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2. Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
   
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Monday, August 29, 2005
What's Got to Do With It?

The past week has been hell for me. Swear. School or home, it feels the same already.

I had a LOT of exams to take, homeworks to accomplish, reports to write and we still have the slides to make. Tiring as it is, the thought of graduating from this course helps me keep on going. At home, I had my family to deal with. I have not been in good speaking terms with my mom, my dad and I barely talk (which is really normal so it doesn't count much) and I had my brother who orders me around as if I'm his servant.

Honestly, I still do not know why my mom is mad at me. I haven't done anything wrong. Well, besides keeping a Pinoy boyfriend, I'm really studying hard and I go straight home after classes. I have a hypothesis though. Do you remember that my brother wanted to sell his in-game money for PhP 1,700? And then I had a hunch that something wrong might happen to him so I told my parents and my mom agreed to pay him instead? And then she backs out and my brother kept sending me messages like "SINO MAGBIBIGAY SA KIN NG PERA NGAYON??", "KALA MO BA BIBIGYAN AKO NI MAMA??" through IP messenger. It has ALWAYS been about the money for him. ALWAYS. So I talked to my Ai Z and told her about my problem. She's the best there is. I swear. She said she'll give me the money and then we can pretend that she wanted me to buy her a book. The only sablay thing is that she told my mum the exact amount my brother needs so that could have given my mom doubts as to whether the money is for a book or for my brother. So I'm thinking that she's mad at me because she thinks I asked Ai Z for money. Hai. If it's for saving my brother's ass, it's all right if she hates me forever for it. Anyway, she's gone to Cebu last Friday and I think she'll be back tonight. I texted her Friday morning, "Ma bbye, ingat and have fun..:)" She replied with "Ty,be gond". LOL. That's probably 'be good'. Although, if it's 'be gone', I would have liked it better. Hehehehe! Kidding.

Plus, last Saturday we had to work on slides again so we went to Fanny's place. I couldn't leave before 6pm because it was really raining hard. So I texted "Pa wait lang malakas kasi un ulan" And he goes, "Wala ka bang balak umuwi?!" "Bat ba hindi ka makaalis jan?? Anu bang meron??" It ticked me off so I said, "Alam mo pa, buti sana kung naglalakwacha ako sabihan mo ko ng ganyan aus lang eh. Eh gumagawa ako ng project dahil gusto ko makapagtap0s." Ayun. I started a war. He went "Un ang PANGARAP ko, na makapagtapos kayo kase hindi ko naranasan yon. Kaya ako nagtitiis mamuhay dito dahil sa inyong 2 ni aik". I dunno how to take that. But I know he doesn't like staying with us. And that's fine. Really.

And going back to my mom, she just can't help bringing up the topic on 'arranging' my marriage. She keeps on telling me that I should come to the office with her so she can introduce me to this and that. Thank God for giving me a busy schedule. LOL.

Hai. These days I've been doubting if I still want to pursue becoming a doctor. Lately I've been asking myself, 'what is my driving force?' Surely it's not my parents. It's not my brother. How can people who do not support me become my driving force? Friends? They push me towards graduating from Biology but I really have no idea who are going to med school afterwards, except Jo. But right now, I sort of feel that I want to become a doctor simply because I want to help other people. I want to reach out to communities where there is no medical help available. Remote areas where they are being snobbed by the authorities. Basta. Hai. Ewan meh.

Ahkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!! Hehe! Mwahx!

Tiiin* was starless at 8:03 AM

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