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This is the 3rd layout and URL change for this year, 2006. I don't think I'd be changing it again soon.
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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Nobody Said It Was Easy
Yesterday was the most tiring and most dehydrating and most nerve-racking day of my life.
I was with Peter Pan in never-never land then next thing I know, I was back at this prison-of-a-home. I had dinner by myself, took a bath and got ready for bed because I was sooo tired I could barely walk well. When I got up in my room, Rio was missing, indicating that the Warden was being evil again.
So I went down and told her that I was really tired and if I could just have my laptop back because this has most of my professors' powerpoints and I need those to study for my exams. She answers "Di bale na kung bumagsak ka". I went mad. OMG pati laptop pinagdiskitahan.
I took the kitchen knife and gave it to her and ordered her to kill me. But she wouldn't. And then the Watchdog started babbling about them giving me all I ever wanted and I couldn't even text them to tell them where I am bla bla. I told them I texted my mum but it turns out that she had left her phone back in the office. I was crying the whole time and my hands and feet started to become stiff and I felt dizzy as if my body wanted to lie limp on the floor but I was fighting it because I held on to the TV stand. And then I asked them what they want to do to me and they said bahala daw ako and if I wanted to kill myself, I should go up in my room and kill myself there. I felt like there's some evil in me because I headed for the kitchen to get another knife. The Watchdog blocked my way but I fought him so he slapped me real hard but it's as if I didn't feel a thing until I fell on the floor because my legs just couldn't support me any longer. They were forcing me to drink water but I couldn't because I felt like I needed more air than I needed any water plus my hands and fingers were too stiff that I cannot hold the mug to my mouth. And then the Warden was massaging my hands and fingers and she was helping me to drink water.
It was crazy.
But at least I got Rio back. And I'm alive. And I think I still have more shit to handle in the future. So I better brace myself.
Good luck to everyone sa shifting exams! ^^
Tiiin* was starless at
12:31 PM

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