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The Tiiin Commandments
written by Demsey Ube

Dapat lagi alam ni Tin kung nasaan ka lalo na kung magkasama kayo kanikanina lang.
Dapat magsasabe agad kay Tin kung magmmigrate sa ibang bansa bago maging shota.
Dapat supportive sa studies ni Tin.
Dapat close sa mga barkada at maging kabarkada rin.
Pag ayaw ni Tin, huwag nang pilitin; kundi, alam mo na kung saan ka pupulutin.
Kung game ka magpakilala sa parents ni Tin, game rin sha.
Dapat mature mag-isip. Ayaw ni Tin magalaga ng baby damulag.
Huwag magppropose kay Tin na itatanan at papaaralin ng Medicine dahil di yan effective. (Tried and tested)
Hindi papatol si Tin sa mga totoys kahit pa may back-up na friend/s, mababasted lang ng kung ilang beses.
Love tin honestly and wholly. She can compromise naman, basta wag lang maabuso at kawawain si Tin. She will love you back. Promise. (Hindi ko to inedit. Si Dems may gawa nian :)

Saturday, September 10, 2005
Troughs and Crests

Currently listening to:

Today, on a scale of 1-5, 5 being the highest:

School Productivity: 1 2 3 4 5
Angelic Deeds: 1 2 3 4 5
Devilish Acts: 1 2 3 4 5
Fun: 1 2 3 4 5
Mahal: 1 2 3 4 5 (Pif..Indi ko pa pala nachange un template..:()

I meant to post this earlier but I dunno. The window just stopped responding and I had to rewrite stuff. Well, ok. It's not that bad since I hadn't written a lot.

Anyway, yes, I'm still depressed. Things haven't changed one bit. I wonder when this will all end. And when they do, I hope they all end well.

Hai. I think my body's taking it's toll on me. My brain included. My system don't seem to function too well anymore. My brain's too slow. Like today, when Babes was asking me about what to do with the embryo, she repeated the question 3 or 4 times and I still couldn't get it. I mean, I hear what she's saying but I can't seem to understand it. I can't make words out of it. Plus, I couldn't get out of bed this morning. I had set the clock to alarm at 7am but I dunno. It just didn't ring and I couldn't get up. LOL. I feel dizzy and weak and whatever. Whatever.

School's becoming worse by the minute. People hate us there! I swear! I mean, what could we have done?! Take for example Showie. She's a super biatch. She won't lend or spare us stuff. As if we ever never gave her anything. That psycho. Hai.

Last Friday, we had to attend mass because the BioSoc sponsored it or something. Whatever. Basta we had to go. The gospel was about removing the speck from another person's face when you haven't looked at your own face. (Did you get that?? I'm super sabog.) So anyway, it's true. We all should look at our own weaknesses first before we could be good enough to tell other people about theirs.

I had hoped Ma'am Amarillo would be hit by that gospel. She's been a super biatch lately too. As if she was too damned perfect. She can tell her students what they're doing wrong and all but sana naman in a nice way. She need not be mataray or whatever's similar to that.

The final song was also a good shot. Especially to Showie. She was even part of the choir. Anyway, the song goes 'Walang sinuman ang nabubuhay para sa sarili lamang..' Hai. I SO hope it hit her where it hurts most. Lately, people are beginning to show their true colors: they think of nothing else but their own welfare, f*ck everyone else. Ang masasabi ko lang, si God na bahala sa inyo. ^-^

Right now, school's what I'm really thinking about more. F*ck my personal life muna and everything else. Submission for slides is fast approaching. The doctor we found who we thought could help us talaga is gone. I mean, he won't be able to help us because the med tech daw is on leave. Woot. It's ok. I just hope we get our blocks back - WALANG LABIS, WALANG KULANG. I really do hope and pray for that. Tomorrow, I must call other laboratories that could help us. Please cross your fingers for us and pray that we could get through this.

Dems has been like an angel for me. He gives super good advice talaga. I've been super tired with everything - AS IN EVERYTHING - and he was there to tell me that 'kaya binibigay sa iyo ni God yang mga problema na yan, kase alam Nia na kaya mong solusyunan.' BS or not, I'd like to believe that I can. And if there's one thing I'm sure of, it's that behind me is a GREAT GOD that pushes me to my limits. +10 CLANG CLANG! Hehehe! Love You po, GOD. Thank You sa lahaaat. ^-^

Tiiin* was starless at 10:58 PM

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