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Saturday, September 11, 2004
Gosh. A week after my last post. Did anyone think I was dead?? Or perhaps eaten by Hammie?? Hehehe. ...
Hammie-wise.
It's been also a week since I had Hammie. It's not that I'm not as excited or anything. I luuurve Hammie and I'm actually playing with him as I write this. I think he's grown fatter. I've been giving him treats like bits of cabbage, oats, Combos and chocolate wafers. I'm not really sure if those are good for hamsters. They seem to like it. And they don't look sick to me. I took a picture of him. Check it out! ^-^
Hammie!
Still Hammie-wise but a lot cousin-wise.
The other day, my cousin, Michael, was telling my other cousin about Hammie. He says the reason why I got Hammie was because I envied my other cousins who had pet fishes in huge aquariums. It ticked me off. I blurted out something that made me sound mad and I REALLY was and then he asked, "
Eh ba't galit ka? Totoo naman eh." I hate him to his guts. That a55hole. It's like he kicked me in the rear and asked if I were in pain! And wtf is wrong with wanting a pet?? Maybe if I got a pet fish as well, he can say I'm "gaya-gaya". But I got a hamster because my godmother sent me a hamster cage and some hamster food! What did he want me to do with that?! Lock myself inside that cage and eat that food?! F*cker. F*ck
talaga.
If I were REALLY a b*tch, I would have told him a HELL lot.
"Alam mo sayang ka, matalino ka nga wala ka namang "human factor"! Akala mo talaga "the great one" ka dahil akala mo alam mo lahat! Well, FYI a55hole, hindi ka diyos to know everything there is to know in this world or even yet to know what everybody is thinking! Sayang ka talaga. Pareho ka sa tatay mo na walang lumabas sa bunganga kundi mura, sa iyo ang lumalabas garbage! Stinking garbage! Basura ka! BASURA!!!"
That wasn't the only time he talked sh*t about me. He mentioned my other cousin who wanted to take up nursing in college because of his
barkada. He said that my other cousin got that attitude from me since the reason why I'm taking biology is because some friend dragged me into it. And the same goes with my school. Well, sh*t
siya. If there's anybody who dragged me into taking up biology, that's ME. M-E, ME. And what, did I go to Ateneo like most of my friends did?! F*ck. I'm all by myself in PLM, a55hole! Earth to you! Unlike you, I don't join the bandwagon. YOU went to La Salle, I bet your friends did too! You got yourself fancy gadgets like your digital cam because your officemates have it. Admit it! You're the sucker and you're just dying to make me take your place! Well, guess what?! **** ***!!! I live MY life. So go f*ck up with yours. Whew. Sorry. I'm just so mad and I had to let it out.. I don't want anything to do with him anymore.
Ragnarok-wise.
My thief's now an assassin! ^-^ I guess this is the reason why I haven't been posting. All I do online is play Ragnarok. I barely even sign in to YM anymore! Anyway, I'm so addicted this week because Spark gave me Php100 load. Haha! The difference with the normal Php50 load is that you can play for unlimited hours for one whole week. So there. So far, I've played for more than 16 hours, so more or less,
bawi na yung 100. But since the load expires on Tuesday, I can still play for over 16 hours. Hahaha! Addict! But sometimes, I play with my merchant on Chaos server. Just selling stuff and making lots and lost of dough. Hehehe!
School-wise.
My to-do list is SO not shortened.
© IT report (Tue)
© Biochem Lab Midterm (Fri)
© Book Review (Before finals)
The IT report should have been over yesterday but my friggin' teacher was "
sabik sa laptop" that he talked on and on and on about Microsoft Excel while clicking this and that and he didn't let us finish our report. The other people in our class were saying that they doubt if he would still let us report next meeting. Wtf?! How the hell do they know that?! They DON'T know that.
Nagmamarunong na naman sila. He didn't say anything about our report. Shut your piehole if you don't know what you're talking about!!!
Anyway, our biochem prof who hated us to the bones, hates us even more. She got mad again because some of our classmates were talking and laughing. Honestly, when she told us before that she doesn't like teaching our block and blah blah blah,
nawalan na ako ng gana mag-aral ng subject niya. If there's anything that would drag my grades down, it'd be her subject. I doubt if that's being professional for a teacher to tell her students that she hates teaching them. Even if the teacher is the "powerful being" in a public school setting, saying those things won't encourage us to do better. It actually made me think low of her.
Sayang siya. Ok naman siya magturo. Reminds me of high school - spoonfeeding.
Walang kahirap-hirap. But then, after that,
wala na lang. She even threatened
na hihirapan niya 'yun finals. Sus. Bumenta na 'yon kamo.
I still have a long way to finishing my book review. It's for Panitikan so it follows that the book is by a Pinoy author. I don't hate Pinoy writing. In fact, I like Ang Tundo man may Langit Din. But unfortunately, someone else is reading that already. I'm reading Flower in a Gun Barrel. It's history-related. I hate history. So good luck to me.
Family-wise.
I honestly hate coming home, if not for playing Ragnarok for free. It doesn't make me feel like it's "home" anymore. What with a dad who had said he's leaving after we graduate from college, watches this channel where people chat thru text when he gets home, with a brother who answers his mum as if she weren't his mum at all and both ask to have my mum do something for them, like show them she cares for them. A55holes. Doesn't feeding them meals at the appropriate time enough? Isn't washing their clothes enough? Isn't trying to have conversation with them enough? Ingrates. And they ask to have some piece of mind and relaxation but when they come home all they do is sit on their a55 and watch TV or play computer games while my mum does all the work. Did you know that the only person I talk to here, in this "home", is my mum? And I've been thinking a lot about taking up medicine because I want to graduate and earn money really fast so I can move out and take my mum with me. Anywhere.
Basta away from these two people.
Spark-wise.
I've been feeling depressed lately because of all the sh*t that has been happening. I needed somebody to talk to last night and I thought Spark was a good idea. NOT. I wanted to tell him everything but he ended up telling me stuff that somehow "defends" the other side. I hate it when he does that.
Kung kailan kailangan mo ng kakampi, tsaka ka pa talaga gaganunin. That's that. That's all the loose sh*t.
Tiiin* was starless at
10:56 AM
2 Comment(s):
at 2:47 PM:
ang cute naman ni hammie! ;)
ang cute din ng pangalan! HAMMIE! hehehe! :)
-adrian-
merrie at 7:23 PM:
tama ka.. indi siya great one.. dahil isa lang ang great one.. ako yun! :D *lol*
