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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
- Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
- Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
- Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
- Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
- Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
- Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
- Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She
will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)
Monday, August 07, 2006
Do I Have a Good Thing Right Here?
Currently listening to: Pussy Cat Dolls - Stick With You
'coz I know I have a good thing right here that's why I say 'Hey, nobody's gonna love me better, I must stick with u forever'I think I am overly stressed. Hence, the menstrual delay. A few days ago I've had thoughts of suicide. Before and after that I had wanted to quit Med school. I am emotionally bothered by the stuff going on around me such as my so-called 'friends' who know me only when they need something from me. LOL I cannot lie or hide but Dee contributes to this stress. We were crying on the phone last night. Secret na yung reason pero basta battered kami pareho. LOL Shempre alam ko affected rin sha sa mga nangyayari and sa mga ayaw mangyari na dapat nangyayari. Kami nalang nakakaalam nun. Hahaha!
Anyway, I know he'll be reading this (God knows when LOL) pero according to
MedlinePlus Medical Encyclopedia, stress and anxiety can really contribute to that. So you should help me and in turn, you'll be helping yourself rin. Di ba noh? Pero I think we should be sleeping early na. I swear. LOL So tired. Hai. Mmmwahx! Bastaaa. Let's be happy ^^
Oh guess what?! Tama ako sa case namin. It's atherosclerosis and not congestive heart failure LOL Gagung yun. Nangengeelam kase. Di tuloy sha makaimik kanina. Hahaha! Hai. Pero kasalanan ko rin. Mashado kaseng mababa ang self-esteem ko ngayon kaya duda rin ako sa mga sinasabe ko. Hahaha! Haiz. Speaking of the case, my so-called 'friends' know me na ulit because they need answers to the case. LOL Hindi nalang ako nagreply. Ano ba kala nila sa akin? Maddedz kung di ko sila pagbigyan?! Haller?! Duh?! Ai mali. T-H-E, THE?! LOL
Ito dapat yun sasabihin ko kay Dee about Ge. Gusto ko lang sana malaman kung anu ba talaga yun iniisip nun. I mean, coming from a guy rin. Gets? Parang style ba yun or whatever. Hindi naman sa nabobother ako na magkakaroon sha ng gusto sa akin or magugustuhan ko sha or whatever. Parang katakot lang. Shempre di ba kung ikaw ayaw mo dun tas ganun sinasabe sa iyo, hindi ka ba matatakot? Plus, he knows I have Dee and he's one of those people na nagaasar sa akin na when I talk about Dee daw I light up and super kilig. LOL So gets mo? What's the deal lang. Yun lang gusto ko malaman. Hindi naman para yun magselos or whatever OMG. Ayaw ko na nga sha magselos about anything eh :( Indi pa ba halata? Dee lang halata? :P
Mag-uusap ulit kami sa phone later weee ^^ Sana walang gulo para walang away. Hahaha! Wo ai Dee tai duo :P mmmmwahx!
Ai yun title pala ganyan kase wala lang. Feeling ko sometimes, he's being over malambing. Eh yun lambing pa naman nun yung nanggigigil. Hindi nia ata alam na pag sinasakal nia ako paminsan (literally), naiipit talaga yun ugat ko sa leeg tas feeling ko talaga di ako makahinga. Tas di ko alam anung pwesto gagawin ko para magets nia na masakit talaga and feeling ko talaga mamamatay ako sa ginagawa nia. Squishing my fingers is okei pero wag naman super sakit.. and biting? OMG.. :( Wala lang.. Dito ko nalang sinabe kase hindi ko alam na kung kanino ako magsasabe LOL Pero alam ko nasasabe ko naman paminsan sa kanya na masakit pero kase hindi siguro nia sineseryoso kase siguro kala nia hindi ako seryoso. Or paminsan hindi lang talaga ako nagsasalita kahit masakit.. :( Waaa nalulungkot ako amp. Ayaw ko na stop na. :( Sana wag namin to pag-awayan.. :(
I gotta go na magscan pa ako ng ECG and kymograph, maliligo, iffone si Mario at iffone si Dee.. :)Ingat kayo lahat.. malapit na daw pumutok yung Mayon..
Tiiin* was starless at
8:39 PM
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