Friday, October 27, 2006
Y
I met her today. Well, it wasn't really a meeting because we weren't introduced. She sat near us at the food court. She even called his attention. And all of a sudden he was all quiet and he couldn't look at her. It's as if I didn't know who I was sitting next to. He was strange. He felt strange. Why did she still have this effect on her? And then he asked if I was okei. How could I be? I was asking so many questions inside my head. Why did he react that way? Why did God allow such a meeting to take place. What was He trying to show me? Was it the fact that he could still be easily bothered by her?
When I turned to look when he said, 'shit, si *****.' I realized that I really shouldn't be jealous at all. I was right to not be jealous anymore. She had long straight hair, she was skinny, fair-skinned, and she looked like one of those youngsters who try on their mommy's clothes.
And then he tells me that it was all about respect. Because he still respects her. How about me? Don't my feelings count? Don't I ever get to be on top of the list?
Today at that food court, I had wanted to disappear. I wanted lightning to strike me. I wanted to melt in my seat. Else, I could just cry my eyes out and die of dehydration. LOL Wtf.
PS. God, if You can hear me, please tell me what it was that You wanted me to see. Was that it? Was it something that meant to hurt me? Because if it is something that meant to hurt me, mission accomplished. I'm dying. :'c
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
Disappointments, Rejections, and Hope
Currently listening to: Sugarfree - Batang-bata Ka Pa
At first I thought I had to feed 10 mouths, including me, so I told my groupmates that I cannot afford to feed all of us and I requested them to bring extra money. Six of them came over and when it was almost lunch time, I was asking them about what they were going to eat but they weren't answering me. I was so hungry already and I think it would be rude if I ate all by myself. So I thought I'd open some canned goods to feed them. Just as I was done cooking, one of them said 'Kakain na tayo!'. And they all sat down around the table! No one even dared to help out with setting the dining table. They just sat there waiting for the food to come to them.
I was really disappointed with them. We are all post-grads of a public school that requires us to serve our community every summer and after graduation. Is this how we are supposed to act outside our homes? Secondly, we had already planned that we will have food delivered from some fastfood chain. My dad said that I should have had lunch by myself and it woudn't be rude because my groupmates and I already had an 'usapan' before we even met. My mum was saying that now I know how some Filipinos are, that they only think about their selves and stuff. Hai. Sometimes I want to believe her but there's this part of me that wants to believe that there are still some exceptions to the rule.
That's when I decided that there will be no more meetings at our house. HMP!!
Dee came to see me that same day. Seeing him was like a relief to me. It's like, finally, no one can abuse or take advantage of me. Except him? LOL At least we finally fixed things between us. And we promised that we'd be more open and stuff. Hurrah! Haha :P I hope things work out between us. And I hope things would get better between us. If God doesn't will it, that's when we give up. Right? Whatever. LOL
While we were here for our research meeting, one of our groupmates suggested that we work on the Prevalence of Hepa A among Food Handlers in the Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila canteen. Our professor was not replying to our SMS so we went ahead and researched about it just so we won't be wasting time. Until yesterday, I thought I should start doing something about it. I asked my groupmates for our prof's mobile number and email address. I e-mailed her myself and texted her twice to make sure that she receives it. Soon enough, our prof replied to my e-mail with "plain descriptive study? please think of another topic."
Yup, our topic was rejected but since we already started researching about it and I sure have spent a lot of time finishing a chapter of our proposal, I couldn't let it go. And neither could my groupmates. The topic was simple, it won't be costly, and it is relevant. So I had to do something about it while I don't know what my groupmates are doing. I found out that one of my friends from another section were working on Lung Diseases and Lung Capacities of Children aged 5-9 in Urban and Rural Areas. I figured that their topic is also descriptive just like ours, the only difference is that they have 'urban and rural areas', a point of comparison. So I e-mailed my prof again, this time the topics I sent involved comparing places. I hope that works..
And I sort of have this feeling that it might. I'm one person who believes in dreams a lot. And last night, I dreamt that I was drowning and it was taking a while for someone to come save me, so I propelled myself upward and I was able to get myself out of the water. I checked
the dream dictionary for the meaning and here's what it said:
Drowning
To dream that you drown or in the midst of drowning is a bad omen as it pertains to the health of your business and partnership activities. If you die, your business will fail and a great loss will occur for you but if you are rescued and revived, then you will have a good friend step in and save your business. Other aspects of this dream deals with your relationships and can be interpreted as with a business.
I really hope this dream would come true.. And I really hope we get approved.. I am still waiting for my prof's reply to my e-mail.. Huhu.. God, please? T__T
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
Respect for Women
Currently listening to:I don't think that any man can threaten any woman that he'd leave her. In fact, it's not threatening at all when a man tells a woman such a thing. Women can live without men. They can easily feed themselves. They can work anywhere they choose to work at. Women are self-sufficient and independent creatures. I think women's lives would be a lot easier without men in them. They'd have nothing to think or worry about, no one to please, no one to submit to, and they don't have to suppress anything. All that, except bear children.
