Mean? B!tch? Yea..I guess. I guess I was just too stressed to be talking about serious stuff. Sometimes I just feel like the relationship's going nowhere. Like we're not growing. I want to grow. But all he wants to do is not talk about our problems. He wants to "escape" from brewing problems and troubles. Hay.. What's up with that?
So anyway, that was my hectic morning. I went up to my room to get something and thought I'd check on Hammie and Haller (I think that she thinks that that's her name since that's what I say whenever I see her). SHE WASN'T THERE! As in, she's missing! Gone! Nada! Err.. I haven't really given up on finding her. She says Haller would eventually show up..when she gets hungry. I just hope she's not dead. I told my cousin, the kid who owns Haller, that if Haller doesn't come back, I'll get him a new hamster when he gets his own cage.
My Wishlist:
© that my amah will get better soon
© that Haller will show up
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Saturday, September 11, 2004
Gosh. A week after my last post. Did anyone think I was dead?? Or perhaps eaten by Hammie?? Hehehe. ...
Hammie-wise.
It's been also a week since I had Hammie. It's not that I'm not as excited or anything. I luuurve Hammie and I'm actually playing with him as I write this. I think he's grown fatter. I've been giving him treats like bits of cabbage, oats, Combos and chocolate wafers. I'm not really sure if those are good for hamsters. They seem to like it. And they don't look sick to me. I took a picture of him. Check it out! ^-^
Hammie!
Still Hammie-wise but a lot cousin-wise.
The other day, my cousin, Michael, was telling my other cousin about Hammie. He says the reason why I got Hammie was because I envied my other cousins who had pet fishes in huge aquariums. It ticked me off. I blurted out something that made me sound mad and I REALLY was and then he asked, "
Eh ba't galit ka? Totoo naman eh." I hate him to his guts. That a55hole. It's like he kicked me in the rear and asked if I were in pain! And wtf is wrong with wanting a pet?? Maybe if I got a pet fish as well, he can say I'm "gaya-gaya". But I got a hamster because my godmother sent me a hamster cage and some hamster food! What did he want me to do with that?! Lock myself inside that cage and eat that food?! F*cker. F*ck
talaga.
If I were REALLY a b*tch, I would have told him a HELL lot.
"Alam mo sayang ka, matalino ka nga wala ka namang "human factor"! Akala mo talaga "the great one" ka dahil akala mo alam mo lahat! Well, FYI a55hole, hindi ka diyos to know everything there is to know in this world or even yet to know what everybody is thinking! Sayang ka talaga. Pareho ka sa tatay mo na walang lumabas sa bunganga kundi mura, sa iyo ang lumalabas garbage! Stinking garbage! Basura ka! BASURA!!!"
That wasn't the only time he talked sh*t about me. He mentioned my other cousin who wanted to take up nursing in college because of his
barkada. He said that my other cousin got that attitude from me since the reason why I'm taking biology is because some friend dragged me into it. And the same goes with my school. Well, sh*t
siya. If there's anybody who dragged me into taking up biology, that's ME. M-E, ME. And what, did I go to Ateneo like most of my friends did?! F*ck. I'm all by myself in PLM, a55hole! Earth to you! Unlike you, I don't join the bandwagon. YOU went to La Salle, I bet your friends did too! You got yourself fancy gadgets like your digital cam because your officemates have it. Admit it! You're the sucker and you're just dying to make me take your place! Well, guess what?! **** ***!!! I live MY life. So go f*ck up with yours. Whew. Sorry. I'm just so mad and I had to let it out.. I don't want anything to do with him anymore.
Ragnarok-wise.
My thief's now an assassin! ^-^ I guess this is the reason why I haven't been posting. All I do online is play Ragnarok. I barely even sign in to YM anymore! Anyway, I'm so addicted this week because Spark gave me Php100 load. Haha! The difference with the normal Php50 load is that you can play for unlimited hours for one whole week. So there. So far, I've played for more than 16 hours, so more or less,
bawi na yung 100. But since the load expires on Tuesday, I can still play for over 16 hours. Hahaha! Addict! But sometimes, I play with my merchant on Chaos server. Just selling stuff and making lots and lost of dough. Hehehe!
School-wise.
My to-do list is SO not shortened.
