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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
A World So Shitty
I thought I would be starting the week right by waking up early M0nday morning to clean up, wash my clothes, and then start studying for all my subjects. Things went as planned but came night time, I got so pissed because I still wasn't done answering my DevBio manual and studying for my exam and then my mum was pushing me to do errands for her. Gawd I hate it when she does that.
Tuesday was worse. I fucking failed the exam that I thought I'd ace. Expect less, so they say. I scored 6 out of whatever. And I smelled something fishy about the checking of the papers because the checkers were exchanging glances and nudging each other and smiling when the papers were being returned. Fuck them if they did us wrong. I BELIEVE that the pronephros are the kidneys of the larvae but they fucking put an x on that number. Our prof scheduled our final exam for the same subject the next day. You think I'd want to study?
Hell, no.
I was starving when I came home that night and my dad was throwing tantrums. LOL. I fucking hate it when people throw things about on the dining table. It's not very appetizing for me. So I thought I'd screw eating as well. And I couldn't help myself so I cried out in anger and I just had to say EVERYTHING that was in my head. Things like, some day really soon I won't have to come home to such people, I'll have my own place and that's the reason why I'm having second thoughts about going to med school, I want to earn a living, I want to live for myself. Selfish as it may sound, I'm dying to meet liberty.
Things are getting worse and worse. I had 3 exams scheduled today. The first one was for DevBio. I fucking scored 4 out of 40. OMG. There are a lot of times in this life when I just feel like I could jump at people and punch them to death. It's not about studying the manual, it's about MEMORIZING EVERY SENTENCE written in it. That's not learning, is it? What is this, the old memory game? The figures were cut into pieces and just stuck there and we're supposed to identify what it is. WTF? How do we know that without knowing where it is located? A hole could be anything - it could be a duct or a fucking PRONEPHROS!!
Oh well. The next exam involved the identification of chopped figures too. This time, a microscope is required and yes, a good photographic memory to remember what parasite looks like what. I'm not so sure I passed that one either. The last was .. there is only one way to describe it, in one word, MEMORIZE. Whatever.
Now I'm not sure if I'd like to be stuck in school with all this shit for another 4 or 5 or 6 more fucking years.
I was trying to unwind by playing Ragnarok. I haven't played in how many days. I missed boss hunting. So I used my knight, level 90, AGI VIT type and hunting fucking sucked. It wasn't fun AT ALL. Instead of destressing, I just stressed myself even more because now I'm thinking about creating new characters such as a crusader or a priest!!
And I fucking hate it when people ask me something and when I'm trying to answer, they'll just start talking about something else. Why the fuck did you ask if you don't want to hear the answer anyway?! GRRR. I hate it.
I'm counting the days. I feel it's so near.. But I fear I might not get there..
Help!
Tiiin* was starless at
10:16 PM
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