Adam came first before Eve. Eve was supposedly Adam's partner, to "accompany" him. I doubt if God willed that women be at the beck and call of men. God is just and he sees everyone as equals. For this reason, neither gender should have any guts to be 'threatening' the other about 'leaving'. There are just some sick people on Earth.
We were in Pampanga today to celebrate my lola's 70th birthday. They farting made me dance 'Boom Tarat-tarat' for this farting relay game. Huhu. I mean, okei, they are family but I just hate being forced to do something that I KNOW I can't do and I KNOW I looked dumb doing it. And they farting recorded it on video!! HUHUHU!! Sirang-sira na ko.. LOL
I was trying to Yahoo! for what to do with this situation and a word suddenly popped in my head.
compromise
n 1: a middle way between two extremes [syn: via media] 2: an accommodation in which both sides make concessions; "the newly elected congressmen rejected a compromise because they considered it `business as usual'" v 1: make a compromise; arrive at a compromise; "nobody will get everything he wants; we all must compromise" 2: settle by concession 3: expose or make liable to danger, suspicion, or disrepute; "The nuclear secrets of the state were compromised by the spy"
WordNet ® 2.0, © 2003 Princeton University
Both sides have to concede. Good luck naman. LOL
My groupmates and I are meeting here tomorrow for our research paper. We'll be writing our proposal. Unfortunately, one of our groupmates, who has never shown up for any meeting, won't be coming over tomorrow. Sad thing is, she was the one who came up with this topic and she's the type of person who makes last minute changes a lot. In short, paimportante and pampagulo. LOL I hope we'd be productive tomorrow. *Crosses fingers* I have this bad feeling that something's going to go wrong..
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
Something Else to Get Me Through This
Currently listening to: Martyr Nyebera
"ang almusal ay sigawan, ang hapunan natin ay tampuhan, ang meryenda pagdududa.."Malungkot na naman ako. Or malungkot pa rin ako. :(
Buong week pinilit kong 'wag magsungit, 'wag mag-init yun ulo, at maging civilized para makaiwas sa kahit anong klase ng gulo. Kung kelan Friday na chaka ko pa hindi napigilan. Hai. Pagod rin kasi ako kahapon chaka wala ako sa mood para sa mga ganung banat na pwede namang palagpasin nalang sana, katulad ng mga katulad na banat noon. Kaso lang, di ko na kinaya. Tao lang rin naman ako.
Sabe nila, 'it takes 2 to tango'. Importante na dalawa kayong nagtutulungan para siguradong swabe. Kelangan pareho kayo ng direction na pinupuntahan.
Aalis kami dapat ngayon. Manonood ng The Grudge. Ayaw ko nun kasi duwag ako pero gusto daw nia 'ko kasama manood nun, kaya sige nalang rin. Nung umaga, pinilit kong ilabas lahat ng sama ng loob ko para maubos na, para maging nasa mood ako na lumabas pa rin at manood. 9 palang ata bihis na 'ko. Iniisip ko kasi para man lang makabawi dahil isang linggo na kami hindi nagkikita. Alam mo na, naghihintay ng milagro.
Past 12 na, nagbabangayan pa rin kame sa text. Gutom na 'ko nun kasi breakfast ko cookies lang. Gusto ko na ngang itanong na, 'gusto mo pa ba manood?' Para lang makaalis na kame. Kaso nung ittext ko na, namatay yun phone ko. Pagpalit ko naman ng phone, may bago nang text na parang pumigil na 'wag ko nalang itanong.
Gusto ko talagang umalis ngayon. Pakiramdam ko, lalo lang ako malulungkot kung dito lang ako sa bahay mag-isa. Kaya sabe ko nalang, aalis ako para kumain. Sabe nia, magpadeliver nalang daw ako. Hindi naman aabot yun sa minimum kaya kelangan ko talaga umalis. Ang sagot nia sa 'kin, 2pm pa daw sha makakakain. Nagokei nalang ako kaso naman nawrong send ako, nasend ko sa kanya yung text ko kay mama na sabe ko pashal kami. Nagtanong naman sha kung ngayon na raw ba.
Di ko naman talaga dapat issend yung text na yun. Issave ko lang dapat sa phone ko para di ko makalimutan na ilalagay ko sa blog. Pero kakalungkot. Kung kailan sana magyaya sha ng lunch at kung kailan sana pareho sha sa 'kin na talagang gusto umalis, kahit ano'ng mangyare, eh hindi.
