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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube

Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Crazy and Weird Sh*t Happening

I learned that my amah's pulse rate dropped to around 20 the other night, while she was sleeping. T_T I understand that all things come to an end. It's not that I don't want her to go. She has been suffering for more than 3 years now..if my calculations are correct.. And if she has to go, I want her to leave peacefully. Hell. Who wants to see her suffer even more?? But the more I think about it, the more I become uncertain that I want to let her go. I've told her a lot of times that I love her. I just hope she can still hear. Hay..

I got my class cards yesterday. It was the most unusual "class cards day" I've ever had. We were done collecting by 12pm. The bad thing is napasubo ako sa paglibre. -_-; I treated a couple of friends to lunch and I paid one-fourth of Bobet's game time. Hahaha! Sorry, Bob! I didn't know nakadalawang oras na pala tayo. Hahaha! Anyway, my grades are fine. Erm..quite disappointing, actually, because I expected something higher. But come to think of it, there were a lot of times that I wasn't able to study for an exam..and I just played Ragnarok! HAHAHA! Ok. Whatever.

I am RAGING mad right now. I cannot believe that I've had so many fights with D already when we aren't even together!! SH******************************T!! WTF is up with that?? Buti sana kung iba-ibang reason at hindi kababawan eh. But the reason is always f*cking the same!! SELOS! P*tang*nang selos yan!! *breathe in, breathe out* I honestly don't know what to do with that anymore. With our situation. With him. With ..B. HUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! Sana naimbento yung ganun.. yung pag naisigaw mo na yung nararamdaman mo, maaayos na ang lahat. Sana posible yun. Sana...

I found out that I'm not actually in love with Weed. I mean...it's not that deep yet. I'm in love with the surface. Just the facade as to a building. The presence. The smile. There are things that I don't like about him. Things that are unacceptable for me. If I don't accept his entirety, I'm not in love. Ewan ko na. I'm soooooo lost right now and I cannot think straight because of this anger with D. RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! Tae.

No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE.
No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK.
And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE.

Tiiin* was starless at 6:45 PM

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