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Monday, September 18, 2006
It's Been Said and Done

Currently listening to: The Corrs - Runaway

Today, on a scale of 1-5, 5 being the highest:

School Productivity: 1 2 3 4 5
Angelic Deeds: 1 2 3 4 5
Devilish Acts: 1 2 3 4 5
Fun: 1 2 3 4 5

I think I kinda sucked during the case con this morning. I wasn't expecting that I'd be discussing most of the renal part for one of the cases - by myself - and I go dumbfounded when I dunno what Munnariz was talking about. LOL Anyway, at least I knew something about the case. I admit, I wasn't well-prepared for it because I was out last Saturday and then the Cheng clan had an early Mooncake festival celebration last Sunday to adjust to Ai Z's and Itiu Peter's sched. They're flying home on the 20th, I think. Going back, Munnariz told me that I should be exerting more effort with regards to our case discussions. Okei. I shall do my best. :)

Last Saturday, my parents had attended this assembly at school about the 'Count-Me-In Program'. They were seated next to Kat's mum and Mark's mum. According to Kat, her mum had told her that my dad whispered to my mum to ask for the other mums' numbers. Today at school, my classmates were talking about it and my mum told their mums daw na I come home really late sometimes because I was doing something for school. Anu konek ng asking for their numbers? To check with their mums kung talaga bang may ginagawa for school kung sakaling gabi ako umuwi. What are the implications of that action? 1 - their mums now think that I am evil, 2 - it just goes to show that my parents don't trust me and 3 - my new friends now think that I AM evil. LOL Isn't life great? :P I knew about that last Saturday night pa. Kat had told me as soon as she heard of it.

Before I left for school this morning, I was asking my mum kung anu bang maiiba kung nagttrabaho nalang ako imbis na nag-aaral. She didn't get the question, because her answer was 'kahit anong job naman pwede sa yo e'. So I left for school downhearted. Wala talaga akong gana to go. I was waiting at the bus stop for like 15 minutes, madami naman bus but then lahat puno. I couldn't get myself to take the trike to the train station because I can't seem to find energy to move. Until finally, I got on an almost full bus at around 7:05am. The whole time, I was thinking nalang na maggalit si Dee pag hindi ako pumasok..

When I got home, I texted both my parents. 'Unga pala, sikat ako sa school kanina. Hiningi nio daw # ng mga ina ng classmates ko. Dating sa kanila salbahe siguro ako kaya ang higpit nio. Isip ko kung tuloy pa ako 2nd sem. Un lang. Ingat' I have no intentions of 'threatening' that I'd quit Med school or whatever and I don't think that they'd be threatened about it. I think my dad would be really happy if I quit because then, he wouldn't have to work his a55 off because I'd be the one doing that for him. As for my mum, she loves her job, she doesn't need money and she doesn't really care if I work or study but I think I might disappoint her if I quit. Or baka mapahiya sha sa circle of friends nia at work dahil pinagmamalaki nia na nagmmed ako tas biglang nagquit lang pala. I'm just trying to look beyond, look at my options, look at what might or could change if I switch to 'working' girl.

My dad, of course hindi papatalo ever, replied. 'Nataon lang siguro na magkatabi mum ni kat and mum mo, pareho nagtanungan ng cell number. Di ba sabe ng CM secretary pwede naman ask sa kanila if sanctioned ng college or not yun ipagpapaalam ng student? What's the need of other parents number, db? Hirap ako pgayusin kau ng mama mu. Y dont u have a heart to heart talk? Suggestion lang.' Liar. Nuff said.

Shempre ako naman bilang anak ng tatay ko, hindi rin papatalo ever. 'Un nga eh. What's the point of asking for their numbers. Ikaw daw nagbulong kay mama na kuhain numbers nila eh. Kwento kwento lang naman.' And of course, I was expecting something dramatic from him so he can save his a55 from eternal damnation.

'Kung mas naniniwala ka sa classmates mo, wala na ako magagawa dun' Kaboom! Hahaha! Ang taruj ng lolo mo. Sabe ko nalang, 'Hindi sa classmates ko, sa nanay ni Kat. Anyway, hindi naman ako after sa kung sinong tama or what. Ung consequences lang. And besides, it's been said n done. Nangyare na, wala na magagawa about it. And nagssabe lang naman ako.' End of conversation. Muhahaha! Panalo ang lola mo. Nasa akin ang huling salita at halakhak. Erm.. huling text pala. Wenk :P

After I texted the first time pala, I texted my dad again to ask if he was going to make his herbal tea. Parang I was offering na rin to do it for him kase it was already 7:30pm and they weren't home yet. Sobrang gagabihin kung later pa sha gagawa. So he replied na yes daw pero papagawa sana sha sa akin at salamat daw. LOL Makurot sana yung puso nia at maantig na naalala ko pa sha kahit liar a55 sha at gusto pa niang ipahiwatig na mas matimbang ang mga kaibigan ko kesa sa kanya/kanila. Kaboom. :P And haller?! 1 - I know my dad? My mum tells me shit about him when she has no one else to turn to. 2 - Anu naman mapapala ng nanay ni Kat kung magimbento sha ng kwento? Para pag-awayin kaming mag-ama? LOL Har har. You watch too many soap operas.

Bibilisan ko magreview ng slides bukas para makauwi agad at makapag-aral para sa Anatomy. I have a long quiz and a practical exam on Thursday for that subject. One of 2 danger subjects. LOL Bumabawi na ako sa isang subject e. Itong Ana, it's more on memorization so I'm having a tough time. If I don't understand it, I need to work hard on it to stick it up my brain. LOL

I hope Dee's tummy is better now.. I whispered a prayer for him while I was on the trike.. I hope God hears my plea.. :) See ya..

Tiiin* was starless at 9:03 PM

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