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written by Demsey Ube

Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
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Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)

Friday, April 21, 2006
Foolish Games

Currently listening to: 6 Cycle Mind - I
at ngayon wala ka na, hindi alam kung saan magsisimula

I was cleaning the stairs a while back when the video of Green Day's 'Wake Me Up When September Ends' crossed my mind. It's about this guy who was about to marry this girl but he joins the army thinking that she would be proud of him. This is commonly the problem of guys. They keep on thinking on how to make their gurls proud of them. But what for? Will making their gurls proud of them make their gurls love them more? So why is the girl in the video angry and not proud? It's because she's afraid that she might lose him. Do guys ever think that their gurls need them? Doesn't the mere fact that gurls need their guys make guys proud enough?

It's amazing how my friends can give me confidence without me having to say that I need it. It doesn't matter whether they're telling me the truth about how I look or not because I will believe it for the sake of finishing the show. It's really good to have real friends. And I love them for that. I hope I could leave them a token of gratitude for everything. I never thought I'd find real people in college than when I was in high school. The only real friend I got left from hs is Merrie. And I love her for keeping it real with me. Sa mga friends ko, mwahx salamat sa inyo. Without you guys, I would probably be still stuck in the 'weak Tin'.

I also find it amazing how I can overshadow my emotions by keeping myself busy with anything and everything. But when people ask me about it, the emotion surfaces but I still try to hide it and say everything's fine. But you should know that I have been broken into pieces again for the n thousandth time. And some of my friends have translated into words what I really feel inside so now I have metaphoric interpretations of that: It's like having a business deal wherein your business partner extends his hand to shake yours and says, 'It's been a pleasure doing business with you'. It's like having one of those door-to-door surveyors at your doorstep wherein he closes his folder, hands you a souvenir and says 'Thank you for your time'. As much as I am a forgiving person, I cannot allow myself to be exposed to more harm than I should be. I love myself. I should help myself before helping others. Pity should never be the number one factor that should hold any kind of relationship.

Btw, we had our baccalaureate mass yesternoon, right? I had to change into a Sunday dress. :c I'm not really comfy to be in a dress with a lot of people who know me. Baliktad ba ako? Should I be more shy around people who don't know me personally?

My Winamp playlist for a couple of weeks now:
1. Ne-yo - So sick
2. Kitchie Nadal - Same Ground (the MF song)
3. 6 Cycle Mind - I
4. Join the Club - Nobela
5. Bone Thugs and Mariah Carey - Breakdown (remix)
6. Beyonce - Dangerously in Love 2
7. Evanescence - My Immortal [Acoustic] (the amah song :c)

There really isn't anything that can change my decision.

Tiiin* was starless at 11:21 AM

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