Minsan tuloy naiisip ko na baka tama yung mga sinasabe ni mama. Kanina naiwan ako sa koche kase tumaya sha sa lotto. Pinagmamasdan ko sha. Ang laki talaga ng chan ni mama. Pero naisip ko, mapalad ako na 'di sha katulad ng ibang magulang na pinapabayaan yung mga anak nila sa kalsada. Mapalad ako na pinag-aaral nia 'ko, Med pa. Mapalad ako na pag may gusto akong bilhin na alam nia kelangan naman, binibili nia para sa 'kin. Oo madalas nag-aaway kami kase may mga bagay kame na hindi napagkakasunduan. Iba pananaw nia, iba pananaw ko. Kahit marami akong tinatagong sikreto sa kanya, iilang bagay lang yung mga pinakainiiwasan ko na magawa sa kanya, yung madisappoint sha for life, yung mapahiya sha sa maling desisyon ko, yung pumili ako ng mali.
'Count your blessings' yan nalang ginawa ko ngayong araw para masiyahan naman ako. Siguro talagang hindi ko dapat sha makasama ngayon. Baka ayaw ni God. Di ko alam. At least nabilhan ako ng bagong pants ni mama. Dalawa pa. Tas dumaan pa kaming Happy Feet. Di ako bumili kasi nag-iisip pa 'ko kung sulit ba.
Sabe nila 'Don't go for someone you love, go for someone who loves you' Parang dapat 'dun ka sa kung sino ang mas mahal ka kesa mahal mo. Gets? San ba ako napunta ngayon? Nakakalito.
Hindi naman ako nalulungkot dahil ganto yung nangyayare. Nalulungkot ako kase baka mali na naman 'tong pinasok ko. Naiisip ko na nga yung sasabihin sa 'kin ni Demsey. 'Ayan ka na naman. Tanga tanga ka kase.'
Malungkot ako. Pero may natutunan ako. Kahit sino pa'ng magditch sa iyo, isa lang ang taong makakapagsave ng a55 mo - ang nanay mo. Kahit madalas hindi kayo magkasundo, kahit ano'ng mangyare, anjan sha sa tabi mo.
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Friday, October 20, 2006
"Kinukumpleto Mo ang Araw Ko"
Currently listening to: Martyr Nyebera
Hai. Ang aga nagsimula ng araw ko, 7am gising na 'ko para sa meeting ko ng 9am. Kelangan ko kase ng isang oras para sa biyahe. Alam mo na, para 'wag ma-late. Hehe. 8:30am nandun na 'ko, ako palang mag-isa huhuhu wawa naman ako.. Hehe Tas mga 9 nagsimula na sila magdatingan.
'Tong araw na 'to pala, nakalaan sa pagresearch ng mga related literature, methodology, at kung anu-ano pa para sa thesis namin. Ang toxic noh? Sembreak na sembreak, tumulak kami ng Munti para bumisita sa BFAD chaka sa RITM. Ang masaklap dun, di ako nagdala ng extra money para makabiyahe ako ng ganun kalayo. Buti nalang si Virns may extra hehe! Pinautang nia muna ako. Kakahiya. Dapat pala dinala ko na rin yun 500 kanina na nagaalangan akong dalhin dahil baka mawala lang. You know, baka sakaling may mga makasabay akong nagmamagic.
Buti nalang mga 3pm kelangan na umalis ni Joy kase babalik pa raw shang Manila. Dapat talaga mauuna na sha, kaso naalala ko, panu naman yun?! Di kaya kame marunong umuwi kung wala si Joy.. Huhuhu Kaya ayun, sabay sabay na kame umalis. Yung huling bill ko na Php20 pinangbayad ko na sa bus ko pauwi ng San Juan. Kung di dahil sa mga natatago kong barya, malamang maglalakad ako pauwi mula palengke. Wahaha!
Ayun. In short, pagod na pagod ako. Ang init na, ang layo pa, ang dumi pa (kase ordinary bus lang sinakyan namin papunta dun), tas ang haggard pa maghanap ng journal sa library na walang kaayusan. Magkakasama lang yung mga journal na parepareho ang title. Yun lang maayus dun.
Tas pag-uwi mo pa sasalubungin ka ng ganun. TADEN! Di ko naman maintindihan kung ano bang nagawa ko. Nagtatanong lang naman ako. Di naman bastos pagkakatanong ko. Di rin naman paulit-ulit or pangungulit. Pero kanina pa raw ako paulit-ulit. Binilang ko kung ilang beses ko bang nabanggit. Kung tama pagkakaalala ko, isa nung nangungulit ako tas pangalawa nung nagtatanong ako. Eh paulit-ulit ka naman pala Tin eh!! Panalo. Kumpleto na araw ko.
PS. Dito nalang siguro ako sa bahay bukas. Pupunta pala kay Mr. Quickie saglit para ipaayos yung sapatos ko. Tas uuwi na 'ko. Ewan ko sa 'yo.
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Never Gonna Let it Go
Currently listening to: Don't Forget About Us - Mariah & BTNH
That one was Say U Love Me by Jason & Lara. Just wanted to let you hear it.
I've been playing around with my
Friendster profile. Napagtripan ko lang naman. And then I've been trying to add a music player. Supposedly, simple lang yun player, it's just a drop-down menu with buttons below it for controls. But then friendster would not accept the code and I could make it work only when it's on a different html page.
