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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube

Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)

Thursday, August 17, 2006
God Loves Me and I Feel It

Currently listening to: Rick Price - Heaven Knows

Today, on a scale of 1-5, 5 being the highest:

School Productivity: 1 2 3 4 5
Angelic Deeds: 1 2 3 4 5
Devilish Acts: 1 2 3 4 5
Fun: 1 2 3 4 5

I learned that I can get my a55 to school in 40 minutes. That's if I use the train. Hehe. But it doesn't mean that I should use the train ALL the time because it's super expensive. Rar. I think I have like 25 or 13 bucks left on my prepaid card.

I learned that I go to God more often when I need something from Him and since I've stopped attending Sunday masses, I go to thank Him less often.

I learned that God loves me still even though I haven't shown Him enough that I love Him, too. You see, I got colds and cough again and today I lost my voice and I was feeling lightheaded. I decided to take a cab home but when I was able to successfully hail one, there was this magshuta who stole the cab from me. I super forced myself to make a sound just to be able to say 'bastos!'. LOL I was able to and they heard it all right but they were just so evil that they were looking at me as if I did them wrong. So I just stared back at them and raised one eyebrow. LOL So I decided to take the bus instead and my God it was so puno I had to stand for a while but one manong let me sit. I forced myself to say 'thank you' and I'm sure he heard it naman. Hehe. Luckily, the seat was at the front so I wouldn't have much trouble going through the throng of standing people at the aisle just to get off the bus. God loves me.

I learned that some people are either never serious or never take me seriously. I was trying to talk to Ge this morning about his touchy-touchy thing. I had Jayson by my side to help me relay the message and even he got irritated by the way Ge acts. I was trying to tell him that he was being mahalay and malandi to me and he was just going 'hehe' and he was smiling and saying stupid stuff. I explained to him that when he does those things, may malisha because we haven't known each other for a long time like Jayson and I have. Basta I told him that if he does it again, I'm telling Dee and lagut sha. He even asked kung pinagaawayan ba raw namin sha ni Dee. T-H-E, THE! Good luck noh. Sha lang ang aawayin ni Dee. Never kame mag-aaway dahil sa kanya.

I learned that other people don't really care about other people. I think that they probably think that they're the only people who have the right to exist or the right to anything and everything under the sun over their fellowmen. And there are just people who always want the upperhand dahil gusto nila malamangan nila lagi ang kapwa nila. Bad people. Nandito pa body nila sa Earth, sinusunog na sila in hell.

I learned that I super need to study if I want to finish Med school.

I learned that I made a promise to God that is really hard to keep but I know that if I really want it, I can fulfill that promise. :)

PS. Alam mo yun feeling na feeling mo maaga ka maddedz.. Wala lang.. Kanina parang nafeel ko yun. Kase bata pa ako marami na nagsasabe sa akin na maaga ako mamamatay kase daw maliit daw tenga ko tas yung lines sa palm ko indicate na magkakasakit daw ako tas maddedz.. Feeling ko Med school ang papatay sa akin. Hahaha! Meaning ba malapit na yun? LOL Wala lang parang humihina na immune system ko kaya in a span of 3 months, twice na ako nagkasakit. Indi naman ganito dati.. Wala lang..

Tiiin* was starless at 6:56 PM

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