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written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
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will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Monday, May 30, 2005
Black's and White's
This morning, Ai made me realize that I have only a few days left before I'm going back to the Phils. I decided to write 'miss lists' for this forthcoming 'occasion'.
Things I won't Miss when I leave Spore.1. The endless chattering of Homer, which is usually just brags about his accomplishments and lame reasons for his failures.
2. The heat. OMIGOD, THE HEAT. I think it's hotter here than in the Phils.
3. The smell of sweat caused by the Sporean sun (you know what I mean).
4. The awful smell of I-don't-know-what-race-is-that.. Is it Indian? Malay? Whatever.
5. All other bad memories that incurred and occurred.
6. CHILLI.
Things I don't Miss when I left Phils.1. The endless and awful and false rumors spreading about my family, by MY OWN relatives, back at the compound.
2. The people at the compound, except my immediate family.
3. School. Blehk!
Things I'll Miss when I leave Spore.1. My girl cousins who are like the sisters I'd never have but wish I did. You can tell them anything and they'll just listen and it feels nice. Especially when I'm crying my heart out, which I've done twice since I got here because of VERY APPARENT reasons.
2. My guy cousin. Ok, sometimes he talks too much and I can't listen because I'm reading. But other times, he's actually quite nice. I actually noticed he wants to get some affection from a girl. Like any girl would do. For example, when I'm lying flat on my belly, engrossed in a book, he'd rest his head on my back or something. (Ok, LeS, no weird thoughts. LOL.)
3. My Ai's Chicken Curry! ^_^
4. Talks with my Itiu about the economies of countries he's gone to. I've never met anyone who's actually made me care about the condition of my country. LOL.
Things I Miss when I left Phils. (And glad I'm coming back to it.)1. My family. @_@ My MUM most especially. Can you believe I actually miss my mum and I'm sure when I'm back staying with her, it won't feel the same. LOL.
2. My huge bed and my 3 fat pillows and my cuddly blankie. My room. I mean, our room since I'm sharing it with my bro.
3. Rio. My ever-so-reliable laptop, which I love oh-so-very-much. And, of course, the many wonderful programs it has.
4. My friends. ^_^
5. MF. *_*
I was alone again last night. :( Achie had to go to work. I found it freaky because I was talking to myself. LOL. OMIGOD. I must be the gurl everyone warned you about. Whatever. I was trying to fix myself - my relationships, my thoughts. I was having trouble about what I really want - to do with MF, mostly. And then I realize (just now, actually), that the best possible reason (which I choose to believe, of course) for my parents to not want me to have a boyfriend per se, is because they're scared that I might end up creating my own family even before I graduate. But you see, that isn't my plan at all. I have a LOT of dreams. I have a LOT that I want to do before I leave the world of single-hood. And as much as I can avoid it, I want nothing to do with motherhood, although, I'd enjoy trying to be a good wifey, preferably to a good hubby. But really, motherhood can be avoided. I can prove it.
Back to MF. We were having really HUGE problems and all of a sudden, I don't feel like I really know him. I mean, I kind of know him. But not..I don't know. I'm SUPER confused. I thought that maybe I could write one of those online tests that he can take and vice versa and then we can see if we know each other at all. And then we can work on what we don't know about each other and then our relationship could be a a LOT better and then maybe things can go VERY well this time. Yes..I never took it off. The earring. I didn't want to look into the mirror just so I won't touch it and be tempted to remove it. LOL. Weird chit.
Anyway, I finished two books during the weekend. Finally, the Shopaholic series is over and done with. LOL. It's not that I didn't enjoy it. In fact, I enjoyed it IMMENSELY. But then, I kind of got stuck with the last book,
Shopaholic and Sister, after reading 1/3 of it. But then, the story suddenly stopped being draggy and something was actually beginning to happen so I just swooped in and finished it. LOL. It was good. Really. You should read the whole thing. Whatever. Yesterday, I read the most unique book I've ever read -
The Boy Next Door by Meggin Cabot. It was a story built from a bunch of e-mails. It was really creative! So there, those are the books that I recommend. Right now, I'm reading
Once Upon a Blind Date by Markham. Ok, I can't remember the first name of the author. LOL. I never remember authors and titles anyway. X_X
Anwyay, my bro's off to HK today. LOL. My mum called earlier and then I asked her if she's sad because her kids are all overseas. She said 'Hindi noh!' And then I said, 'Ay oo nga pala, masaya ka wala mga anak mo. WAHAHA!' And then she was laughing along. It's the first time my bro and I are away from mummy at the same time. Maybe she'd be sad in a few more days. Or maybe she'd enjoy the freedom. Or maybe she'd learn to not send us overseas simultaneously again. Ever.
Off to lunch. Tata!
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12:13 AM
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