I gave up on that last night so when I woke up today, I thought I'd find another player. I found an
XSPF player which uses an xml type of document but has to be saved with a .xspf extension. I could get it to work but it won't use my own playlist. I have no idea how to run Flash from different domains. So I gave up on that, too.
Until finally, I found this player by
Jeroen and it turns out that it's the player that I've been seeing on other people's profiles a lot. It also uses xml (just as xml and not anything else) and Flash but it's easier to configure and to use. So there. I finally got a music Flash player on my profile. :P
I realized that I really am not the kind of person who gives up rather easily without putting up a fight. If I think about it, I didn't give up on my objective, I gave up on the way I was trying to achieve it and tried to look for other methods. I think I will have to stick to this kind of attitude for the rest of my life. Who knows, this might even be able to save other people's lives in the future. And it might also save my a55 someday. :P
I've also been trying to look for a program that allows access to an iPod from Windows without iTunes. I hate iTunes. Anyway, I found
XPlay 2 which sort of looks like you're just browsing a removable HD on Windows Explorer. It's small, very easy to use and simple. The downside? It's a payware. T__T I tried to look for serials or cracks on the Internet for it (Haha I know, I'm bad. :P) but I haven't found any yet. I've got until November 1 to get it licensed or else I won't be able to use it anymore.. :(
Oh right, in my quest for the perfect music Flash player, I found this online storage site,
FileLodge. You can quickly upload practically any kind of file, you can set it to public or private and it's searchable!! It means, you can also download other people's files from it! ^^ So that's where I've been getting my mp3s. Hehe! It's kind of slow sometimes, though, and a little bit buggy but it's totally bearable. :P
Anyway.. I've never had anyone to tell me na "nakakasakal" ako or that I prevent anyone from being able to speak or act freely.. I know that used to be my line.. And until now I sometimes feel as if I don't know what to do because it might be wrong or it might make someone unhappy. I dunno. Sometimes I just want to leave things alone. Shut my mouth and try to live. Ignore things and see what happens. But that's what scares me.. If I would not try to fix things, who would? :(
Must.. start.. reading.. Grr..
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Do Good for Nothing
Currently listening to: Jason & Lara - Say U Love Me
I think I may have become addicted to 'It Started with a Kiss'. I managed to download an mp3 of it's theme song 'Say U Love Me' plus I got the lyrics and the translation. Muhahaha! :P I copied this from
.one waii love_Say U love me – Jason and Lara
Say that you love me Say that you care
Say that you love me Say that you care
Lara:
yu dao dui de ren shi zhong yuan fen
Meeting the right person , is a kind of fate
wo bu de bu cheng ren ru sheng hai shi xu yao you fen chun
I had to admit, girls do need some discretion
ni xu yao qu miao zhun ni yao de ren
You need to aim (target) at the person you want
bu zai bei dong de deng song shang zui chun bian cheng ni de ren
Do not wait passively. Send up your kiss and make him your man.
Jason:
wo ren shi yi ge nu hai ta tian zhen huo po ke ai
I know a girl. She is naive, lovely and active.
zai deng dai you ge ren ke yi gei ta yi shen san qian chong ai
And she's waiting for somebody to give her three thousand of love
bu xu yao hen you qian bu xu yao hen shuai
No need to be very rich nor very handsome
ta pi qi gu guai you shi hou bao rong you shi hou ni bi xu ren nai
Her temper is weird and sometimes you need to forgive, sometimes you need to hold on.
wei she ma ta jing ran ai shang ta
Why? She fell in love with him
ta dao di zai xiang she ma
What's on her mind?
ta shi fou wang liao shuai ge bu neng ai
Did she forget that she can not love a handsome boy?
shi she ma rang ta luan le fang cun
What has made her lose her mind?
bu zhi dao gai zuo she ma
I don't know what should I do
wo xiang shuo zhe zen ma ke neng
I want to say, How is it possible?
ta she de she qi zi ji de zun yan yu ai hao
She's willing to give up her ego and liking
ru zhui nan de you xi yi dian dou bu hai sao
The game of girl making the first move, it's not embarrassing at all.
yi tian dao wan zai ta shen bian you chao you nao
From morning to night she is noisy beside him
zhi wei le neng gou bei ta deng yi yan jiu hao
Just to attract his attention
kan ta zai zhe bian er ta zai na bian
Seeing her at here and him at there
er ta xiang bei ta peng zai shou xin shang mian
And she wanted to be loved by him
er ta zhuang zuo shi er bu jian nao dai zhong que fu xian
However, he pretends not to see her, but his head keeps thinking...
an qian jin shi ta zai wei xiao de hua mian
All the pictures of her smiling.
er ta shu
And she says...
