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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Hear Ye! Hear Ye!
Saturday
Well, I didn't leave home. I started playing a new game - Gunbound. I didn't know how to play it at first. Demmet, I didn't even know how to shoot! Anyway, I learned how to play it at the end of the day. I was chatting with an old friend on YM and he revealed that he liked me. Let's call him..Kurikung. (Not that he has it or anything. I just thought of the word.) Anyway, he revealed more than that.. but I think I'll keep those to myself. He also invited me to lunch on Tuesday, says its his day-off, I agreed because it was supposed to be a post-birthday celebration for him. ^-^
Sunday
We had lunch at Tempura as an advanced birthday celebration for my mum. We went shopping afterwards, supposedly just for my bro's shoes. But I ended up buying 2 pairs of sandals. I luuuuuuuuuuuurve both. I took a picture of it,
look! The other one's up in my room. It's one of those ankle tie types.. it rocks!! ^-^ But I have to be wearing a skirt before I get to wear it. I'm feeling different lately.. like I'm getting tired of jeans, hipsters and slacks.. I feel like changing my wardrobe.. Is this the normal feeling of someone turning 20? :-S
The archers lost. ARGH!! I don't know what's wrong with Yeo. He seems to suck REALLY bad lately. He barely gets a shot in.
Monday
At 1:30 am, Kurikung drove by our place. Their team went undertime because they weren't doing anything, and yeah he's working. He brought me this hot pan de sal and some Sprite from 7 11. I think he's sweet. Spark's never done that for me.
Hay.. Anyway, I actually enjoyed his company. He's really funny and stuff.
Pero ganon lang naman ata talaga pag sa umpisa. Later that evening, at around 10:30, he dropped by. He actually forgot that he doesn't have work when he was already at work. Hahaha! I thought that was crazy. He asked if I wanted something before coming over, I told him I didn't want anything. He canceled our "date" for Tuesday because he has to go to work later that night. I kind of felt sad..or disappointed. I'm not sure. I'm SO confused lately.
I bought my mum some blueberry cheesecake on my way home. And when I entered the house, I was singing "janjaranjanjan, happy happy happy birthday.." Haha! Call it corny, but I think I surprised my mum. ^-^ I even bought numeric candles, stuck them on the cake and let my mum make her wish.
And this is what's left of the cake. -_- Spark picked me up. There aren't really sparks left between us.
Kung meron man, naghihingalo na. It felt like I was just with an ordinary friend. The only weird thing was, he picked me up from school.
Tuesday
The moment I got home, I started working on my Physics project - still. And when I finished that, I went on to my next project - BioStats. I think I'm all done. Just a few finishing touches and voila! I'm good to go. Hah! Finally. Tomorrow, I have to go get an ultrasound of my gall bladder, my doc says to check for stones. But I think it's just heartburn..this tummy ache. I'm expecting a long day. I'll be studying for 2 final exams. Whew! Review
pala. But that's
bawi time so I can REALLY make it to my goal.
I talked to Spark this afternoon. He was asking about US. I thought it was about time for me to tell him everything - that I didn't feel like I have a bf since we saw each other only once a week, sometimes zero times in a week, all we do is text (which is usually:
office na ko, home na ko), if we get to talk on the phone, it usually lasts for ten minutes or less. In short, he doesn't have time for me. He said that the reason for that was his work which has been really stressful lately, I didn't have anything to say to that. I just reminded him of his promise about "changes", that he'll make it up to me and blah, and I told him that I wasn't seeing any good change. Honestly, I really don't care anymore if we break up. It's practically the same whether I'm with him or not. He said the same stuff over again: "Sorry. I'll make it up to you." It seems like he's not taking this seriously.
Bahala na siya. I'm just waiting for him to break up with me since he doesn't "allow" me to do that. I don't even know why I'm still following him. I guess
naaawa na lang talaga ako sa kanya. Eh bakit ba di ako maawa sa sarili ko?! ARGHHH!!
Tiiin* was starless at
10:55 PM
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