© IT report (Tue)
© Biochem Lab Midterm (Fri)
© Book Review (Before finals)
The IT report should have been over yesterday but my friggin' teacher was "
sabik sa laptop" that he talked on and on and on about Microsoft Excel while clicking this and that and he didn't let us finish our report. The other people in our class were saying that they doubt if he would still let us report next meeting. Wtf?! How the hell do they know that?! They DON'T know that.
Nagmamarunong na naman sila. He didn't say anything about our report. Shut your piehole if you don't know what you're talking about!!!
Anyway, our biochem prof who hated us to the bones, hates us even more. She got mad again because some of our classmates were talking and laughing. Honestly, when she told us before that she doesn't like teaching our block and blah blah blah,
nawalan na ako ng gana mag-aral ng subject niya. If there's anything that would drag my grades down, it'd be her subject. I doubt if that's being professional for a teacher to tell her students that she hates teaching them. Even if the teacher is the "powerful being" in a public school setting, saying those things won't encourage us to do better. It actually made me think low of her.
Sayang siya. Ok naman siya magturo. Reminds me of high school - spoonfeeding.
Walang kahirap-hirap. But then, after that,
wala na lang. She even threatened
na hihirapan niya 'yun finals. Sus. Bumenta na 'yon kamo.
I still have a long way to finishing my book review. It's for Panitikan so it follows that the book is by a Pinoy author. I don't hate Pinoy writing. In fact, I like Ang Tundo man may Langit Din. But unfortunately, someone else is reading that already. I'm reading Flower in a Gun Barrel. It's history-related. I hate history. So good luck to me.
Family-wise.
I honestly hate coming home, if not for playing Ragnarok for free. It doesn't make me feel like it's "home" anymore. What with a dad who had said he's leaving after we graduate from college, watches this channel where people chat thru text when he gets home, with a brother who answers his mum as if she weren't his mum at all and both ask to have my mum do something for them, like show them she cares for them. A55holes. Doesn't feeding them meals at the appropriate time enough? Isn't washing their clothes enough? Isn't trying to have conversation with them enough? Ingrates. And they ask to have some piece of mind and relaxation but when they come home all they do is sit on their a55 and watch TV or play computer games while my mum does all the work. Did you know that the only person I talk to here, in this "home", is my mum? And I've been thinking a lot about taking up medicine because I want to graduate and earn money really fast so I can move out and take my mum with me. Anywhere.
Basta away from these two people.
Spark-wise.
I've been feeling depressed lately because of all the sh*t that has been happening. I needed somebody to talk to last night and I thought Spark was a good idea. NOT. I wanted to tell him everything but he ended up telling me stuff that somehow "defends" the other side. I hate it when he does that.
Kung kailan kailangan mo ng kakampi, tsaka ka pa talaga gaganunin. That's that. That's all the loose sh*t.
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Saturday, September 04, 2004
HAMMIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
I woke up at the sound of the delivery guy hauling some diapers into the house. It was past 9am. I dragged myself out of bed, and without my slippers on, descended the stairs. I met the delivery guy and paid for the diapers. As I was chowing down on some wafers, I instinctively searched the yellow pages for bioresearch. I dialed the number once, twice, thrice, and four times but I couldn't get through. I looked up to see the time. I was dumbfounded to see that it was only 9:30am. Stores don't open until 10.
A few minutes before 10, my uncle asked me if I needed anything from Unimart. I heard myself say, "Hamster". I stood up, changed into some shirt and jeans and found myself at bioresearch, Greenhills in no time. I first saw Teddy Bear hamsters sold at 60 for the male and 70 for the female. After I picked out some bedding and some sand bath, I was on to picking my new pet. I was mesmerized by the sight of Campbells Dwarf Russian Hamsters, the Opal kind. Hay.. I'll take pictures of him soon. ^-^
Anyway, turns out, my cousin Abadik wants a hamster, too. But his mum can't afford to buy him a cage yet so they're keeping their hamster with mine. I told them that they couldn't pick a male because they will fight. Abadik decided to get a female. So we got a pair! ^-^ That was good since they're cheaper when bought in pairs - Php250, but originally, a female costs Php160 and a male costs Php150. Now all I talk about is Hammie.. Hammie.. Hammie.. I luuuuuuuurve Hammie! ^-^
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Friday, September 03, 2004
Losing Time
Time seems to be playing a game with me. The other day, both my handphone and our wall clock were dead that I had to go see our neighbor's clock. Geez. You might think that it's not such a big deal but it feels really weird when I don't know what time it is exactly. Yesterday, I set off for schoo l at about 5 minutes before 6am on my wristwatch. When I saw the time on the bus, it says it's 6:15 already! -_-
Moodswing
Last tuesday, Bud came in late for class. There's this text that we need photocopied for thursday but since we didn't have classes on wednesdays, I had to have it photocopied that same day and I thought I'll get Bud a copy as well. Today, he photocopied some text required for an exam for himself. I admit,
nagtampururot ako. I just find what he did unfair. Or maybe I expected something in return for what I did, when I shouldn't have.
