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This is the 3rd layout and URL change for this year, 2006. I don't think I'd be changing it again soon.
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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Tension
Main Entry: ten·sion
Pronunciation: 'ten-ch&n
Function: noun
1 a : the act or action of stretching or the condition or degree of being stretched to stiffness b : STRESS 1b
2 a : either of two balancing forces causing or tending to cause extension b : the stress resulting from the elongation of an elastic body
3 : inner striving, unrest, or imbalance often with physiological indication of emotion
4 : PARTIAL PRESSURE —ten·sion·al /'tench-n&l, -&n-&l/ adjective —ten·sion·less /'ten-ch&n-l&s/ adjective
This morning, while pampering myself in the shower, I had decided to write about our stressful situation. Although I am only closely related to this family, I refer to it us 'our' because I live with them at the present. As I was going about preparing for work, I had took mental notes on what exactly to write. But as I stare into this monitor, my mind seems to have its own mind for thinking about another thing instead of this task at hand. It was - and still is - thinking about the new layout it had envisioned to create while it was free to float on the way to work.
And now, I have completely forgotten the points I had wanted to present.
Ok.
This place, supposedly my second home away from home for now, has become too stressful. At first, I could cope with the nerve-racking arguments, absurd answers to my helplessness, obnoxious shouting and clashing of whatever was within one's reach. I do not wish to elaborate further as it is enough to lead me to my next point: I cannot live with it. The thought of being able to unlimitedly surf the Internet on broadband for free has become less appealing that I dread going to work and having to dine with my masters for lunch. Once home, I try to entertain myself by reading and conversing with my cousins and laughing at the silliest things. It simply wouldn't work.
While in the shower last night (Yes, I think a lot when I'm alone.), I had thought about returning home earlier than June 10. And move it so the 5th instead. I can easily make up for an excuse to fly back home earlier, like I have school matters to attend to when I really don't. A white lie in it's very essence. However, late last night, I was able to talk to my closest cousins about what's happening. I suddenly saw the situation as a challenge, a problem that could be resolved even if I am not sure that I can do much. Going home early will prove cowardice on my part. Staying would mean courage and selflessness - and foolishness and stupidity. Nonetheless, I wish to stick to my cousins' side and help them go through with it. Although I haven't the slightest idea how.
Good luck to us.
I just hope the 'two balancing forces' won't 'elongate' us in a defective way.
Tiiin* was starless at
4:30 PM
1 Comment(s):
Tiiin at 5:58 PM:
it's a good feeling to know that someone thinks highly of me. LOL missya too! :*
