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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Is Everything Just a State of Mind?
I was feeling depressed a while ago. I don't know. It seems like I'm so agitated lately. Little things tick me off so damn easily. WTF is wrong with me?? Maybe that time of the month's coming again.. Or maybe I lack sleep.. I need sleep.. T_T
This leads me to listing down the sh*t I don't like. The sh*t that piss me off.
//mga panget na biro..hindi nakakatuwa..nakakaoffend..
//kapag kinakampihan pa yung kaaway ko..hindi mo rin ako kailangan kampihan..
//kulitan na walang saysay..na indi naman nakakatuwa..
//madami pa.. di ko lang maalala ngayon..
I was browsing my friendster account. I don't know what came into me but I found myself looking at Spark's profile. Then I was reading the testimonials I wrote for him. And I felt sick.. of myself.. Napaisip rin ako.. Nagkulang ba ko? Gusto kong ipasa sa kanya lahat ng pagkakamali kung bakit hindi nagwork yung relationship namin. May part sa kin na gustong magsisi. Gustong magalit dahil pakiramdam ko ang daya. Pakiramdam ko sobra sobra yun binigay ko, tapos wala pang kalahati yung naibalik. Isipin mo nang selfish ako. Pero sinong tao ba ang kayang magmahal ng walang hinihinging kapalit? Diyos lang may kaya non. Hindi ako diyos. Hindi ko kaya yon. Pero bilang tao kaya ko magpatawad. Maramiraming beses rin naman. Pero may hangganan. Sumobra ka pa nga eh. Ang dami kong rule na nibreak para lang pilitin na maging maayos yung relationship. Nakaabot ka hanggang tatlong chance. Humingi ka pa nga ng isa pa e. Isa pa. Tapos isa pa. Tapos isa pa ulit. Hanggang sa hindi ko na nabilang. Naisip ko bakit ko pa bibilangin. Ineexpect ko na na mangyayari yun ng paulit-ulit. At ako pa rin si tanga. Pinagbigyan at pinagbigyan ka pa rin. Dami na natin pinagdaanan. Lagi akong naniniwala sa sinasabi mo. Dahil ang buong akala ko, ako lang ang nagsisinungaling o nagsinungaling. Tinanong kita ilang beses. Para paninigarilyo lang ayaw mo pa aminin. Eh amoy na amoy naman. Pero ako pa rin si tanga. Naniwala na nagstop ka na. Mahal eh. Tanga talaga. Ngayon nagiisip pa ako. Tama ba yung decision ko na iwan ka? O labis na katangahan na lang kung pinakisamahan pa kita?
Sa susunod, mamahalin ko muna sarili ko. Bago ako magmahal ng iba.
Tiiin* was starless at
3:13 AM
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