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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Monday, October 25, 2004
Staccato of Hopes and Wishes.. My Confessions..
I'm so glad Panotski came on time. But I was late by 20 minutes. Hwaha! It was friggin' traffic at Bustillos. -_-; I got my class card. Laine was there with her great one, Da, so we went through the preliminary sh*t together. I'm going back to school tomorrow for the enlistment. I hope it won't take that long. O_o I also want to keep the same block..with my barkada..but hopefully, THIS GUY and PARE will move out to block 1. -_- I wish! Hwaha! I doubt if they'll move. They still have some friends in our block. Whatever. I wish our classes would start in the morning or mid-morning. My parents don't want me coming home late. Ya know
naman. Ahehe!
I was assessing myself today while I was talking to D. I don't want to talk about serious sh*t at the moment but I couldn't help it. Especially when D was asking me about "us" and telling me that I should concentrate on Kurikung.
My gas!
These are my confessions.
I have always been a bad gf. You can ask my ex's about that. I have never been loyal. Hm.. Except to Baku. Had we lasted more than 4 months, I would have cheated on him too. Believe it. I'm a player.
Masama talaga akong tao. Masama akong babae. I don't know what made me this way. I just can't seem to feel contentment. I don't want a dull relationship. The love must always be burning. I want the thrill to be there at all times. I want excitement. Fun. Spontaneity. I don't want to be the one to submit to anybody.
When I was with Spark, I tried my very best to be loyal and truthful at all times. I submitted myself entirely, wholeheartedly. I even went to places by myself just because he wanted me to meet him there. I've never done that for anybody before. I succeeded for a year or so. But I needed something. I don't want to blame it on Spark or anything since we're already over and there's no use crying over spilled milk. But Spark started to change.
He began to make me feel like there was a collar around my neck that was connected to a chain that was tied to him. He started commanding and demanding that I should not talk to this person and this person..bleah. Although he became possessive, he seemed to lose time for me. I mean, sure boys will be boys and they need time to spend with their barkada, but he was different. Almost everybody I know knows that I cannot go as I please because my parents are strict. He says going out with his barkada was just once a week. Right. You know how to count? How about going out with your gf, dude? I hope you get the picture.
Sa kanya na ako naging pinakamatino. And what did he do? Nada.
I wanted attention. I needed somebody who could give me that attention. I needed somebody who could spend quality time with me. I couldn't help it. I had to do something drastic to obtain what I wanted. I cheated. I played the game that I thought I'd be able to stop playing.
But I don't want to play it anymore. And I need that person who can make me stop. I want to find that person. I want to know that person. I want to be with that person. Can you help me?
Tiiin* was starless at
7:55 PM
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