Hay.. Ewan.. I actually felt depressed after that and didn't want to attend the rest of my classes. But I'm a good girl.. and Bud and I are ok now, I guess.. ^-^
Hammie!!
I'm dying to buy a pet hamster. I've already done my research on how to care for one and the stuff they need for their home. I specifically want a Blue Pearl Dwarf Russian hammie, if they don't sell that here, I'll settle for a roborovski. And I hope they sell that. I'm thinking I might get one tomorrow.. but I'm not really sure yet since I can't drive without a license and I doubt if I can commute with the hammie in its cage.. hmm..
buti kung samahan ako ni Spark..
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Fulfilled. Accomplished. Entranced.
Last monday, the results of our Physics midterm exam was released. And guess what?! I got 93%!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEED!! I'm so happy!! ^-^ I actually thought I was going to fail that exam since I didn't know how to do about 4 problems. I only guessed that one of the variables must be equal to zero so I can get the required value. (Lost you? -_-) Anyway, another reason why I didn't get one of the problems was that I didn't hear the correction. -_-; Stupid. mwahaha!
Time flies too fast. It's already September. According to our profs, the second week of October would be final exams week. So after that, the first semester's over. Geez. You think I'll achieve my goal? I'm actually having doubts. I may be happy about my Physics grades but my Biochem grades suck so bad that I failed my midterm exam..by about 4 or 5 points according to Earl. Hay.. I better be pushing harder if I really want it, right? It's that darned RagnaroK game's fault. Err.. Yeah.. Whatever.
Yesterday, I got home early. As usual, I played Ragnarok for a couple of hours until my character's base level was 52. Mwahaha! Bobet wasn't online but Dems was.
Mga addict! Wahaha! Anyway, by 5pm, I bid Dems goodbye because I had to save 2 hours of my RO load for tomorrow - RagnaroK Thursday! After that, I had nothing better to do, so
nag-trip na naman ako! I logged in to
friendster, searched for some bikini pictures on
google, and walah! I got meself a booby picture! Wahaha! Today, I got about 5 friend requests - all men. Geez. Horny bastards. Bwahaha!
I now have a couple of PLM visitors on this site -
Bobet and
Joven. Knowing that, I hope my writing style wouldn't change. Err..but somehow it already feels a bit awkward to write about stuff. Not that I don't trust them or anything like that. I guess..kahiya lang that they're going to learn things about me that I wouldn't dare share or say out loud. Sometimes it feels more comfortable when you don't know your readers personally. Well, of course, I know my cuz,
LeS and
Meh personally.. but they've known me for a long time and I know they won't judge me for what I write, right? ^-^ Plus,
Adrian, whom I haven't met, has always been a good reader, even commenting about stupid stuff that I do. ^-^ I think I'll get used to it.. ^-^
Ohhh!! Speaking about "knowing", I heard some
chizmax about PARE! If you would recall, last semester, I did not allow PARE to court me so we remained friends. But THIS GUY seemed jealous even about our friendship so PARE decided that we should "lessen our closeness". Last summer, he was like a soap scripwriter texting me that "we have nothing to talk about anymore". Well, I heard, last summer, he was actually courting another girl. I think, while he was texting me his drama, he was already courting the girl and it's like bye-tin-you're-out-of-my-life-i-have-a-new-subject-now kind of text. Whatever. WAHAHA! Anyway, the girl turned him down. But what's unclear to me is,
bakit galit yung girl
sa kanya? Hmm..
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