jiu shi hai shi geng yao you yuan fen yu dao dui de ren kan ta de lian kong
Fate is still very needed. Meeting the one and look at his face
Say that you love me Say that you care
zai ge dou kuai de dong fang zhuan juan bian cheng ni de ren
Turning at the north of a city, becoming yours
Jason:
zhong tou lai guo yao kuai le bu yao nan guo bu yao huang yan yao cheng nuo
Starting over, preferring happiness than sorrow, preferring promise than lies
ta han ta de ai qing shi fou lan duo
Has the love between them become lazy
jiu suan you bu an ding de yin su sui shi chu mo
Even if the unknown factor can appear anytime
ta ye neng pai chu wan nan he ta yi qi du guo
She will overcome everything and be together with him
ok. zhe man man chang dong chang dong hou wai mian shun feng shun feng chui dao de xin zhong xin zhong jin shi wu xian de gan dong
Ok. This will go slowly, the wind outside will blow inside the heart, and fill it with unlimited of flattering
ta duo ci qu zhu yi ta ren he de yi ju yi dong cai fa xian zi ji zao yi bu xiao xin diao ru qi zhong
He occasionally noticed her move, and finally realize he has fall within
er ta zhi dao wo xiang shi ta zhi dao suo you ta de yi qie ta dou zhi dao
However he knew, I suppose he knew, everything about her.
ta gan dao ta ruo zhi dao bei gao xing xin li zao jiu xiang ba ta bao jin
He feels that if he knows she will be happy, he wanted to hug her tight long ago
bu guan wei lai jian nan yan xi tai duo zhi guan xian zai neng gou xiang ai zai shuo
No matter how hard it is in future, what really matters is loving each other now.
qiang yi qi wan cheng de shi qing tai duo jiu pa shi jian bu gou er ta shuo
There are too many things that need to achieved together, fearing that time is not enough, and she says...
I also finally got a screenie of the hug that I was talking about. :P
Here's a YouTube vid of that episode:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ah8YWMRjJkU My fave episode. :P Noodin nio..super sweet talaga ng episode na yan.. 8->
Nanakawan nga pala ng fone yun kapatid ko.. Tinutukan daw sha ng balisong sa tagiliran habang nakasakay sa jeep (na papuntang Cubao?). Nakakatakot. Buti nalang hindi na sha lumaban or what kagaya ng sinasabe nia dati pag nagkkwentuhan kame dito. Sabe nia noon, pag sha daw tinutukan, ssapakin daw nia. Buti nalang di nia ginawa. Buti safe sha, buhay, walang labis at walang kulang.. Salamat sa Diyos. :)
Yun nalang muna.. ^^
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Monday, October 16, 2006
Complete
Currently listening to: Usher's Confessions (II)
I woke up at 1pm. LOL Great, huh? When I went down to look for something to eat, I found out that my mum did not cook for me. Belat. Baka kasi di uuwi ng lunch time yung kapatid ko kaya di nagluto. Oh well. I made my own lunch nalang.
That's mashed potatoes, sauted garlic and mushroom and broiled chicken. It's high in carbs and protein minus the fats! :P
Mashed Potatoes
- potatoes
- water
- salt
- pepper
- butter
- milk
Boil the potatoes in salted water until they're soft. Mash them using a pastry masher. Mix in butter and milk. Season with salt and pepper to taste.
Sauted Garlic and Mushroom
- chopped garlic
- halved button mushrooms
- butter
- water
- mushroom sauce
- salt
- pepper
Melt the butter in a pan on high heat. Add in the garlic and mushrooms. When the butter is about to dry, add in some water. Pour in some mushroom sauce and add salt and pepper. Allow to boil until there is little sauce left and the consistency is somehow thick.
Broiled Chicken
- chicken
- Del Monte Pinoy BBQ Sauce
If you have lots of time, marinate the chicken in Pinoy BBQ sauce for 15 mins. or more. If you don't you can brush the chicken with the sauce and broil at 350 to 400 degrees for 10-15 mins. or until golden brown.
Taden! You have a complete meal which you can finish in 30 minutes! ^^
Btw, notice that I didn't put exact amounts? That's because it all depends on how much you want. :)
I had better start reading.. :)
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Ang sad ko today.. Hai..
Ever felt yung the whole time you thought you were a part of the plan but then later on you'll find out na hindi naman pala. But then again, you know that you weren't supposed to expect that you WOULD be part of the plan because that has always been the case. Tas maffeel mo na ang tanga tanga mo to be led on na kasama ka sa plan kaya nassaktan ka pero mas tanga ka dahil nassaktan ka pa eh ilang years nang ganun ang nangyayare.
Nanood nalang ako ulit ng It Started with a Kiss para matawa nalang ako at ma in love at makalimutan ang sarili kong katangahan..
Walang dinner tas ako lang magisa.. Gutom na ko pero wala akong gana..
