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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Friday, May 20, 2005
Fear-Driven
fear ('fi(&)r)
n.
1 a. A feeling of agitation and anxiety caused by the presence or imminence of danger.
b. A state or condition marked by this feeling: living in fear.
2. A feeling of disquiet or apprehension: a fear of looking foolish.
3. Extreme reverence or awe, as toward a supreme power.
4. A reason for dread or apprehension: Being alone is my greatest fear.
Auntie Mel lent me this booklet called,
What on Earth am I here for? by Rick Warren, the author of
The Purpose-Driven Life. I haven't read half-way through it but I realized that I've been living life driven by the need for approval. According to the booklet, there are 5 common forces that drive one's life: guilt, resentment, fear, materialism and need for approval.
I've always wanted to prove myself to my folks and to everyone else. I wanted them to be proud of me in every way possible. I had to mold myself into something that they would see fit. Something that isn't necessarily to my liking. Something that isn't me. I'd like to think of that phase of my life as a stage. A stage that has taught me to become headstrong, more responsible, more sensible, more decisive and more rational. A stage wherein I learned how to unleash the REAL me - hopefully, a better one.
But as I try to assess my life now, I feel that it has become a life driven by fear. Fear that I might not be able to finish college, not become a doctor, make a HUGE mistake that can TOTALLY alter my life. In short, I fear to become a complete failure. How now, brown cow?
Come to think of it, I think most of us are living fear-driven lives. Students fear to fail their exams, employees fear that they might make errors, businessmen fear of losing huge profits, parents fear that they might not be able to give the best to their children, sons and daughters fear that they might not be able to make their parents happy. Heck. The list can go on and on. I am uncertain of what the future will bring but I'm sure I'll be present as it unfolds before me. I'm sure because I'm becoming who I am. I'm becoming Tin.
However, I really DO NOT understand what's happening to me. LOL. All of a sudden, I'm having a craving for the color
pink. I wore skirts the whole week, exhausting my pink tops to match. I'm attracted to shoes that have flowers on them. I'm attracted to flowers per se! Oh well, Master Yoda says that it's good, that I'm finally becoming a girl. LOL. I mean a REAL girl, not just gender-wise. Speaking of which, I saw this test:
| Your Seduction Style: The Coquette |
You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get.
Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you.
Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you complete.
And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you. |
I think, whatever I 'mature' into, I'll always be a child at heart. I made my own impression of MF, South Park version. ^_^
Love yah, my sweet. :*
Tiiin* was starless at
11:07 PM
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