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written by Demsey Ube
- Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
- Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
- Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
Disappointments, Rejections, and Hope
Currently listening to: Sugarfree - Batang-bata Ka Pa
At first I thought I had to feed 10 mouths, including me, so I told my groupmates that I cannot afford to feed all of us and I requested them to bring extra money. Six of them came over and when it was almost lunch time, I was asking them about what they were going to eat but they weren't answering me. I was so hungry already and I think it would be rude if I ate all by myself. So I thought I'd open some canned goods to feed them. Just as I was done cooking, one of them said 'Kakain na tayo!'. And they all sat down around the table! No one even dared to help out with setting the dining table. They just sat there waiting for the food to come to them.
I was really disappointed with them. We are all post-grads of a public school that requires us to serve our community every summer and after graduation. Is this how we are supposed to act outside our homes? Secondly, we had already planned that we will have food delivered from some fastfood chain. My dad said that I should have had lunch by myself and it woudn't be rude because my groupmates and I already had an 'usapan' before we even met. My mum was saying that now I know how some Filipinos are, that they only think about their selves and stuff. Hai. Sometimes I want to believe her but there's this part of me that wants to believe that there are still some exceptions to the rule.
That's when I decided that there will be no more meetings at our house. HMP!!
Dee came to see me that same day. Seeing him was like a relief to me. It's like, finally, no one can abuse or take advantage of me. Except him? LOL At least we finally fixed things between us. And we promised that we'd be more open and stuff. Hurrah! Haha :P I hope things work out between us. And I hope things would get better between us. If God doesn't will it, that's when we give up. Right? Whatever. LOL
While we were here for our research meeting, one of our groupmates suggested that we work on the Prevalence of Hepa A among Food Handlers in the Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila canteen. Our professor was not replying to our SMS so we went ahead and researched about it just so we won't be wasting time. Until yesterday, I thought I should start doing something about it. I asked my groupmates for our prof's mobile number and email address. I e-mailed her myself and texted her twice to make sure that she receives it. Soon enough, our prof replied to my e-mail with "plain descriptive study? please think of another topic."
Yup, our topic was rejected but since we already started researching about it and I sure have spent a lot of time finishing a chapter of our proposal, I couldn't let it go. And neither could my groupmates. The topic was simple, it won't be costly, and it is relevant. So I had to do something about it while I don't know what my groupmates are doing. I found out that one of my friends from another section were working on Lung Diseases and Lung Capacities of Children aged 5-9 in Urban and Rural Areas. I figured that their topic is also descriptive just like ours, the only difference is that they have 'urban and rural areas', a point of comparison. So I e-mailed my prof again, this time the topics I sent involved comparing places. I hope that works..
And I sort of have this feeling that it might. I'm one person who believes in dreams a lot. And last night, I dreamt that I was drowning and it was taking a while for someone to come save me, so I propelled myself upward and I was able to get myself out of the water. I checked
the dream dictionary for the meaning and here's what it said:
Drowning
To dream that you drown or in the midst of drowning is a bad omen as it pertains to the health of your business and partnership activities. If you die, your business will fail and a great loss will occur for you but if you are rescued and revived, then you will have a good friend step in and save your business. Other aspects of this dream deals with your relationships and can be interpreted as with a business.
I really hope this dream would come true.. And I really hope we get approved.. I am still waiting for my prof's reply to my e-mail.. Huhu.. God, please? T__T
Tiiin* was starless at
11:38 AM
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