Buti nalang may Superman ako.. Late pero at least meron.. :)
Akala ko nga pati si Superman idditch ako.. Di kase kami naguusap mashado online. Wala lang ako masabe.. Sha nun umpisa nagkkwento pa kaso lang siguro nawalan na rin ng gana sa akin kase nanonood ako tas ang bagal ko magreply kase nassad talaga ako. Tas nun kinagabihan kala ko mag-aaway pa kami kasi sabe nia ang sungit ko daw sa kanya.. :( Naisip ko naman, sha na nga lang natitira kong kakampi, susungitan ko pa ba sha? :( Pero sabe nia baka di ko lang napansin.. Gusto ko pa marinig voice nia para I won't feel so alone but then naisip ko ibaba nalang yung phone kaysa magaway kami.. Ayaw ko away.. :(
Mag 3am na ngayon pero parang naiiyak pa rin ako.. Ang bulok ng dumaang araw.. Sana ngayon, maganda na..
Natapos ko na pala yung It Started with a Kiss. Gusto ko sana icapture ung favorite part ko pero ayaw ng InterVideo di ko alam bakit.. Pero basta yung part na yun (kung napanood nio na), yun yung super laki ng prob ni Zhi Shu sa company nila tapos dinalhan sha ni Xiang Qin ng food sa office nia tas yumakap si Zhi Shu sa kanya. Yung type ng hug na yung head nung guy na sa tummy ng gurl (kase nakatayo yung gurl nakaupo yung guy) naiintindihan nio ba? Basta yun. Parang kahit gaano kagaling yung guy, super taas ng IQ na kala mo di sha magsshow ng weakness, yayakap sha dun sa gurl ng ganun parang 'i need you' yung hug na inaaccept nia na hindi sha perfect and kelangan nia yung gurl kahit bobita yung gurl. Bastaaa romantic. Nood nio nalang. Papahiram ko sana sa inyo kaso lang hindi akin yun DVD.. Bili nalang kayo ng pirated hahaha! Belat..
Naisip ko.. siguro kung bigla nalang hindi ako nagising sa pagtulog or bigla nalang ako humilata at nadedz, wala sigurong makakapansin dito.. Kaso sa tingin ko, kaya di pa nangyayare yun, kase di pa tapos yung purpose ko sa mundo.. Ano naman kaya yun..
Sige na tutulog na ko.. :)
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
22 na 'ko!! T___T
Currently listening to: Incubus - Pardon Me
Kamusta naman!! 22 na 'ko!! Huhuhu!! This cannot be happening to meeee.. T__T
Sabay di kami pinagluto ni mami ng lunch. Kaya ayun naglutulutuan ako!
Omelette de Tiiin* ^^
It's got diced mushroom, spam, onions and cheese. Yum!
Rating:
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Nung hapon, shempre nagutom na naman ako! Eh sakto, may natira pang omelette na kasha sa dalawang sandwich!! Kaya naman, ayun, inubos ko na! ^^
Eto naman yung second sandwich ko!
Hehe! Photoblogging ang trip ko ngayon.. Sowee.. ^^
Eto pa pala, earrings na ginawa ko supposedly for my cousin but di nia pala trip mga chandelier type. If I'm not keeping it for myself, we're selling it at Php30-40. ^^
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Public Health Crisis
Currently listening to: Donna Summer - I Will Survive (Oh yea baby, yea!)
About a month ago, my brother had contracted Amebiasis. I suspected that he got it from one of those carinderias near UST that he likes to eat at. Until now, his poo really stinks but he's not complaining about stomach ache or anything at all. And then a few days ago, my uncle was asking for Hydrite tablets because he was having diarrhea. I asked him if his poo stinks more than his usual and he said that it does. I suggested that he should have a fecalysis done asap and then later on, he was found to be positive for E. histolytica. Then yesterday my mom was telling me that water in Manila was already contaminated which explains the incidence of diarrhea and amebiasis.
So what is it?
Entameba histolytica is one of the many intestinal and luminal protozoa that are parasitic to man. They cause diseases such as amebiasis, amebic dysentery and amebic hepatitis. Their trophozites reside mostly in the cecal and sigmoidorectal regions of the colon where they reproduce by binary fission or via cyst formation. And it is the mature cyst that is infectious and essential for transmission.
The cysts reach humans through water and vegetables that are contaminated with infected with feces, food contaminated by flies or the hands of infected food handlers, or by direct transmission by cyst carriers. Hence, the incidence of infection is directly correlated with sanitary conditions and is mostly prevalent in mental hospitals, children's homes and prisons. The lower economic classes have a higher incidence rate that is most probably due to malnutrition and overcrowding, in addition to poor sanitary conditions.
The pathogenic activities of E. histolytica depend upon the resistance of the host, the virulence and invasiveness of the strain and the conditions in the intestinal tract. They produce lesions in the superficial mucosa going deeper into the layers of the intestine until it causes destruction of tissues. Complications that arise from intestinal amebiasis include appendicities, intestinal perforation, hemorrhage, stricture, granulomas and pseudopolyposes.
Laboratory diagnosis is made by microscopic identification of the parasite in the feces or tissues. Intestinal amebiasis is more common among the diseases caused by E. histolytica and the drug of choice for it is metronizaole or Flagyl 750mg t.i.d. orally for 5 to 10 days. It does, however, have side effects such as headache, nausea, diarrhea and an altered sense of smell. Moreover, it may be carcinogenic so it should be used only when prescribed.
