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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Monday, January 17, 2005
O tapos?
Tugtog na pinauulit-ulit sa utak: Audioslave - Cochise (and i got just one thing that i can offer.. go and save yourself.. take it out on me..)
Today, on a scale of 1-5, 5 being the highest:
School Productivity: 1 2 3
4 5
Angelic Deeds: 1 2 3
4 5
Devilish Acts: 1 2 3 4 5
Fun: 1 2 3
4 5
Mahal: 1 2 3
4 5
Truthfully, I am DEAD tired. And yet, I walked home from Dejor. Hwaha.. Kag***han amp.
I only had about 5 hours of sleep. I couldn't sleep because of the hacking incidents. I kept thinking about who was behind it. And I was thinking if it were right to hack the person right back. When I think about hacking again..it gives me the creeps. I'm afraid of the consequences that I might face after that. But those friggin' hackers are just forcing me to take revenge. I don't really want to wait for "strike 3" but then the computers there are not mine so I cannot have access to them whenever I wish. Plus, MF says I don't have to do it. Whatever goes nalang. If they need me, ok go pero if not, ok stay. LOLx!
Hacking tools are a lot different now than before. Hwaha! When is "before"? About 5 years ago or so. LOLx! To try to see if I can still do it, I tried hacking my own system last night. Hwaha! Ang galing! I was amazed by how that tool worked. It records almost everything, time-stamped pa! Wala lang.. nakwento ko lang..
And Mondays are really just plain tiring because of our sched - curacha, for short. Morning palang, that prof is like the queen of the damned. Lagi nalang naninira ng umaga, ng araw, ng linggo! She asked us to submit our lab manuals the moment she entered the room. She was 30 minutes late, at sha pa ang may ganang mag-gagaganon! Hay nako. Tuloy, I got 6 for both lab reports. Does that suck or what?! Next time, I better get a perfect score. Grr. Natatamad na ako magkwento.. LOLx.. Hay.. For lecture, I gathered my groupmates and divided the work among ourselves (FINALLY!), hirap talaga pag kilala mo kung anong klase mga groupmates mo. Good luck na lang... sa AKIN. :-j I tried lending my notebooks again. I hope they'd be returned on time..and exactly the same when I lent it. Ayako na kasi mangyari yun dati..hindi ako nakapag-aral for my final exam because my classmate did not return my notes on time. She didn't even return it on the day itself. In fact, she NEVER returned it. LOLx! Ang saya-saya noh?!
Midterms are starting next week. Gawd. Half the semester's almost over already and I can't seem to be doing anything about it. LOLx! I realized..that this sem, I don't seem to have any goal. I was really disappointed with my previous average - 2.1. Boastful as it may sound, but I worked really hard last semester and I was hoping that if I wouldn't achieve my 1.5 goal, I would at least get 1.75 or something just above 2.0. Grabe. That sem, I had less than 5 absences (counting all the subjects)..when I usually have 5 absences PER subject. During those "PER subject absences", I didn't have a goal..I only wanted to make it to the 2.5 mark.. Now? Hwaha.. Ewan meh. My professors SUCK..the only good prof I have is Ma'am Vitug.. Some of my subjects are difficult and the other factor that can help make these subjects interesting, besides me (the student), is the PROFESSOR. So, good luck. I better make up some goal quick..before I give in to my insanity.
I was buying time for myself..that's the main reason why I decided to walk home from Dejor. Sometimes I'm just so f***ed up that even I can't understand myself. That I cannot say exactly how I'm feeling. That sometimes I just want to shut all the bad feelings out of my system so I won't have to think about it. I won't have to understand it. I won't have to understand myself..probably (erm..more like..SURELY) the MOST complicated living creature on this planet. I wonder.. am I really among the Homo sapiens??
Tiiin* was starless at
8:02 PM
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