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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube

Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)

Wednesday, March 02, 2005
3 of 3.. PERFECT!!

Currently listening to: Boyz II Men - Everything is You

Today, on a scale of 1-5, 5 being the highest:

School Productivity: 1 2 3 4 5
Angelic Deeds: 1 2 3 4 5
Devilish Acts: 1 2 3 4 5
Fun: 1 2 3 4 5
Mahal: 1 2 3 4 5

This is what's supposed to appear in my post last night. It's going to be difficult to reconstruct my paragraphs.. I was on a high last night. Today is just an ordinary day. :)

All my late nights finally paid off. ^-^ Lack of sleep makes me SUPER emotional and I don't like it. T_T

1 of 3. I. A couple of weeks ago, I created this flash movie of my poem (the one in yellow text scrolling to your right..) for mahal. At that time, I was really happy with the result of my work. But as I was looking at it, incorporated with this blog, I thought it sucked. LOL. I decided to use a scrolling marquee instead, which I believe is a hell lot clearer and more neat to the movie I made. I guess nobody else, except me and my bro, would ever see the outcome of that movie. LOL. Kakahiya ilabas eh. Panget talaga.. But maybe one of these days, I'll show MF what it looks like and let him decide if it really sucks as bad as I think it does. LOL. Anyway, I dig my scrolling marquee. ^-^ It's simple but hella efficient. ^-^ MF saw this blog last Monday and he had left a comment saying that he was surprised. ^-^

2 of 3. Love. I remember MF telling me that the Helm of Angel was his dream headgear in Ragnarok. That's what I decided to get for him. Unfortunately, players wanted 24-25M for the thing and we only had about a hundred thousand worth of zeny. LOL! It took 3 days AND nights to raise our zeny to 21M! Gawd. I was already crying Monday night because I really coudln't get one. Luckily, yesterday morning, Angelish told me to go hunt Dark Lord with them when I actually planned to make a public chat to buy the Helm of Angel. I was GLAD that I came along. Dark Lord dropped a bone helm and my share from it was worth 1.2M raising our zeny to 22M. I came home from school at around 11am to give a last shot at buying the headgear. My public chat read "b>+4 angel helm 22m NOW NAAA". LOL! Just before I was about to exit because I didn't want to be late for my 1pm class, somebody was trying to make a deal with me. TADAH!! +4 Helm of Angel. ^-^ When MF and I was at Bulats, I asked him to log on to his RO account. When he saw his headgear he was laughing and smiling and telling me that I was "makulit". LOL! He was happy. ^-^

3 of 3. You. I asked Ku-yamot to buy a chocolate cake for MF because I won't be able to buy one and it wouldn't be a surprise anymore because MF was picking me up after school. I thought my plans were not going to work out well because 1 - I failed to remind MF that my classes end at 3pm and not 4 so he was late in picking me up; hence, we were late at Bulats. 2 - When I texted Anne (hi Anne!! thank you!! ^-^), she had said that Ku-yamot left the cake at Bulats and went home. I needed Ku-yamot to take care of the candles and make the event a happy one. Naluluha na ako nun. Akala ko talaga kasi wala na..palpak na. "I love" lang ang nabuo ko.. Pano na yun "you"? But God loves MF so (And I hope MF realizes that. God had wanted him to be happy on his special day. And He did it. ^-^), a few minutes later, Ku-yamot (Mot!! THANK YOU SOBRA!! SOBRA!! ^:)^) came and he started the "ceremony" and all the rest fell into place. ^-^

TOday has got to be the most miraculous and blessed day of my entire life. I thank God for giving me that opportunity of making MF happy. I loved the way his eyes gleamed with his happiness. I loved the fact that I had a big part in making them gleam. ^-^ I enjoy making people happy..pero pag si MF ang pinag-uusapan, iba na yun. Iba sha. I'm happy that I made him happy. ^-^

I learned a few important lessons:
1 - In times of dire need, you'll know who your true friends are.
2 - The best thing in life is making somebody special to you happy.
3 - God will always be there.

PS. HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY MAHAL!! I LOVE YOU!! MMMWAPAKKK!! ^-^

PPS. Inasar lang pala ako ni God kasi alam niyang iyaken ako. Perfect naman pala. ^-^

Tiiin* was starless at 8:42 AM

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