Important tips:
- Observe proper personal hygiene. Wash your hands with soap and water after using the toilet and before touching food.
- Avoid foods sold by street vendors.
- Do not drink water from drinking fountains. Buy bottled water or boil water before drinking it.
- Eat at places that use disposable plates and utensils.
- Prevent dehydration by taking Hydrite, drinking Gatorade and other replenishing drinks.
Read more..
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Seeing Things in a Different Way
Currently listening to: Eheads - Ang Huling El Bimbo (as in bimbo wahaha jk)
Kamusta naman yun? Dinasal ko kay God na pag naka dalawang line of 6 na ako sa isang subject, quit na ako sa Med. Yung Physio ko ginawa niang 70 tapos yung Anatomy ko 67 pa rin. Pano ba naman yun..
But if I try to see it in a different way, hindi naman lahat ng nagapply nakapasok sa PLM College of Medicine. I was given this opportunity and is this how I plan to make use of it? Andito na ako, sayang kung magqquit pa ako. All I have to do is keep on trying to get better grades. Work harder. No more playing.
Nagquit na nga pala kami sa Ragnarok. Kaso yung account namin nakatambak lang dun. Hehe Balak namin ibenta kaso ang baba ng bentahan e. The highest and only offer we got for it is Php 3/M Lugi pa kung lloadan namin yun accounts plus kuryente pa for overnight vending.
Yung kapatid ko pala, nagspeaker sa parang career talk sa UST high school. He's considered an over-achiever sa college kasi he's in second year palang but he's really active in school. He was recognized as coach of the year sa parang interorg basketball games. He's also the treasurer of the Red Cross Youth Council ng college nila. Ang natatandaan ko na sinabe nia sa mga high school students, "I grabbed every opportunity that came my way". Well, hindi nia inEnglish pero I pictured na kung formal-formalan yun, nagEnglish sha haha! Bilib talaga ako sa kanya. Bata palang sha alam ko na talaga na malayo mararating nia kasi iba yung personality nia. Malakas talaga yung loob nia chaka pag gusto nia talaga yung isang bagay, he'll go get it kahit ano mangyare. Ako ang ate pero parang ako pa ata yung dapat tumingala sa kanya. Marami ako matututunan sa kanya minus yung mga panget na ugali niya shempre hehe wala namang perfect na tao di ba?
Simula bukas, magbabasabasa na ako. One chapter per subject. Bahala na kung alin ang uunahin ko basta kelangan maka isang chapter ako kada subject. Tas gagawa na ako ng trans ko. Hai. Kaya ko 'to.
Cha yo!!
PS. Kamusta naman sa bago kong layout? Hahaha!
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
Memory Cells
Currently listening to: E-heads - Wag Mo Nang Itanong
Makakatapak na sana ako sa Mall of Asia ngayon, kaso pinili kong mag-Glorietta nalang. Naghahanap kasi ako ng laptables. Lam nio ba yun? Kung alam nio, sabihin nio naman kung san ako makakabili.. Wala kasi sa Make Room eh sabe nun isang taga-ICA dun daw meron. Hai..
O ayun, rollercoaster na naman po kami. Aww.. Nagsimula sa kulitan tas biglang 'nasungitan' tas nagtampo tas nalugmok ng sobra at anu-ano nang naisip tas pinilit maging okei kase naman sayang naman minsan lang makarating sa ibang lugar tas sablay pa. Ang panget.. Tas mayang konti nagtampo uli kase nainsulto.. Wag naman kasi harap-harapan.. Or wag nalang papahalata.. Di buzz.. Tas naging okei na uli kase nga sayang yung panahon. Di ko na maalala lahat.. basta halos parepareho lang, paulit-ulit.
Tas sa pag-uwi, ganun na naman. Sobrang kulitan, sinusubukang patigilin hanggang sa di na napigilan KABOOM! Tas aun, anu-anu na lumabas na wordsss.. At ang nakakatakot dun, hindi ako nakipagsungitan. Yung normal ko na pagkasungit pag naaasar ako. Hindi rin ako naiyak or naiiyak sa asar or sa ouch sa mga nasabe. Parang wala lang sa kin yung nangyare. Tas parang nangungulit ng 'hellooo?' pero nagbackfire pa yun pero hindi pa rin ako nakipagsungitan nang normal. Ang weird. Hindi normal na Tin yun. Yun talaga yung nakakatakot dun e. Panu kung wala nalang sa kin yung mga bagay na ganun? And anu naman ibig-sabihin nun?
A. Nasanay na.
B. Nawalan ng memory cells na para sa pagrecall ng mga previous attacks.
C. Naimmune na.
D. Nagsasawa na.
Ang masama neto, wala pa 'kong answer key sa ngayon. Siguro pagod lang ako kaya hindi ako makapag-isip ng tama. Pero sana naman, kung makarating ako sa sagot, wag naman sana letter D..
