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This is the 3rd layout and URL change for this year, 2006. I don't think I'd be changing it again soon.
Design: Tiiin*
GFX Editor: Adobe Photoshop and Adobe ImageReady
Lyrics: Crossfade's "No Giving Up" and "Starless"
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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Certified Computer Addict (CCA)
Currently listening to: Nickelback - How You Remind Me.. and whatever is on Launchcast Radio.. LOL..
Today, on a scale of 1-5, 5 being the highest:School Productivity: 1 2 3
4 5
Angelic Deeds: 1 2 3 4 5
Devilish Acts: 1 2 3 4 5
Fun: 1
2 3 4 5
Mahal: 1 2 3
4 5
I'm trying to study but this darned laptop seems to can't stop screaming my name, calling me, "Tin! USE ME!" LOL. What a psycho. I am such a disturbed child. When I'm alone, my mind thinks about everything and anything that it can get its neurons on. LOL. Here's a list:
- my next layout for next month
- my job application
- going to Singapore
- does my mum hate me?
- what do my parents know?
- my final exams
- will I fail any subject this sem?
- how will my summer go?
- can MF and I last long with all this happening?
- will MF be able to patiently wait for me?
- how's our future going to be like?
- what's really wrong with his mum?
- will I become a doctor someday?
- after 1 year and I can go free, what'll I do? where'll I go?
And the list goes on and on. Stupid crappy nerve cells just won't give up. LOL. It won't even let me drift off to sleep!
Speaking of sleep. I was dreaming this morning. My mum and aunt were trying to make me give up MF because he's Pinoy. I had told them this: "Fil-Chi ako! Fil-Chi!! Kahit sino pwede!!" WAHAHA!! Beat that! It's the first time for me to have control over my dream, to actually do what I want to do and say what I want to say. It's freaky! It gave me the feeling that it was really happening. LOL! But then my dad woke me up and he was asking me some questions. Malas niya, bangag pa ako nun!
"Ayaw mo ba talaga sumama?" "Ayaw."
"Bakit?" "Wala."
"Ano gagawin mo dito?" "Wala."
"May problema ka ba?" "Wala."
"May nililihim ka ba sa amin?" "Wala."
Ngyaha! Feeling ko, he was thinking that I'm on drugs or I'm preggy or something. Why? I don't really know.. But I guess, if you notice that your daughter has not been talking to you or to your wife for a week and has been locking herself up in her room, you'd think that she has a HUGE problem. In deed she has. LOL. She was contemplating about leaving. But, not anymore. My dad even texted me something like 'I know I haven't been a good father to you (glad it finally came from you) but I'm trying to keep this family together (to which I say, yea..right).. I hope you're not keeping anything from us (simply put, I'm not doing anything stupid?).. You just have to bare with us for one more year and you're free to do whatever you want (OH HELL YEAH! This one's the BEST part! LOL!).
Hay buhay..parang life.
Anyway, true true. I only have got one more year left with these people. I just want to be looking at the rainbow after the rain. LOL. Or perhaps the pot of gold at the end of the ..rainbow? If this is in any way a rainbow.. LOLOL. I hate sad thoughts..it makes me feel anorexic. LOL! I feel like I shed off a few pounds. I feel so light..like if the wind blew too hard, it would take me with it. LOL. But hey, at least I get to maintain my figure during a vacation. ^-^
Hm. Vacation. I don't really know what's going to happen this summer. I might be taking summer classes (which I truly dread.. T_T), working here in the Phils at any of the companies I applied to, working for my own virtual company, or working in Singapore. MF and I already talked about it..whatever happens, it's going to be the same, we won't be able to see each other much.. He doesn't want me to go.. But as much as I don't want to go either, I don't have much choice.. I just want to think that when I come back or when summer's over, school resumes and I can see him again.. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Ho hum.. Good luck to me. And MF..
Waaaaaaaaaaaaah!! I still have a lot to read for cell bio.. It sucks!! T_T I mean.. I like cell bio.. but the way the author writes is SUPER boring.. Hay.. Good luck talaga..
Miss ko na MF ko.. SYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!!
Tiiin* was starless at
6:24 PM
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