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This is the 3rd layout and URL change for this year, 2006. I don't think I'd be changing it again soon.
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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Saturday, July 01, 2006
And Now I'm Back from Outer Space
Currently listening to: Usher - Simple Things (why do we make some thing so easy so complicated..)
Some main phone line was stolen in our neighborhood which killed my Internet life Saturday night. Fortunately, when I got home this afternoon, the line has finally been restored. Great. Parang sakto-sakto. First trial ba yun?
The only possible ways of communication was the mobile phone and the Yahoo! mobile. And it sucked big time.
This was one hell of a week. I had my hands full - school, my flu and him.
I had been asking myself one question: 'Could things get any worse?'
As I witnessed a robbery on the bus this morning, I realized that I am still blessed. That things could get worse than what I had been experiencing.
I had been getting really low grades. And the week started out so bad and it really sucked for me because it's all too tiring and none of it seems to be paying off. And then I come home to seek refuge and I can't seem to get it. Well, not from him. He didn't like to talk to me kasi daw sayang load. Great. Just when I needed him most. :(
Sucks to be me.
I think, if I have to get through Med School, I'll need inspiration. A good one at that. Hai..
*And then BSB's All I Have to Give suddenly plays on my mind..* LOL
There's one thing one of the doc's said that got stuck in my head.. When you're in Med School, mahirap na raw makahanap ng BF dahil naiintimidate daw sa profession.. Kung may BF ka raw, wag mo na pakawalan.. Kung wala naman, good luck nalang.. Hahaha! Waaaaaaaaa!! LOL
So panu yun? Kung may BF ka, anu man ugali nia, pagchagaan mo nalang? Tapos kung wala kang BF, kung sino man manligaw sa iyo, pagchagaan mo nalang ren? Hahaha! 'TF!! I can't live with that.
Nakakaiyak naman. Nakakahiya ba ako? Hahaha! Wala lang.. Hm..
Dati pag naaalala ko sha, I can't help but smile to myself. But after all that has happened this week, everytime I remember him, tears just fall down my cheeks and I can't seem to explain why.
I went shopping alone once this week. LOL How lonely?! I bought pink Chucks.
I've been sick. I got a med cert from the clinic yesterday allowing me to take a half day. I went to school today although I wasn't feeling totally good. LOL I can't miss school because I got quizzes and stuff.
Alam mo yun feeling na, here you are going against the norms but when the norms start to fail you, you begin to have doubts and you somewhat want to backout because you're scared of being told 'Buti nga sa iyo' or 'Tanga ka kase' or something similar? I'm the type of person who needs to be there to see it or feel it before I accept it as a truth. So sometimes when I can't see it or I can't feel it, I tend to start doubting the 'truth'.
I hope this week would be a better one. :( Good luck..
PS. God, please do not let this be another one of those..
Tiiin* was starless at
12:17 AM

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