Nakwento ko nga pala yung person na di ko maalala yung pangalan nia. Pero nagkitakita daw kame nun sa WTC. (Indi ako as in ako talaga, yung char na ginagamit ko nun time na yun, yun yung nakita nia. Gets?) Tas aun, sabe ni tootoots, dapat daw sinabe ko dun sa person na yun kung sino ako talaga. Indi ko maalala yung sagot ko pero sa isip ko, yung sagot dun, ayaw ko. Kase hindi naman ako napakilala irl as ako or kung sino ba ako. Ang panget kaya ng dating nun. 1-Ang labas, ikinahihiya ako kaya di ako pinakilala irl. 2-Para namang nagbubuhat ako ng sarili kong bangko. Wala lang, sinabe ko lang para maalala ko in the future :P
Nakaabot kaya ako ng 70+ na grade? Malapit na mag-Monday.. Judgement day hehe..
Tas ilang araw nalang pala after Monday, mag22 na ako.. Ang bilis.. Tas parang di ko mafeel na 22 na ko.. Parang lahat nalang trato sa kin parang bata lang. Di kaya ako yung may deprensya? Di ako nagaact ng age ko yun tipong kahit ako di ko feel na 20+ ako kaya yung mga taong nakapalibot sa kin, feeling di ako 20+.. Or siguro para sa iba, bata pa lang talaga ko.. Batang-bata ka pa at marami ka pang.. LOL Wenk wenk..
Sa totoo lang, 20 something na! LOL Ui sana, hormones ko lang to kaya ako manhid ngayong gabi.. Ovulating daw ako ngayon e.. ayon sa aking Ovulation Calendar. Nakanangtutchhh ang lola mo andameng alam.. LOL Wala lang.. DL nio rin kung gusto nio, type nio lang sa search engine na inyong tinatangkilik. O ha. Lufet.. Para yun malaman natin kung anong nangyayare sa katawan nating mga babae. Chaka helpful yun para sa mga gustong mabuntis. Pati kung babae or lalake, sasabihin nia kung kelan dapat subukang gumawa. Okei tama na, download nio nalang. :P
Tatawag pa ako dapat uli e.. Kase tapos na ko maligo, halata? Patapos na nga tong entry e.. Pero ewan ko parang wala akong gana..
Bukas na uwi ni mami.. Anu kaya uwi nia sa kin? Hur hur.. Siguro meron kase magbbday ako e. Ai kaso galit ata sa kin yun.. pa rin. Ai ako din asar sa kanya pero wala lang wahaha Last time gift nia pinakain nia friends ko dito sa haus.. la la la la la.. bye bye muna.. :)
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
Depends Upon the Gravity
Currently listening to: Boyz II Men - Oh Well (still random)
I've been getting into minor accidents. I've had 2 cuts and 1 bruise in a span of 4 days. 1 cut I got due to the major blackout. Yes, that explains why I haven't gone online for the longest time. I'm not dead yet. Don't worry? LOL Speaking of death, last night, we were walking along Roxas Blvd (darn Dee's friend) and it was really dark and I was scared because I didn't want to die like that. I still wanna grow old with Dee. Hehe cheesy ba? :P
So, why were we at Roxas? We went to WTC to see the Level Up event. It was really cool hehe wala lang. It was tiring because there weren't enough seats for everyone but I think it was an advantage na rin naman. I got free massage from Dee LOL my lower back was hurting me from all the walking and standing up and wawa nga sha kasi masakit rin legs nia. It's his fault naman LOL hahaha okei indi na. :P Wawa sha period. :P Plus, shempre quality time hahaha basta. I think the moments standing up was sweet. :D Thanks, Dee. mmmwahx!!
About the event pala haha I saw them. The ex-'friends' LOL I only saw them from afar e and I didn't really want to see them upclose or make eye contact with them kasi if I look at them, I might do something stupid like I dunno that might trigger an away. Ayaw ko naman magkaron ng away kasi nageenjoy pa si Dee kakanuod ng game kahit na hindi nia mashado makita. LOL Hai naku kase. Bat kaya pinaayos pa yun salamin?! Belat.
Last Friday was like the worst day Milenyo had ever done to us. Imagine, walang kuryente, walang signal tas walang phoneline sila Dee. Waaaa!! Kabaliw yun grabe.. sana wag na maulit.. Isip ko nga talaga nun, punta nalang ako sa kanila kaso naman yung street nia lang yun alam ko hahaha Same rin sa kanya, alam nia lang sabihin San Luis A Rita hahaha! Ang kulit. Wala lang. Pero kahapon, nalaman na nia kung san exactly. Hehe.. Weee! ^^
PS. Sana talaga matuloy yun plano sa Monday. Ayaw ko sabihin kung anu exactly kase baka maudlot? Basta sana matuloy yung sa Monday. Sana whole day. Para mas happy si Dee. Sige na po, Goddish.. Naglinis naman ako house today e.. Bait naman ako? Please? Weee!! Papayag na yan!! Hihi ^^
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