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This is the 3rd layout and URL change for this year, 2006. I don't think I'd be changing it again soon.
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Lyrics: Crossfade's "No Giving Up" and "Starless"
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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Friday, December 02, 2005
Uninspired
Currently listening to: Matchbook Romance - If All Else Fails
Today, on a scale of 1-5, 5 being the highest:School Productivity: 1 2 3
4 5 *I requested for my transcript and I've started getting signatures for my good moral character shit..
Angelic Deeds: 1 2
3 4 5 *Giving myself s0me credit even if I kn0w very well that I d0n't deserve it.
Devilish Acts: 1 2 3 4
5 *Play fire with fire. Good j0b, a55h0le.
Fun: 1 2 3
4 5 *Pic taking was fun..
I just don't know what to do with myself.
Sometimes it's so hard for me to believe what I hear. 'To see is to believe' so they say. H0w can I ever see if I don't give them a chance? How could I ever get a chance to see if I'm n0t given the chance to see? N0nsense.
WTF is the problem?? WTF is MY problem?? Liberty?! I'm never g0nna get it. Too many br0ken pr0mises leads to mistrust. What d0 I plan to do about it?? NOTHING. Why?? Because I'm weak. I have n0 say in this world. I have n0 say in my fucking life. I never get to choose. What I have to wear is ch0sen for me. What time I sleep is dictated up0n me. When I g0 out and wh0 I should g0 out with is ch0sen f0r me. Which school I g0 to is ch0sen for me. What I want is imp0sed up0n me. Ha-ha. S0 much f0r liberty.
Maybe the reas0n why I don't want a commitment or make that REASONS why I d0n't want a commitment are n0. 1: I d0n't want t0 make a fucking mistake again or make a fucking fool of myself f0r falling f0r the fucking wr0ng guy f0r the fucking nth time. N0. 2: I d0n't want my supp0sed partner t0 take whatever liberty I have left - that is IF I have ANY of it left.
I feel like a fucking failure. Yes, I'm about to graduate in a fucking few m0nths (or s0 I think) and I'm pr0bably the sec0nd of the Cheng clan wh0 has n0t failed any fucking subject in her entire c0llege life. And I'm fucking decided t0 go to med school but am I fucking HAPPY?! AM I?!
Give me fucking liberty. 0r give me fucking peace.
Tiiin* was starless at
10:14 PM

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